Sixatheconqueror
5'8 One Man Army
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I first started improving my looks when i was 13, now being 17 I have learned a lot i think i'm one lock in away from ascending drastically but i can't.
When i see someone taking expensive shit or looksmaxxing harder than me i get jealous, why should anyone be better than me in a subject that interests me the most and i think about it 24/7 knowing i cannot even fucking afford these products, i think that if i don't do anyrhing or buy all products i'm not truly trying
I often get what i call blackpilled dreams,
Yesterday i had a dream that jeff seid (a famous chad bodybuilder) was in the same class as me and he told me that i will never get like him and called me a skinny bitch and then we started fighting, I have had worser dreams too which turned into nightmares and i thought of them all day.
My friends often call me insecure but i just want to ascend so badly, i'm a normal person no drastic problems eith personality or dhit like many of you but still i'm struggling a lot with this looksmaxxing shit
When i see someone taking expensive shit or looksmaxxing harder than me i get jealous, why should anyone be better than me in a subject that interests me the most and i think about it 24/7 knowing i cannot even fucking afford these products, i think that if i don't do anyrhing or buy all products i'm not truly trying
I often get what i call blackpilled dreams,
Yesterday i had a dream that jeff seid (a famous chad bodybuilder) was in the same class as me and he told me that i will never get like him and called me a skinny bitch and then we started fighting, I have had worser dreams too which turned into nightmares and i thought of them all day.
My friends often call me insecure but i just want to ascend so badly, i'm a normal person no drastic problems eith personality or dhit like many of you but still i'm struggling a lot with this looksmaxxing shit


