this christmas was mediocre as fuck

[HundredManSlayer]

everything about it was pretty mediocre, got some clothes and various things like honey and chocolate. but the so called "spirit of christmas" like when i was younger i mean it's completely obliterated and it seems to get worse every year, it was just a sick twisted joke it felt like this year.

i still talked with my family and shi but it just felt empty and i couldn't help but think about how subhuman i am the entire time. also my parents kept talking shit about me hella loud so much so i could hear it across the house inside my room. "he just rolls out of bed and onto the computer and repeats". various bullshit i guess to make the family laugh. and now i have to shadow someone at a welding place because i said i was mildly interested in welding months ago and they expect me to do welding for the rest of my life

not that i didn't have fun but most of the time it was just me in my head and me feeling inadequate and insecure

 

[polonaecel]

everything about it was pretty mediocre, got some clothes and various things like honey and chocolate. but the so called "spirit of christmas" like when i was younger i mean it's completely obliterated and it seems to get worse every year, it was just a sick twisted joke it felt like this year.

i still talked with my family and shi but it just felt empty and i could help but think about how subhuman i am the entire time. also my parents kept talking shit about me hella loud so much so i could hear it across the house inside my room. "he just rolls out of bed and onto the computer and repeats". various bullshit i guess to make the family laugh. and now i have to shadow someone at a welding place because i said i was mildly interested in welding months ago and they expect me to do welding for the rest of my life

not that i didn't have fun but most of the time it was just me in my head and me feeling inadequate and insecure

I Couldnt stop thinking about how much of an incel i am the whole time

 

[chris34]

Man I didn’t even have a tree up or get shit but I’m hopping new years is a little better

 

[HundredManSlayer]

I Couldnt stop thinking about how much of an incel i am the whole time

same man same. im subhuman due to by body structure and height

Man I didn’t even have a tree up or get shit but I’m hopping new years is a little better

well after this year being fucked and me hating it im gonna make sure 2026 is the year it gets better because i cant fucking live being treated like a rodent forever

 

[polonaecel]

same man same. im subhuman due to by body structure and height

well after this year being fucked and me hating it im gonna make sure 2026 is the year it gets better because i cant fucking live being treated like a rodent forever

Im subhuman by face i hope all goes well for you and that things get better

 

[HundredManSlayer]

Im subhuman by face i hope all goes well for you and that things get better

thanks you too bhai, i believe 2026 will be the year for us on the forum

 

[chris34]

same man same. im subhuman due to by body structure and height

well after this year being fucked and me hating it im gonna make sure 2026 is the year it gets better because i cant fucking live being treated like a rodent forever

I hope things turn for the better for us next year I hate living like this and I want change

 

[HundredManSlayer]

I hope things turn for the better for us next year I hate living like this and I want change

same i know its fucking stupid waiting for the new year and shi to ascend and what not but i feel like i genuinely need a new start or something to make a barrier with this year because it was utter shit

i need to make an ascension checklist because im tired of being like this too

 

[MouthBreathingElite]

I was grubbin bro idk bout you

 

[HundredManSlayer]

I was grubbin bro idk bout you

based, i was an aspie and ate my ground beef and yogurt in my room

 

[Rater727]

that's how it be when you get older

that's why people yearn for childhood

everything loses its magic

 

[HundredManSlayer]

that's how it be when you get older

that's why people yearn for childhood

everything loses its magic

yeah it was more so the fact everyone else was socializing and having fun and i just stood there like an aspie not knowing what to do with my hands

 

[polonaecel]

yeah it was more so the fact everyone else was socializing and having fun and i just stood there like an aspie not knowing what to do with my hands

I stayed home after all my friends went to christmas markets together, i feel like if i had went i wouldve been a nuisance

 

[HundredManSlayer]

I stayed home after all my friends went to christmas markets together, i feel like if i had went i wouldve been a nuisance

sorry you feel like that, next time you should go with them it could turn out fun

 

[polonaecel]

sorry you feel that that, next time you should go with them it could turn out fun

I dont think i'd fit in, i dont think most of them even consider me a friend, so i just go on here instead

 

[anthony111554]

2023 > 2025 > 2024

 

[HundredManSlayer]

I dont think i'd fit in, i dont think most of them even consider me a friend, so i just go on here instead

yeah same, thats why i left most of my friends

and now i dont have any

 

[HundredManSlayer]

2023 > 2025 > 2024

real shit, 2024 was suicidefuel

 

[134applesauce456]

yes because ur growing up

it happens to all, childhood years is prime for Christmas because you believe in everything and it seems so magical

 

[polonaecel]

yeah same, thats why i left most of my friends

and now i dont have any

Im gonna see all my friends leave after highschool and then ill be truly alone,atleast i have a tiny bit of interaction with them outside school right now(they all think im a weird incel regardless)

 

[HundredManSlayer]

Im gonna see all my friends leave after highschool and then ill be truly alone,atleast i have a tiny bit of interaction with them outside school right now(they all think im a weird incel regardless)

i think ascension is the only path forward for a lot of us with similar situations like this

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

everything about it was pretty mediocre, got some clothes and various things like honey and chocolate. but the so called "spirit of christmas" like when i was younger i mean it's completely obliterated and it seems to get worse every year, it was just a sick twisted joke it felt like this year.

i still talked with my family and shi but it just felt empty and i couldn't help but think about how subhuman i am the entire time. also my parents kept talking shit about me hella loud so much so i could hear it across the house inside my room. "he just rolls out of bed and onto the computer and repeats". various bullshit i guess to make the family laugh. and now i have to shadow someone at a welding place because i said i was mildly interested in welding months ago and they expect me to do welding for the rest of my life

not that i didn't have fun but most of the time it was just me in my head and me feeling inadequate and insecure

Yeah no shit your growing up.

We also live in a global recession


Stfu and stop crying you never knew what Christmas was ever about stop acting like you let anything all that happened is that as you aged you saw it for what it is a vapid commercialised holiday that capitalises on children

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

that's how it be when you get older

that's why people yearn for childhood

everything loses its magic

This but ops low IQ so this is news to him.

Anyways I can’t bitch I got new sexy clothes to mogg the normies in oooohhhh so beautiful indeeeed ayyy