Thinking back to my truecel friend who roped years ago

[Deleted member 21345]

Once you get past the grief the saddest part is how forgotten he is

Leaving behind almost no friends besides me, few family besides his mother, a dog and a social media acc with 2 followers

They say you die second time after you're talked about for the last time. This thread may be the most anyone's said about him in years

 

[NuclearBrainReturns]

It's a difficult thing. If you ever feel like roping just always keep in mind that the world will keep turning once you are no longer here. People will still have fun, still experience grief and sadness (if you have friends and family then you will contribute to this), still experience love, still experience hate and being cheated on.

Everything you like and dislike about your life and the things you have experienced will still happen when you decide to check out. Only you won't be experiencing them (but who knows, maybe you'll reincarnate LOL that would be an epic fail).

Its my opinion that we should try to stick around as long as possible because though most things in your life might be shit, you have to be honest with yourself and remember that there ARE things that you probably like about life.

It's just about whether or not these things outweigh the negatives.

 

[Deleted member 21345]

It's a difficult thing. If you ever feel like roping just always keep in mind that the world will keep turning once you are no longer here. People will still have fun, still experience grief and sadness (if you have friends and family then you will contribute to this), still experience love, still experience hate and being cheated on.

Everything you like and dislike about your life and the things you have experienced will still happen when you decide to check out. Only you won't be experiencing them (but who knows, maybe you'll reincarnate LOL that would be an epic fail).

Its my opinion that we should try to stick around as long as possible because though most things in your life might be shit, you have to be honest with yourself and remember that there ARE things that you probably like about life.

It's just about whether or not these things outweigh the negatives.

Yeah I've dealt with intense suicidal ideation during early childhood and since then, never again. No matter how bad things have gotten

I can scarcely think of a few situations where it'd be worth it.

As pathetic as my life is I'm glad I didn't give throw in the towel, things changed and theyll continue to. You might as well live to see what happens next

I'd much rather see incels try every cope in the book and have them all fail collosally than rope. There can still be joy in living a pathetic life and failing miserably for the hell of it

 

[Abhorrence]

why did he commit suicide
did he leave a note?

 

[Abhorrence]

rip man

 

[NuclearBrainReturns]

Yeah I've dealt with intense suicidal ideation during early childhood and since then, never again. No matter how bad things have gotten

I can scarcely think of a few situations where it'd be worth it.

As pathetic as my life is I'm glad I didn't give throw in the towel, things changed and theyll continue to. You might as well live to see what happens next

I'd much rather see incels try every cope in the book and have them all fail collosally than rope. There can still be joy in living a pathetic life and failing miserably for the hell of it

That's my view of it all too. I think there's a point in every incels life where you get to the verge of suicide through intense stress, realisation, psychosis or whatever and if you get passed that then you probably won't have suicidal thoughts ever again (or at least, not serious ones)

 

[Abhorrence]

That's my view of it all too. I think there's a point in every incels life where you get to the verge of suicide through intense stress, realisation, psychosis or whatever and if you get passed that then you probably won't have suicidal thoughts ever again (or at least, not serious ones)

most inkwells cope just fine tbh
they are not that depressed

 

[12PSLsubhuman]

It's a difficult thing. If you ever feel like roping just always keep in mind that the world will keep turning once you are no longer here. People will still have fun, still experience grief and sadness (if you have friends and family then you will contribute to this), still experience love, still experience hate and being cheated on.

Everything you like and dislike about your life and the things you have experienced will still happen when you decide to check out. Only you won't be experiencing them (but who knows, maybe you'll reincarnate LOL that would be an epic fail).

Its my opinion that we should try to stick around as long as possible because though most things in your life might be shit, you have to be honest with yourself and remember that there ARE things that you probably like about life.

It's just about whether or not these things outweigh the negatives.

What if there is nothing I like about it and the only thing I look forward for in life is a notification in an autistic incel forum

 

[R@m@]

May him rest in peace

 

[ranierean]

I can't comment on this without constant "I"s and pure solipsism because so much of this would be me projecting--I see this person as a vision of me in the future, I can't separate myself from him--no need to employ third person grammar really.

When you die, chances are that whatever happens after has no bearing on you, it's almost obvious, really, so we can only preempt such things.

Everything about me is so ugly that I can't imagine having any sort of tangible positive effect on others and I'm just too pathetic to be a villainous destructive force--people will not remember me due to this, therefore I never really had a "life".
If I could force them to... I think they would just picture this grotesque tumbling creature, an embarrassment to life itself.
I don't want this so I think it's best if I fade away completely.

Even if you look at my life with the lens of a documentarian or some other freak seeking utility where just isn't any, I think that my lived experience was just too boring for this, I can't really teach anyone or add to any train of thought.
There's no rhyme and reason to what I did/do/will do, it's just pointless meandering, I literally spend hours staring at ceilings and walls.

 

[NuclearBrainReturns]

What if there is nothing I like about it and the only thing I look forward for in life is a notification in an autistic incel forum

I know that this isn't true tbh. I'm sure you like the fact that when you get hungry you can eat a nice meal? Or at the weekend you can have a couple of drinks and feel satisfyingly drunk?

When you get a free couple of minutes you can masturbate to state of the art amateur porn?

 

[12PSLsubhuman]

I know that this isn't true tbh. I'm sure you like the fact that when you get hungry you can eat a nice meal? Or at the weekend you can have a couple of drinks and feel satisfyingly drunk?

When you get a free couple of minutes you can masturbate to state of the art amateur porn?

First one not at all. All foods feels the same to me nowadays. Used to look forward to it when I was a child but now no.
I don't have the money or the motivation to buy drinks and atlast even watching porn doesn't excite me anymore if anything it depresses me more since it reminds me that there r people 5 years younger than me doing it rn

 

[Deleted member 21345]

why did he commit suicide
did he leave a note?

I don't know tbh, he had something of a future ahead of himself and no known history of depression. No note, it kind of just happened and no one saw it coming