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Society hates me
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I’ve had an extremely traumatizing past few months. My autistic brain cannot handle the stress of even the most menial of jobs. Im going to have a black mark on my record which I’ll have to disclose on resumes and job applications in the future. I was so stressed out and overworked at my job that I simply slipped up and forgot to do something and the whole thing fell apart.
My life is over. I’m 25 and life had barely begun. But now it’s over.
From this day forward I will become a NEET. I will disappear from society. Maybe this was always supposed to happen. Maybe I was never meant to earn money or be independent. But I cannot handle the stress of having someone constantly evaluating me and having a structured HR department constantly watching every single move I make.
It’s so weird…. I remember being a young naive 13 year old kid. I thought that I would live a normal life. Work a 9 to 5 job and live in a nice neighborhood. I thought I would have a wife and children who love me.
But now it’s all over. I never intended for any of this to happen.
Yes I’ve considered suicide. But when I actually think about it, I don’t think I would have the strength to actually pull the trigger and blow my head off.
I’m not sure what to do now. I want to just live in a cabin in the woods away from everything and everyone. But even cabins in the woods cost money. And I can’t earn money anymore. So I’ll become a NEET and live with my parents forever.
My life is over. I’m 25 and life had barely begun. But now it’s over.
From this day forward I will become a NEET. I will disappear from society. Maybe this was always supposed to happen. Maybe I was never meant to earn money or be independent. But I cannot handle the stress of having someone constantly evaluating me and having a structured HR department constantly watching every single move I make.
It’s so weird…. I remember being a young naive 13 year old kid. I thought that I would live a normal life. Work a 9 to 5 job and live in a nice neighborhood. I thought I would have a wife and children who love me.
But now it’s all over. I never intended for any of this to happen.
Yes I’ve considered suicide. But when I actually think about it, I don’t think I would have the strength to actually pull the trigger and blow my head off.
I’m not sure what to do now. I want to just live in a cabin in the woods away from everything and everyone. But even cabins in the woods cost money. And I can’t earn money anymore. So I’ll become a NEET and live with my parents forever.
