They are trying to make me kill myself

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Just walked in on my parents fighting with knifes and almost got stabbed myself I'm fucking shaking rn the stress is killing me I'm doing bad in school because of them and I've been trying to not goon to better of myself but that's the only way I could get off the stress because if I cried they would beat my ass I don't wanna say it but I'm genuinely thinking about kms but I'm so fucking scared to actually do it because I have 2 small siblings and one bigger than me by one year I'm scared if I do it it might harm them and just make things worse genuinely went to sleep with absolutely nothing happing and woke up to them fighting with knifes I tried to cry to calm down the stress but I genuinely can't since I have programmed myself not to your parents are genuinely the biggest nerf ever gigs over and I gave up on everything I wanted to do
 
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Just walked in on my parents fighting with knifes and almost got stabbed myself I'm fucking shaking rn the stress is killing me I'm doing bad in school because of them and I've been trying to not goon to better of myself but that's the only way I could get off the stress because if I cried they would beat my ass I don't wanna say it but I'm genuinely thinking about kms but I'm so fucking scared to actually do it because I have 2 small siblings and one bigger than me by one year I'm scared if I do it it might harm them and just make things worse genuinely went to sleep with absolutely nothing happing and woke up to them fighting with knifes I tried to cry to calm down the stress but I genuinely can't since I have programmed myself not to your parents are genuinely the biggest nerf ever gigs over and I gave up on everything I wanted to do
Hope it gets better
 
theres going to be better days
 
Just walked in on my parents fighting with knifes and almost got stabbed myself I'm fucking shaking rn the stress is killing me I'm doing bad in school because of them and I've been trying to not goon to better of myself but that's the only way I could get off the stress because if I cried they would beat my ass I don't wanna say it but I'm genuinely thinking about kms but I'm so fucking scared to actually do it because I have 2 small siblings and one bigger than me by one year I'm scared if I do it it might harm them and just make things worse genuinely went to sleep with absolutely nothing happing and woke up to them fighting with knifes I tried to cry to calm down the stress but I genuinely can't since I have programmed myself not to your parents are genuinely the biggest nerf ever gigs over and I gave up on everything I wanted to do
what country do u live in? Nigga you should go on wizz or something and talk to a guy or girl on there, explain your situation and vent and ask if u can stay in with them who are in your local area whilst u look for work, get on welfare, as you look for work they may help you, pay them a bit of your welfare as payment for staying.

There are good people out of hundreds who will let you stay as well as their parents, and if ur under 18 will adopt you. U dont have to live like this man.
 
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what country do u live in? Nigga you should go on wizz or something and talk to a guy or girl on there, explain your situation and vent and ask if u can stay in with them who are in your local area whilst u look for work, get on welfare, as you look for work they may help you, pay them a bit of your welfare as payment for staying.

There are good people out of hundreds who will let you stay as well as their parents, and if ur under 18 will adopt you. U dont have to live like this man.
It's illegal here I have already called the police before and that didn't go well at all
 
It's illegal here I have already called the police before and that didn't go well at all
like I said man, there are people to help, you clearly dont want help you dont even want to name your country. I get it your overly paranoid from being in a shit home but if you dont take that leap of faith your life is over. Up to you man. You are in an unfortunate situation but you can 1000% get out of it with some courage.
 
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like I said man, there are people to help, you clearly dont want help you dont even want to name your country. I get it your overly paranoid from being in a shit home but if you dont take that leap of faith your life is over. Up to you man. You are in an unfortunate situation but you can 1000% get out of it with some courage.
Im just too scared man
like I said man, there are people to help, you clearly dont want help you dont even want to name your country. I get it your overly paranoid from being in a shit home but if you dont take that leap of faith your life is over. Up to you man. You are in an unfortunate situation but you can 1000% get out of it with some courage.
thanks man I'm going to do some research on that stuff I really don't know what else to say
 

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