things I've learned so far in life

[soulless_npc]

energy tends to expand around problems / poor means of coping, your triggered actions and proportion of your consciousness that is run by past trauma define where you do or don't go in life, your ability to succeed is your ability to put into practice that which you inherently know, your downfall will be either caring too much about something at any one given point in time, being too impatient or thinking you're special, if you are only using your reactive / automatic reptilian brain all the time you're doomed, if you lack long term thinking you're doomed, if you're a victim you're doomed, if it's everyone else's fault you're doomed, looks matter, size matters, money matters, people lie, most people don't want to see you do well, when people say love they mean lust, thou shalt not put women on pedestals no matter how beautiful they are, thou shalt not give money to women for sex, thou shalt not give money to influencers, thou shalt not mindlessly follow pop culture, thou shalt think for themselves, thou shalt not develop oneitis, thou shalt value the time spent with loved ones, thou shalt always kill