thinking of escortcelling to lose virginity as 19yo KHV

[Deleted member 15854]

rlly horny on nofap rn, also got uni coming up so may not be able to later. i know the post nut clarity will hit hard af tho, ill probs bust rlly quick and you gotta pay for like minimum 30 mins, also losing virginity to escort is sad but i guess nowone else will know, its just personal shame.

im just rlly curious about what it feels like, get it done and dusted ya know. i dont even think i want sex really, i just want to feel love and validation from a female, but i still have a long way to go for ascension and making that a reality. true love mogs all, it trumps being richest man, famous athlete etc, nothing in life can amount to it. its the meaning of life and what keeps me going, the glimmer of hope that i may one day attain this, its why i hit my face until i bleed, mew so hard i almost pass out from holding breath, work till 6am washing dishes to afford surgeries

can you get std from kissing, blowjob? and then i wear condom for vagina?

 

[autistic_tendencies]

Think again

 

[Deleted member 15854]

Think again

why?

 

[autistic_tendencies]

why?

You’ll probably feel really bad after

 

[Deleted member 15854]

You’ll probably feel really bad after

ye ur right ngl, its temporary pain resisting the urge but eternal shame will be much worse. thank you kind stranger anon

 

[Deleted member 26212]

Just do it lol, it's not special anymore after like 17. Might as well get it over with so you don't sperg out when the time comes for the real thing. Unless you do it often you won't feel bad.
If you have the money, do it.

 

[anoncell]

You’re going to bus in like a minute the shame is gonna come from paying her 100$ for a min

 

[Deleted member 15854]

Just do it lol, it's not special anymore after like 17. Might as well get it over with so you don't sperg out when the time comes for the real thing. Unless you do it often you won't feel bad.
If you have the money, do it.

nah ive changed my mind, i can cope with it tbh, it just feels wrong and i cant bring myself to do it but thnx anyways

 

[Deleted member 14693]

You’ll probably feel really bad after

Only if you are a gynocentric cuck or poor

 

[chrisN]

Most of us are in it for true love, the issue comes with your mental.

Will you find love artificial after ascension since they only care now that you ascended?

Its not true love if she only loves you after surgeries, will you grow to despise women for their shallowness?

Will you get imposter syndrome and feel unworthy?

If you have a strong mental and don't think it will change your outlook get an escort but if your considering post nut clarity don't because your already convincing yourself not to

 

[Deleted member 15854]

Most of us are in it for true love, the issue comes with your mental.

Will you find love artificial after ascension since they only care now that you ascended?

Its not true love if she only loves you after surgeries, will you grow to despise women for their shallowness?

Will you get imposter syndrome and feel unworthy?

If you have a strong mental and don't think it will change your outlook get an escort but if your considering post nut clarity don't because your already convincing yourself not to

i read this in swiss's voice lmao but thank you, this is thought provoking and something i need to ponder on, thank you kind stranger

 

[Prince88]

I'm thinking of doing the same thing at 21 but I'm not worried about feeling shame. I'm gl and can easily get a decent looking girl but I'm a giga standardcell so am looksmaxxing so I can easily get a girl that passes my looks threshold.

I would advise that you only escortcell once you know for sure you can actually get female attention and then escortcell just so you can get past the mental barrier of virginity and gain at least a little bit of sexual experience.

 

[Prince88]

Also 19 is not really that young to have not had sex yet. Slightly embarrassing but its not uncommon at all.

 

[BasedPsychiatrist]

Sex is nothing special, really. I am yet to know someone who's lost their virginity without meaningful relationship and was happy after. You will betray yourself for nothing. Don't let FOMO and narcissistic douchebags on this forum influence your decision.

 

[Deleted member 15854]

Sex is nothing special, really. I am yet to know someone who's lost their virginity without meaningful relationship and was happy after. You will betray yourself for nothing. Don't let FOMO and narcissistic douchebags on this forum influence your decision.

thank you bro, username checks out. its a hedonic treadmill. when you really boil it down nothing really matters, life is but a cycle of peaks and troughs of dopamine. yet we still continue on, living for some reason. even if you leave a lasting impact like einstein, galileo etc, what does it matter to the inevitable erasure of everything when the universe dies. this doesent even make me feel bad, i know life has no meaning yet i continue on, idk why, its interesting ngl

 

[max_frisch]

Just do it lol, it's not special anymore after like 17. Might as well get it over with so you don't sperg out when the time comes for the real thing. Unless you do it often you won't feel bad.
If you have the money, do it.

this

 

[ascension]

