thinking about it

[iamgoingtoascend]

I'm too much of a pussy to kms, although i think about it on a daily basis. I'm way too much of a pussy and scared to die, but i think about it everyday. I think its like a coping mechanism, like maybe if i attempted to take my own life somebody would yk care about me. I know thats fucked up and selfish to think but idk. I would never fake a suicide though thats just fucking weird and amoral. But yeah it would be dope if you were so mentally ill that you just attempt suicide but survive, and then afterwards people find out about it and yk care about you and stuff.

 

[aaronbp]

nah dont do it

 

[iamgoingtoascend]

nah dont do it

i won't i just fucking hate my life

 

[aaronbp]

i won't i just fucking hate my life

and why

 

[Rot4L1fe]

Just do it faggot, stop being a bitch

 

[akame]

I'm too much of a pussy to kms, although i think about it on a daily basis. I'm way too much of a pussy and scared to die, but i think about it everyday. I think its like a coping mechanism, like maybe if i attempted to take my own life somebody would yk care about me. I know thats fucked up and selfish to think but idk. I would never fake a suicide though thats just fucking weird and amoral. But yeah it would be dope if you were so mentally ill that you just attempt suicide but survive, and then afterwards people find out about it and yk care about you and stuff.

oh my bro shut the fuck up and live your live

 

[iamgoingtoascend]

oh my bro shut the fuck up and live your live

fuck you

 

[akame]

fuck you

genuinely you’re attention seeking, stop blabbering about wanting to kill yourself when there’s so much beauty in the world. stop ldaring and go outside you fucking incel

 

[maxinhib]

I'm too much of a pussy to kms, although i think about it on a daily basis. I'm way too much of a pussy and scared to die, but i think about it everyday. I think its like a coping mechanism, like maybe if i attempted to take my own life somebody would yk care about me. I know thats fucked up and selfish to think but idk. I would never fake a suicide though thats just fucking weird and amoral. But yeah it would be dope if you were so mentally ill that you just attempt suicide but survive, and then afterwards people find out about it and yk care about you and stuff.

i mean i guess, but the majority of people would probobly forget about you in a month max, and you would just be a burden to friends or family close to you if you have some.

 

[iamgoingtoascend]

i mean i guess, but the majority of people would probobly forget about you in a month max, and you would just be a burden to friends or family close to you if you have some.

idk if i knew someone that tried to kill themselves and survived id care about them and shit idk

 

[maxinhib]

idk if i knew someone that tried to kill themselves and survived id care about them and shit idk

oh your saying if someone were to fail an attempt, thats a different story. you would be sent to a mental hospital and probobly have mandatory therapy sessions, its kinds ass to survive after you try you might aswell do something that wont fail

 

[slogxER]

I'm too much of a pussy to kms, although i think about it on a daily basis. I'm way too much of a pussy and scared to die, but i think about it everyday. I think its like a coping mechanism, like maybe if i attempted to take my own life somebody would yk care about me. I know thats fucked up and selfish to think but idk. I would never fake a suicide though thats just fucking weird and amoral. But yeah it would be dope if you were so mentally ill that you just attempt suicide but survive, and then afterwards people find out about it and yk care about you and stuff.

Bro I’m at the same situation, but I changed my mind, surgery. I’m planning on getting a lefort 1. If by 21 around about I haven’t got any pussy I’ll kms . I’m 17 now

 

[iamgoingtoascend]

genuinely you’re attention seeking, stop blabbering about wanting to kill yourself when there’s so much beauty in the world. stop ldaring and go outside you fucking incel

Like its that easy "just be happy" please just shut the fuck up. Its like telling a homeless man to "just buy a house"

 

[iamgoingtoascend]

Bro I’m at the same situation, but I changed my mind, surgery. I’m planning on getting a lefort 1. If by 21 around about I haven’t got any pussy I’ll kms . I’m 17 now

Ofc im planning to hardmaxx as well but its just so fucking harsh when you have no friends and literally no joy

 

[slogxER]

Ofc im planning to hardmaxx as well but its just so fucking harsh when you have no friends and literally no joy

Damn, I do have friends at least but never held hands with a girl in a romantic way. The ugliest everytime it’s me

 

[akame]

Like it’s that easy "just be happy" please just shut the fuck up. Its like telling a homeless man to "just buy a house"

enjoy your life

 

[iamgoingtoascend]

Damn, I do have friends at least but never held hands with a girl in a romantic way. The ugliest everytime it’s me

I fucking hate loneliness. I wish i had a social life. Thats all. And maybe then id be happier, even though im chopped. It would be so much easier to work towards hardmaxxing if i had like shit to look forward to at the end of the week, like going to the bar or some shit.

