BlueScree
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This is gonna be a rant, so if ur responding with some dumb shit like DNR then fuck u. Anyways.
In my previous posts i shared some shit that happened throughout my childhood and im surr rhat anyone with reading comprehension can understand that this shit affected me and how i see myself and others. My LTN incel friends who haven't even hugged a girl before always cope and say stuff about how "im focused on my looks too much" and "personality matters just as much" and they also say some shit how im mentally ill and i have severe body dismorphia and how im a terrible person for caring about my looks, and that shit pisses me off. they don't know what it's like to be LLTN/ MLTN throughout nearly ur whole life and then randomly ascend 1 summer. They are uneducated pieces of shit who don't understand what i feel. My friend who knows about some of this stuff told them how i have recessed infras (even tho mine r better than all of theirs and they are all LTNS and im the only mtn/htn (lot of mixed results in my rate me thing)) and whenever i try to just relax during lunch they'll randomly call my name and say this fucking corny ass "recessed infras brutal" and then they blame me for making our group act all corny by teaching them what infras are even tho i didn't say shit and i never said that corny shit in front of them. I sense their dislike towards me grow more and more and they taunt me for believing that looks matter and in lookism. They each have their own beliefs, religions, etc. and them making fun of my ideologies is no better than me telling them that jesus was a bitch (no hate im just saying)
it makes me mad because this is so unright ive had to go through fucking hell because of my looks and they get to live in bliss because they are average? Thats not fucking fair i should've been born at the looks i have right now instead of having to make myself seem insane to them by doing some stupid looksmaxxing shit. Why can't these incels learn that they are incels because of their looks and their great personality hasn't gotten them shit in life. Ive had to work for everything i have now and im a 4.0 gpa student with a bunch of aps and honors and ive had girls and i have friends and have been top 5 in my grade compared to these fucking iqlets who think they can taunt me and make fun of me for being BETTER than them???? This is so fucking wrong they taunt me for being dumb and when i point out their flaws and their shitty logic they just ignore me and say "recessed infras brutal" i want to fucking punch them so bad when they do that bullshit. Why did it have to be me to understand the truth why could i just live in bliss like those idiots why did it have to be me to understand that looks do matter and that it's my shitty genetics fault. I just want them to feel that pain so that they understand that what i do and what i say and how i act isn't because i think it's fun or cool i do it because it's the only thing i know to do because without it and without my looks i would probably go insane and i would be getting bullied and assulted and harassed like before and they just can't seem to wrap their feeble minds around it.
In my previous posts i shared some shit that happened throughout my childhood and im surr rhat anyone with reading comprehension can understand that this shit affected me and how i see myself and others. My LTN incel friends who haven't even hugged a girl before always cope and say stuff about how "im focused on my looks too much" and "personality matters just as much" and they also say some shit how im mentally ill and i have severe body dismorphia and how im a terrible person for caring about my looks, and that shit pisses me off. they don't know what it's like to be LLTN/ MLTN throughout nearly ur whole life and then randomly ascend 1 summer. They are uneducated pieces of shit who don't understand what i feel. My friend who knows about some of this stuff told them how i have recessed infras (even tho mine r better than all of theirs and they are all LTNS and im the only mtn/htn (lot of mixed results in my rate me thing)) and whenever i try to just relax during lunch they'll randomly call my name and say this fucking corny ass "recessed infras brutal" and then they blame me for making our group act all corny by teaching them what infras are even tho i didn't say shit and i never said that corny shit in front of them. I sense their dislike towards me grow more and more and they taunt me for believing that looks matter and in lookism. They each have their own beliefs, religions, etc. and them making fun of my ideologies is no better than me telling them that jesus was a bitch (no hate im just saying)
it makes me mad because this is so unright ive had to go through fucking hell because of my looks and they get to live in bliss because they are average? Thats not fucking fair i should've been born at the looks i have right now instead of having to make myself seem insane to them by doing some stupid looksmaxxing shit. Why can't these incels learn that they are incels because of their looks and their great personality hasn't gotten them shit in life. Ive had to work for everything i have now and im a 4.0 gpa student with a bunch of aps and honors and ive had girls and i have friends and have been top 5 in my grade compared to these fucking iqlets who think they can taunt me and make fun of me for being BETTER than them???? This is so fucking wrong they taunt me for being dumb and when i point out their flaws and their shitty logic they just ignore me and say "recessed infras brutal" i want to fucking punch them so bad when they do that bullshit. Why did it have to be me to understand the truth why could i just live in bliss like those idiots why did it have to be me to understand that looks do matter and that it's my shitty genetics fault. I just want them to feel that pain so that they understand that what i do and what i say and how i act isn't because i think it's fun or cool i do it because it's the only thing i know to do because without it and without my looks i would probably go insane and i would be getting bullied and assulted and harassed like before and they just can't seem to wrap their feeble minds around it.