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this is me in summer 2019 right after a failed suicide attempt
at that point i had EVERYTHINGmaxxed for more than a year and i was making a very valiant effort of turning things around. ofc i hadnt gotten laid but i still kept at it cause i BELIEVED.
eventually i managed to stop being suicidal and actually started feeling better. then i met my itis and i thought that maybe some of the stuff i did paid off (and i used the pic in this thread for tinder).
but nope i was being played from the getgo. NONE of the things i did mattered at all, i would have gotten the same results even if i hadnt done any of that shit. that was DEVASTATING, cuz something not working is one thing but being lead on into thinking it did is a different story.
at that point i had EVERYTHINGmaxxed for more than a year and i was making a very valiant effort of turning things around. ofc i hadnt gotten laid but i still kept at it cause i BELIEVED.
eventually i managed to stop being suicidal and actually started feeling better. then i met my itis and i thought that maybe some of the stuff i did paid off (and i used the pic in this thread for tinder).
but nope i was being played from the getgo. NONE of the things i did mattered at all, i would have gotten the same results even if i hadnt done any of that shit. that was DEVASTATING, cuz something not working is one thing but being lead on into thinking it did is a different story.