 

[slogxER]

I fucking hate loneliness. I wish i had a social life. Thats all. And maybe then id be happier, even though im chopped. It would be so much easier to work towards hardmaxxing if i had like shit to look forward to at the end of the week, like going to the bar or some shit.

How old are you and r u currently working or what?

 

[iamgoingtoascend]

How old are you and r u currently working or what?

turned 19 2 weeks ago

 

[slogxER]

turned 19 2 weeks ago

And what do you do now? I hope you’re studying

 

[iamgoingtoascend]

And what do you do now? I hope you’re studying

I dropped out

 

[gunterrr]

I'm too much of a pussy to kms, although i think about it on a daily basis. I'm way too much of a pussy and scared to die, but i think about it everyday. I think its like a coping mechanism, like maybe if i attempted to take my own life somebody would yk care about me. I know thats fucked up and selfish to think but idk. I would never fake a suicide though thats just fucking weird and amoral. But yeah it would be dope if you were so mentally ill that you just attempt suicide but survive, and then afterwards people find out about it and yk care about you and stuff.

If nothing helps I would at least try roiding
But before that try methylenblue you can buy it on amazon
It increases your serotonin which counteracts depression I use 15 mg/ day eventhow I’m not depressive because it geniuennly makes me happier

 

[slogxER]

I dropped out

That thing makes it really hard tbh. I swear if you were in school. It’s like one of the bests and most easiest ways to make friends. And if you fail in all schools don them hi k you’ll be able outside then try to make at least online friends dd yk. I mean I am here if you wanna

 

[iamgoingtoascend]

If nothing helps I would at least try roiding
But before that try methylenblue you can buy it on amazon
It increases your serotonin which counteracts depression I use 15 mg/ day eventhow I’m not depressive because it geniuennly makes me happier

why tf would i roid

this? https://www.amazon.se/Metylenblå-Fa...55751557045&psc=1&language=sv_SE&gad_source=1

 

[JureGrando]

I'm too much of a pussy to kms, although i think about it on a daily basis. I'm way too much of a pussy and scared to die, but i think about it everyday. I think its like a coping mechanism, like maybe if i attempted to take my own life somebody would yk care about me. I know thats fucked up and selfish to think but idk. I would never fake a suicide though thats just fucking weird and amoral. But yeah it would be dope if you were so mentally ill that you just attempt suicide but survive, and then afterwards people find out about it and yk care about you and stuff.

life will never get better bro, and there is nothing wrong about you feeling like this

 

[gunterrr]

why tf would i roid

this? https://www.amazon.se/Metylenblå-Farmaceutisk-kvalitet-tungmetallfri-laboratorietestad/dp/B0DD3XMQHP/ref=asc_df_B0DD3XMQHP?mcid=fe4429c6e0873e7eb6205282c59eda33&tag=shpngadsglede-21&linkCode=df0&hvadid=719621793597&hvpos=&hvnetw=g&hvrand=15337394719024721792&hvpone=&hvptwo=&hvqmt=&hvdev=c&hvdvcmdl=&hvlocint=&hvlocphy=1012182&hvtargid=pla-2355751557045&psc=1&language=sv_SE&gad_source=1

Exactly try it
I would roid to max out my potential because I wouldn’t care about sideeffects
And I wouldn’t be depressive anymore because I mog everyone then
But maybe you just get bloated or something

 

[Staddber]

Ofc im planning to hardmaxx as well but its just so fucking harsh when you have no friends and literally no joy

Same bro. But it gets better trust.

 

[gunterrr]

life will never get better bro, and there is nothing wrong about you feeling like this

why tf would i roid

this? https://www.amazon.se/Metylenblå-Farmaceutisk-kvalitet-tungmetallfri-laboratorietestad/dp/B0DD3XMQHP/ref=asc_df_B0DD3XMQHP?mcid=fe4429c6e0873e7eb6205282c59eda33&tag=shpngadsglede-21&linkCode=df0&hvadid=719621793597&hvpos=&hvnetw=g&hvrand=15337394719024721792&hvpone=&hvptwo=&hvqmt=&hvdev=c&hvdvcmdl=&hvlocint=&hvlocphy=1012182&hvtargid=pla-2355751557045&psc=1&language=sv_SE&gad_source=1

Take about 10-20mg a day

 

[iamgoingtoascend]

That thing makes it really hard tbh. I swear if you were in school. It’s like one of the bests and most easiest ways to make friends. And if you fail in all schools don them hi k you’ll be able outside then try to make at least online friends dd yk. I mean I am here if you wanna

I was an outsider and had no real friends. I mean i wasnt sitting alone in a corner at lunch or some shit but i never interacted with anyone outside of school. Nobody would ever sit next to me in the classroom, unless i was the only choice. So id have to like forcefully sit down next to other people (probably against their will) to not be sitting alone

