apocalypse
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1. I’m fully maxxed out in autism, neuroticism, high inhib, low energy, paranoia, insecurity that make it impossible to keep friendships and get close to people
But
2. I have an extremely soft soul that craves human connection that has always been denied it. The person who needed it the most (me) got it the least.
1 would be fine if I was a true lone wolf and didn’t care about friends, but I’m not. I’m the opposite to say the least. No one else on Earth has been cursed with this sadistic torment inducing neurochemical makeup. I have it worst.
But
2. I have an extremely soft soul that craves human connection that has always been denied it. The person who needed it the most (me) got it the least.
1 would be fine if I was a true lone wolf and didn’t care about friends, but I’m not. I’m the opposite to say the least. No one else on Earth has been cursed with this sadistic torment inducing neurochemical makeup. I have it worst.