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I discovered This forum in the summer and since then it’s been downhill for my body image. Throughout early highschool I didn’t get any girls so I went too the gym like any normie would do and eventually got decently big (for highscool standards) and then I start getting female attention despite my face not mogging, I got with girls and senior year had a relationship with an attractive girl not Stacy/stacylite but somewhere in the Becky range. I ended up breaking up with her went to college blah blah discovered mewing because my jawline bothered me a bit but at the end of the day I didn’t care too much about my jawline since I still got with some girls not slaying but had my fair share. Overtime I’ve progressively got more and more obsessed with looks despite not looking horrible. I ran rad 140 to get bigger (lost all gains from mono) my self image progressively got worse until I discovered this forum this summer. Long midface, negative canthral tilt , high gonial angle , if you asked myself what those words meant when I was 15 I’d have no clue what they are. Now everytime I go out in public I feel embarrassed I look at other guys who mog me and feel like shit even though years early I wouldn’t care at all like most normies do. Most normies when they are concerned about looks just hit the gym get better style etc which can often help them ascend other normies, now all I can think about is my features and am considering surgery or rope and if I told myself years ago I’d be considering jaw surgery I’d laugh. Literally I do not even know why I’m here I’m not even an incel and have been with attractive girls before but something inside me makes me believe I’m a literal subhuman. I’ve tried escaping this place but I find way back to it all the time now. I used to think I was fairly attractive not too long ago even if it wasn’t true and now My body image is fucked. It’s ascension or rope at this point booyos.