I dont want online friends i want real connection. But thanks though ill follow you

 

[iamgoingtoascend]

Take about 10-20mg a day

Ill think about it

Exactly try it
I would roid to max out my potential because I wouldn’t care about sideeffects
And I wouldn’t be depressive anymore because I mog everyone then
But maybe you just get bloated or something

Idk id rather just gymmax naturally, which i am right now

 

[slogxER]

I was an outsider and had no real friends. I mean i wasnt sitting alone in a corner at lunch or some shit but i never interacted with anyone outside of school. Nobody would ever sit next to me in the classroom, unless i was the only choice. So id have to like forcefully sit down next to other people (probably against their will) to not be sitting alone

I dont want online friends i want real connection. But thanks though ill follow you

R y from Spain

 

[iamgoingtoascend]

R y from Spain

sweden

 

[slogxER]

sweden

Dang, I tried at least

 

[Godtis]

Just do it faggot, stop being a bitch

 

[Staddber]

at least you live in a first world country nigga. Are you Swedish?

 

[iamgoingtoascend]

at least you live in a first world country nigga. Are you Swedish?

yes

 

[iamgoingtoascend]

at least you live in a first world country nigga. Are you Swedish?

honestly id rather live in like fucking romania or brazil or some shit and have friends and be NT then live in sweden and just have this piece of shit life

 

[Staddber]

I was an outsider and had no real friends. I mean i wasnt sitting alone in a corner at lunch or some shit but i never interacted with anyone outside of school. Nobody would ever sit next to me in the classroom, unless i was the only choice. So id have to like forcefully sit down next to other people (probably against their will) to not be sitting alone

I dont want online friends i want real connection. But thanks though ill follow you

I literally tried making friends in highschool only ended up making one friend which we don’t talk much after we finished highschool.
Now in Uni and it’s quiet impossible to actually make real friends since every course has different which you only see once a week.

 

[Rot4L1fe]

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[Van]

I was an outsider and had no real friends. I mean i wasnt sitting alone in a corner at lunch or some shit but i never interacted with anyone outside of school. Nobody would ever sit next to me in the classroom, unless i was the only choice. So id have to like forcefully sit down next to other people (probably against their will) to not be sitting alone

I dont want online friends i want real connection. But thanks though ill follow you

Brocel, I’m also a dropout with no friends and not even a glimpse of a better future

I’m here to tell you that you’re not alone. Im also on the brink of suicide but I'd never do it to my parents tbh. Im not that selfish

Don't give up just yet

 

[Staddber]

honestly id rather live in like fucking romania or brazil or some shit and have friends and be NT then live in sweden and just have this piece of shit life

there is still hope you just gotta socialize and have hobbies to try to connect with other people yk

 

[iamgoingtoascend]

I literally tried making friends in highschool only ended up making one friend which we don’t talk much after we finished highschool.
Now in Uni and it’s quiet impossible to actually make real friends since every course has different which you only see once a week.

Brootal

Uni has to be easier though id imagine idk at least if your around likeminded people. At least so ive heard its easier to make friends in uni then in high school but idk

 

[Van]

honestly id rather live in like fucking romania or brazil or some shit and have friends and be NT then live in sweden and just have this piece of shit life

That wouldn't work. For the most part in EE people are even more anti social than in WE. You could get points for being a foreigner but nothing more, just a little curiosity, entertainment and gossips in their social groups.

 

[iamgoingtoascend]

there is still hope you just gotta socialize and have hobbies to try to connect with other people yk

easier said then done ngl. especially in this cold fucking country where nobody talks to each other, everybody is introverted and the only friends you get are the ones you make through school/work or the ones you got to know in childhood

 

[iamgoingtoascend]

That wouldn't work. For the most part in EE people are even more anti social than in WE. You could get points for being a foreigner but nothing more, just a little curiosity, entertainment and gossips in their social groups.

No i was saying like if i was from romania and born and raised there and was NT, not as if i was to move there

but your still right though lol

 

[iamgoingtoascend]

fuck this shit im going on a walk

 

[iamgoingtoascend]

sometimes i just go to this parking lot and breath fresh air and shit

Helps a little bit i guess (not really)

there is still hope you just gotta socialize and have hobbies to try to connect with other people yk

That wouldn't work. For the most part in EE people are even more anti social than in WE. You could get points for being a foreigner but nothing more, just a little curiosity, entertainment and gossips in their social groups.

 

[iamgoingtoascend]

 

[iamgoingtoascend]

Goofy ahh

 

[Van]

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sometimes i just go to this parking lot and breath fresh air and shit

Helps a little bit i guess (not really)

It's calming and does the job of lowering cortisol temporarily