this life is a joke

[valentine]

people who say they want to die or actually rope know for a fact people will be hurt by it. a lot of the time they do it to prove something to this world.
the most brutal realization ive had is that i have no one to prove anything to. i only have myself, and i dont want to find out what happens after it. im just killing time day by day, without anything to look forward to. its been years since i was excited for anything. i was supposed to die a while ago. now im just waiting for my time stuck forever in this body i dont like. life is a joke, and if god exists, i think he enjoys watching me suffer and i cant respect that.

 

[valentine]

and why would i even ascend if im gonna die anyway

 

[Sceptical]

 

[valentine]

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just proves my point honestly, welcome to my ignore list

 

[Sceptical]

just proves my point honestly, welcome to my ignore list

 

[Deleted member 130748]

people who say they want to die or actually rope know for a fact people will be hurt by it. a lot of the time they do it to prove something to this world.
the most brutal realization ive had is that i have no one to prove anything to. i only have myself, and i dont want to find out what happens after it. im just killing time day by day, without anything to look forward to. its been years since i was excited for anything. i was supposed to die a while ago. now im just waiting for my time stuck forever in this body i dont like. life is a joke, and if god exists, i think he enjoys watching me suffer and i cant respect that.

 

[valentine]

he was a sexhaver, deserved

 

[brownmutt42]

You never know when you’ll die, could be years, could also be tomorrow

 

[Deleted member 130748]

he was a sexhaver, deserved

L last words

 

[valentine]

You never know when you’ll die, could be years, could also be tomorrow

most likely soon and thats ok

 

[first snow]

honestly same. my state often fluctuates between being optimistic about future/happy and feeling like there's nothing to look forward to

 

[valentine]

honestly same. my state often fluctuates between being optimistic about future/happy and feeling like there's nothing to look forward to

it hurts most when you realize youre never truly happy but just delusional a lot of the time

 

[first snow]

delusional

not really i don't think so, if we had more positive feedback loops we wouldn't think that

in the moment of being genuinely happy i just can't force myself in this doomer mindset no matter how much i try to (these are rare though, sadly)

 

[valentine]

not really i don't think so, if we had more positive feedback loops we wouldn't think that

in the moment of being genuinely happy i just can't force myself in this doomer mindset no matter how much i try to (these are rare though, sadly)

havent felt happy in years

 

[first snow]

havent felt happy in years

that sucks man. your best bet is getting lucky and finding friends to hang out with but that's super small odds

 

[valentine]

finding friends to hang out with

could talk about how its not an option for me and never works out but that would be cringe and i dont feel like oversharing.
but yes, its over. i hope things will atleast go well for you

 

[first snow]

could talk about how its not an option for me and never works out

those probably weren't real friends
real friends that are into same shit have the same sense of humor are like gems, you either find them or not

 

[valentine]

those probably weren't real friends
real friends that are into same shit have the same sense of humor are like gems, you either find them or not

i always end up being disrespected, my birthday is next week, i will be spending it on org.

 

[first snow]

i always end up being disrespected, my birthday is next week, i will be spending it on org.

that's shitty, i'm sorry

 

[valentine]

that's shitty, i'm sorry

thats ok

 

[Deleted member 129465]

Nothing’s okay and that’s okay. Life is just life. Live it however you want.

I personally love looking forward something.
I’m currently wage slaving for my hardmaxx ascension.

I also like to abuse drugs with my friend.
If I’m lucky enough, them druggie foids lets me hit

 

[hunnidrounds]

people who say they want to die or actually rope know for a fact people will be hurt by it. a lot of the time they do it to prove something to this world.
the most brutal realization ive had is that i have no one to prove anything to. i only have myself, and i dont want to find out what happens after it. im just killing time day by day, without anything to look forward to. its been years since i was excited for anything. i was supposed to die a while ago. now im just waiting for my time stuck forever in this body i dont like. life is a joke, and if god exists, i think he enjoys watching me suffer and i cant respect that.

Don't worry OP. In Heaven you will be granted a new perfect body. This body we have now is only temporary.

 

[valentine]

Don't worry OP. In Heaven you will be granted a new perfect body. This body we have now is only temporary.

lowkey love all the imperfections, they make me who i am, too bad everything in nature is blackpilled and ill have to sacrifice my authenticity

 

[hunnidrounds]

lowkey love all the imperfections, they make me who i am, too bad everything in nature is blackpilled and ill have to sacrifice my authenticity

Bro just get money. I realized this when I spent months gymcelling only to see the girl that I tried talking to on snap reject me for a fat fuck and I had to call up an escort even though I had a fit body.

 

[superpsycho]

i find solace in the fact that im going to die one day and this miserable existence will be all over

 

[valentine]

i find solace in the fact that im going to die one day and this miserable existence will be all over

forever remembered as incel

 

[superpsycho]

i find solace in the fact that im going to die one day and this miserable existence will be all over

whenever i fuck something up or something doesnt go my way i just think “i have nothing to lose, im gonna die one day anyway so it doesnt matter”

existing is a joke especially for sub 8 men

 

[superpsycho]

forever remembered as incel

legacy is cope

 

[valentine]

legacy is cope

idk ab that

whenever i fuck something up or something doesnt go my way i just think “i have nothing to lose, im gonna die one day anyway so it doesnt matter”

existing is a joke especially for sub 8 men

but yeah

 

[superpsycho]

idk ab that

idc how the normie masses remember me

 

[Deleted member 111512]

Bro just get money. I realized this when I spent months gymcelling only to see the girl that I tried talking to on snap reject me for a fat fuck and I had to call up an escort even though I had a fit body.

I wouldn't wish that onto my worst enemy

 

[Deleted member 111512]

whenever i fuck something up or something doesnt go my way i just think “i have nothing to lose, im gonna die one day anyway so it doesnt matter”

existing is a joke especially for sub 8 men

I lowkey can't take my suicidal thoughts seriously anymore tho. Just a couple of days ago, a pretty popular and respected looksmaxxer on TikTok called Pablo killed himself, he was such a Chad, 6'6 and had like a 24-inch bidelt, absolute mogger. I always thought I wouldn't have a single one of these thoughts anymore if I ascended even a little bit, but this guy had everything maxed out and still roped

 

[hunnidrounds]

I wouldn't wish that onto my worst enemy

Imagine gymcelling just to end up calling up escorts anyway

 

[hunnidrounds]

I wouldn't wish that onto my worst enemy

As a matter fact I tried to talk to a girl at my gym and she ended up complaining to the manager AND I GOT BANNED FROM THAT GYM.