There's nothing wrong with this, I did it too. Lost it to a 9/10 Brazilian escort. Better than losing it "naturally" to a LTB

 

[Deleted member 15854]

nowones answered the last thing tho,

can you get std from kissing, blowjob? and then i wear condom for vagina?

i genuinely dont know and not trynna get hiv lol

 

[ascension]

Yes you can get herpes from kissing and other std's from blowjob. You can't get HIV from kissing though

Go to a more expensive escort to avoid risk of nasty STD's

 

[GandyIsNormie]

@Gargantuan OldVirgin thread tier

 

[BasedPsychiatrist]

thank you bro, username checks out. its a hedonic treadmill. when you really boil it down nothing really matters, life is but a cycle of peaks and troughs of dopamine. yet we still continue on, living for some reason. even if you leave a lasting impact like einstein, galileo etc, what does it matter to the inevitable erasure of everything when the universe dies. this doesent even make me feel bad, i know life has no meaning yet i continue on, idk why, its interesting ngl

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There is (probably) no inherent meaning to life and even if that's not the case, no one will blame you for following your own path, leave alone those who will admire you. Look, deep down you know it won't make you happy. It might not be the case for everyone, but am I sure it is for you. You are not contemplating this, because you think it's a good decision that will bring you closer to your goal. You are thinking about it because of fear, insecurity, boredom and impulsivity. Whatever springs from weakness is no good. You may need to hold on for a little while longer, but it will be worth it, for you alone. If you can go to a hooker anytime, why people make the big deal out of it? It's not about being a virgin, as there should be no shame bounded to it. What you crave is love, and life full of rapid, hedonisitc decision is not the way. From my experience, everything worth pursuing takes time, dedication, honesty and bravery.

P.S. Don't forget to just put yourself out there and really try to meet people. I am not acquainted with your situtation, but just by the fact you are mentioning surgeries, I would like to remind you to not fall into "I am not ready" mindset.

 

[Deleted member 15854]

There is (probably) no inherent meaning to life and even if that's not the case, no one will blame you for following your own path, leave alone those who will admire you. Look, deep down you know it won't make you happy. It might not be the case for everyone, but am I sure it is for you. You are not contemplating this, because you think it's a good decision that will bring you closer to your goal. You are thinking about it because of fear, insecurity, boredom and impulsivity. Whatever springs from weakness is no good. You may need to hold on for a little while longer, but it will be worth it, for you alone. If you can go to a hooker anytime, why people make the big deal out of it? It's not about being a virgin, as there should be no shame bounded to it. What you crave is love, and life full of rapid, hedonisitc decision is not the way. From my experience, everything worth pursuing takes time, dedication, honesty and bravery.

P.S. Don't forget to just put yourself out there and really try to meet people. I am not acquainted with your situtation, but just by the fact you are mentioning surgeries, I would like to remind you to not fall into "I am not ready" mindset.

thank you, i needed to hear this. you are a good person and im sure the universe will fortune you in good karma some way for your kind deeds

 

[Deleted member 2729]

I think when no emotions are involved it's probably not even better then just masturbating. I wouldnt know tho lmao

 

[BasedPsychiatrist]

By the way, because you've mentioned the dopamine levels. I would like to gently remind about the fact, that neurotransmitters levels are consequences of your genetics, behavior and environment, not something set in stone, let alone something that can predict your complex feelings to a great degree. You can almost hit the ceiling and be at the verge of serotonin syndrome and yet have a functioning depression.
How you feel and what you pursue is up to you and those around you and it is you who can change it. Whether you take this responsibility head on or run away from it, time goes on. You'd better mold it to something you would like to see for yourself and others instead of going with the flow.

 

[jerry789]

Thats what I did and I dont regret it. Infact I did it a couple times, I wish I had money to keep doing it but I dont. My advice is that if you do it, just dont go into it with the mindset of making love, go into it with the mindset of getting your balls drained with a vagina, that might sound like masturbation with a woman but trust me getting an orgasm with a womans pussy is magnitudes better than using your hand. But if you find a good escort she might be down to let you make you love with her and shit, you know suck titties and shit, I would recommend asian escorts for that.

 

[autistic_tendencies]

Only if you are a gynocentric cuck or poor

It’s better to offer to a hot chicks you know than than fuck some random dumpster diver

 

[Piratecel]

Better to just jerk off than waste upwards of $200 for like a few mins of puss.

 

[longjohnmong]

ye ur right ngl, its temporary pain resisting the urge but eternal shame will be much worse. thank you kind stranger anon

It won't be eternal. It'll last until about 35 when you realize nothing like that matters and that all the ideas you've previously held were the creations of a child.

