Things seemed like they were turning around for me in 2021

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First half of the year was kinda rough but second half I noticed people at work and in general were treating me nicer, I ended up getting promoted at work, made a couple friends, women seems tnerested in me, I had zero negative interactions, felt like a weight was lifted and I wasn't walking on eggshells anymore.

Then... I ended up in the psych ward (long story) I surprisingly was liked by everybody, there were 2 girls that were heavily in to me and I got both their numbers and snaps, I forgot the last time getting along with others was this effortless

Then not long after something strange happened in December 2021, felt like my high vibe state I was in was dimming, suddenly I got really tired and fell asleep in the middle of the day, woke up and felt off

Slowly things have been getting worse and I'm getting treated like shit again, I feel like what happened was a false awakening, but man I need this to happen again, I'm in a real low vibration state now