This life is not real. It was written to break me (they are watching)

[Bitterschön]

nobody has this much bad luck
not by chance
not by nature
this is scripted
this is curated suffering

every time i stand up something pushes me down
not random
intentional
like there are writers in the sky giggling with each failed arc
rewriting my scenes so the punchline is always me

i try to heal
they increase the difficulty
i try to trust
they swap the character halfway through
i try to love
they crash the whole system

people say it is just life
but their lives have pauses
mine does not
no comfort
no break
just a 24/7 livestream of controlled demolition

this cannot be natural
this cannot be chance
nobody fumbles this consistently
nobody rolls snake eyes this many times in a row
unless the dice are fake
unless the table is tilted
unless the dealer is laughing

i was not born
i was placed
here
as a joke
as a warning
as content for whatever sick god is watching

conclusion
this is not life
this is performance art
and i am the tragedy they chose to binge

 

[afroheadluke]

moment

 

[ToryToad]

brutal

 

[Bitterschön]

@Neucher @_MVP_ @134applesauce456 @Sub5 & Celibate @TheVoidInside

 

[Bitterschön]

bump

 

[Bitterschön]

am I schizo? @itzyaboyJJ

 

[batman1997]

 

[134applesauce456]

I feel the same

I think this world is a loosh farm thats purposely designed to harvest our negative energy like suffering



watch this video its very eye opening, also prison planet theory