 

[Deleted member 24940]

Male virginity has no value, stop being so feminine brained and thinking your "saving yourself" for the right one.

Also the retards here saying "sex is overrated " are coping virgins too high-inhib to see an escort or leave their moms basement.

Sex is literally at the base level of needs, it's as important as FOOD AND WATER AND BREATHING. Notice how love is above that, you cannot ascend levels on maslows hierarchy of needs without attaining sex.

 

[anoncell]

I think when no emotions are involved it's probably not even better then just masturbating. I wouldnt know tho lmao

true when i got an escort she just bent over and told me to do my thing, no noise nothing. first and last time I do that again.

 

[sub5outsider]

Bro i lost my virginity to escort is pretty good

 

[LooksmaxFanatic]

100%

Get it out of your system asap. It stops you being afraid of women

Also try to escortcel as much as possible so you get sexually confident. You cant be that if you had sex only once in your life

Or fuck 2s for free if you can. Idk how ugly you are. Just practice sex

 

[Deleted member 24940]

true when i got an escort she just bent over and told me to do my thing, no noise nothing. first and last time I do that again.

Your fault for not reading reviews online first and researching good escorts.

 

[House Lannister]

Just run numbers game on tinder my friend lost his at 19 and he’s like 5’8 MTN ethnic

How? He spam messaged “smash” to matches he got and hit a jackpot. He recently got another girl dtf so he might even get another slay

I’m thinking of doing the same only thing holding me back is that I don’t have suitable pics

 

[Corleone]

Male virginity has no value, stop being so feminine brained and thinking your "saving yourself" for the right one.

Also the retards here saying "sex is overrated " are coping virgins too high-inhib to see an escort or leave their moms basement.

Your fault for not reading reviews online first and researching good escorts.

 

[anoncell]

Your fault for not reading reviews online first and researching good escorts.

since when do they have reviews for escorts LOOOL just had a number given to me

 

[LightSkinNoob]

Your good looking enough to get an LTR, but your a slight mentalcel+standardcel

I was also contemplating getting an escort but reflecting on it, I wouldn’t now.

Just keep trying unironically bro hahah

 

[longjohnmong]

better losing it to an escort than some cunt who breaks your heart

 

[Deleted member 25730]

Your obsession with sex is a projection of your insatisfaction with the other areas of your life

You won't feel shit by having sex with a prostitute, there's dozens of reports about that

Sex in actuality is nothing like the porn you spend so much time watching, it's kinda gross really

and take it from personal experience: like you've heard before, but it's truly all about the person

 

[Deleted member 23218]

ye ur right ngl, its temporary pain resisting the urge but eternal shame will be much worse. thank you kind stranger anon

Just do it ur not a girl ur virginity is not special

 

[Deleted member 15854]

Just run numbers game on tinder my friend lost his at 19 and he’s like 5’8 MTN ethnic

How? He spam messaged “smash” to matches he got and hit a jackpot. He recently got another girl dtf so he might even get another slay

I’m thinking of doing the same only thing holding me back is that I don’t have suitable pics

ye maybe ill try tinder again as i think ive ascended a bit. ive mainly got selfies, not nt outdoor pics, itll be embarrasing if someone i know irl finds it but i guess ill have to not care lol. i have shirtless pic of me at beach which will be main weapon i think

 

[longjohnmong]

Sex in actuality is nothing like the porn you spend so much time watching, it's kinda gross really

no

 

[blonde chad]

There is (probably) no inherent meaning to life and even if that's not the case, no one will blame you for following your own path, leave alone those who will admire you. Look, deep down you know it won't make you happy. It might not be the case for everyone, but am I sure it is for you. You are not contemplating this, because you think it's a good decision that will bring you closer to your goal. You are thinking about it because of fear, insecurity, boredom and impulsivity. Whatever springs from weakness is no good. You may need to hold on for a little while longer, but it will be worth it, for you alone. If you can go to a hooker anytime, why people make the big deal out of it? It's not about being a virgin, as there should be no shame bounded to it. What you crave is love, and life full of rapid, hedonisitc decision is not the way. From my experience, everything worth pursuing takes time, dedication, honesty and bravery.

P.S. Don't forget to just put yourself out there and really try to meet people. I am not acquainted with your situtation, but just by the fact you are mentioning surgeries, I would like to remind you to not fall into "I am not ready" mindset.

damn bro u nailed it, i went on one night stand and i regret so much, im gonna get sdt test, she had a braces and did blowjob