This forum is probably the closest thing i have to friends

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kurd

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I actually enjoy talking to people here because we all kinda have the same humor and mindset. I don’t have to fake laugh or act like someone I’m not I can just be myself, and that feels really rare.

What really hit me though was when I was feeling super down and made a post about it. So many people reached out to me, DM’d me, gave advice, shared their own experiences, and just showed they cared. It felt real. Like, I don’t even get that kind of support in real life.

It’s just comforting to have a space where I don’t have to hide parts of myself. I can just talk, laugh for real, and not feel alone. It means more than most people probably realize.
 
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same same
 
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we love u twin
 
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noone talks to me:feelsrope:
 
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real
 
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I actually enjoy talking to people here because we all kinda have the same humor and mindset. I don’t have to fake laugh or act like someone I’m not I can just be myself, and that feels really rare.

What really hit me though was when I was feeling super down and made a post about it. So many people reached out to me, DM’d me, gave advice, shared their own experiences, and just showed they cared. It felt real. Like, I don’t even get that kind of support in real life.

It’s just comforting to have a space where I don’t have to hide parts of myself. I can just talk, laugh for real, and not feel alone. It means more than most people probably realize.
Your profile will have the same treatment as those 4chan user documentaries in the next few years
 
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for me for sure
 
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I actually enjoy talking to people here because we all kinda have the same humor and mindset. I don’t have to fake laugh or act like someone I’m not I can just be myself, and that feels really rare.

What really hit me though was when I was feeling super down and made a post about it. So many people reached out to me, DM’d me, gave advice, shared their own experiences, and just showed they cared. It felt real. Like, I don’t even get that kind of support in real life.

It’s just comforting to have a space where I don’t have to hide parts of myself. I can just talk, laugh for real, and not feel alone. It means more than most people probably realize.
Make friends in the real world
 
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i havent said anything bad or illegal?
I am comparing you to those miserable dudes with cum jars or goon corners in the room that youtubers make documentaries about:forcedsmile:
 
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I am comparing you to those miserable dudes with cum jars or goon corners in the room that youtubers make documentaries about:forcedsmile:
Nigga wtf i dont do that
 
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I actually enjoy talking to people here because we all kinda have the same humor and mindset. I don’t have to fake laugh or act like someone I’m not I can just be myself, and that feels really rare.

What really hit me though was when I was feeling super down and made a post about it. So many people reached out to me, DM’d me, gave advice, shared their own experiences, and just showed they cared. It felt real. Like, I don’t even get that kind of support in real life.

It’s just comforting to have a space where I don’t have to hide parts of myself. I can just talk, laugh for real, and not feel alone. It means more than most people probably realize.
thats sad
 
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I actually enjoy talking to people here because we all kinda have the same humor and mindset. I don’t have to fake laugh or act like someone I’m not I can just be myself, and that feels really rare.

What really hit me though was when I was feeling super down and made a post about it. So many people reached out to me, DM’d me, gave advice, shared their own experiences, and just showed they cared. It felt real. Like, I don’t even get that kind of support in real life.

It’s just comforting to have a space where I don’t have to hide parts of myself. I can just talk, laugh for real, and not feel alone. It means more than most people probably realize.
Man, I sadly relate to you, have 1 friend left in this world, and I will be departing, and leaving me with no friends. I don't even know how to make friends, I talk with the popular groups, and they never invite me. One memorable instance was where I was talking to a normie, and didn't know what to say, and was just dead silence, since I don't function mentally like a normie, I can't relate to them. The curse of being Neuro Divergent, but it in turns gives me the power to think beyond regular humans, and question and understand the unknown, the lowly accepted, and think from the perspective of the person, I'm talking from.

I have always been manipulative, in my relationships, and lost many friendships that way. I have symptoms of psychopathy, narcissism, and my strongest trait, which is machiavellianism. I lost all my empathy, and my morality is at an all time low. Which is dangerous, I've become a shell of my former self, and become lazy, lost all forms of motivation, and satisfaction. I also got addicted to porn, and have been accustomed to the unreal expectations of porn. I don't think fapping for 8 hours is normal any mean. I also suffered from some unknown factor, which caused me to sleep for 16 hours a day, for 2 years, from grade 10 to 12, which destroyed all my fundamental formative years in senior high school, which I never got to experience. I somehow have been recovering, which is great. I've also been getting my energy back, which is lifefuel.

Fuck this shitty world, I know have to get some form of surgery to even become MTN, and my phenotype is disgusted upon in the west, even though I never done anything inherently wrong, I don't even carry the accent, but I'm still shunned upon my women. The surgeries I will have to undergo is, ethnic rhinoplasty because I inherited the widest, most bulbous tip nose imaginable, upper blepharoplasty to remove excess fat from my hooded eyes. I have to fix my jaw, which is recessed, likely a combination of bsso and maybe lefort 1, possibly. My chin is also fucked, so most likely genioplasty. My palate is fucked, and I can barely fit two thumbs in my palate, and would likely need some form of palate expansion. My teeth is also crowded, so likely some braces to fix that.

The only genetic blessing I got is my high intelligence which is genetic, because all my maternal side. Intelligence never did anything to fix my looks, at least I learned about black pill, and not too late at that, and living in ignorance. This is one of the only places on the internet I can freely write all this without getting serious judgement, and can type with peace in mind.

@menas what's your experience
curious about @MyDreamIsToBe183CM experience as well
and @highinhibcel because why not :feelswhat:
 
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yep, part of why i still rot here despite it being a normie forum at this point.
 
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