This life isn't made for me

[Whiteboard7]

Was gonna take a 1 week break from this Incel site but I couldn't even do that. I just feel so alone and cold so numb to it all. I'm burntout mentality and emotionally, I know people may say its a frame of mind but I feel nothing, nothing at all. I'm just going through the motions but still grinding my ass off working day by day pushing myself but for what. My life is already truly over. Can't really ascend anymore, I've tried and still do try to fix my ND personality but its not of any use. I do have some narcissistic tendencies of putting my issues above others. Another reason why I'm such a unlikable loser you know no one asks me to hangout even if they do I feel so out of place like I'm not even apart of the group. Sometimes people like talking to me but I always fuck it up somehow. My home life sucks basically got disowned and one of my parents is too much of a narcissistic abuser to actually own up to it and realize how much they have fucked up my life. You can't fix a abused dog, I will eventually seclude and spiral down into a endless void. It would be nice for a bit but no matter how much I try to crawl out of this void something always pulls me back under into my shitty life. "I hear those sounds they remind me of my childhood. I wish I could be a kid again, I could just live my life without realizing how cruel the world really is"(Not gonna Quote who, if you know you know). I never got to experience anything regarding my teenage life. Never got to go to Prom, go on late night hangouts, you know live my life how I was promised. My life is already over, never got to experience teenage life or anything fun in this life, too scared to go out and party because I care about my sleep schedule but whats the point. I will likely be dead before my 25-28th birthday, if not I'll reach Wizard status. I can't write for shit fuckin hell. I always dream and fantasize for a better life always try to move in this direction but this life is cruel and neutral people like me aren't mean to succeed. I know that's a pussy mentality and I agree that it sucks ass but idk I just can't take this life anymore. This life isn't made for me

 

[underwearremover]

i just burped loud asf

 

[tansel]

 

[Whiteboard7]

i just burped loud asf

ok

 

[HtnceI]

Dnr but hope ur doing well

 

[Whiteboard7]

Was gonna take a 1 week break from this Incel site but I couldn't even do that. I just feel so alone and cold so numb to it all. I'm burntout mentality and emotionally, I know people may say its a frame of mind but I feel nothing, nothing at all. I'm just going through the motions but still grinding my ass off working day by day pushing myself but for what. My life is already truly over. Can't really ascend anymore, I've tried and still do try to fix my ND personality but its not of any use. I do have some narcissistic tendencies of putting my issues above others. Another reason why I'm such a unlikable loser you know no one asks me to hangout even if they do I feel so out of place like I'm not even apart of the group. Sometimes people like talking to me but I always fuck it up somehow. My home life sucks basically got disowned and one of my parents is too much of a narcissistic abuser to actually own up to it and realize how much they have fucked up my life. You can't fix a abused dog, I will eventually seclude and spiral down into a endless void. It would be nice for a bit but no matter how much I try to crawl out of this void something always pulls me back under into my shitty life. "I hear those sounds they remind me of my childhood. I wish I could be a kid again, I could just live my life without realizing how cruel the world really is"(Not gonna Quote who, if you know you know). I never got to experience anything regarding my teenage life. Never got to go to Prom, go on late night hangouts, you know live my life how I was promised. My life is already over, never got to experience teenage life or anything fun in this life, too scared to go out and party because I care about my sleep schedule but whats the point. I will likely be dead before my 25-28th birthday, if not I'll reach Wizard status. I can't write for shit fuckin hell. I always dream and fantasize for a better life always try to move in this direction but this life is cruel and neutral people like me aren't mean to succeed. I know that's a pussy mentality and I agree that it sucks ass but idk I just can't take this life anymore. This life isn't made for me

Maybe in another life

 

[Whiteboard7]

Dnr but hope ur doing well

I'm not but thank you

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

Whats wizard status

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

Fr id hate to be a kid again

At least I got to grow up without the cucked gynocentric ethos we live in nowadays

 

[Whiteboard7]

Whats wizard status

 

[Whiteboard7]

Fr id hate to be a kid again

At least to be a teen again

At least I got to grow up without the cucked gynocentric ethos we live in nowadays

Fair lol

 

[tansel]

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Maybe in another life

just know im always here for ya man.. & plastic surgery will improve your life in many ways

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

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Oh kk

I like to think myself as a wizard because im trying to studymaxx and wizards in fiction are usually studymaxxers

But ive had my share of slays

 

[Whiteboard7]

just know im always here for ya man.. & plastic surgery will improve your life in many ways

I would like hardmaxing but it would ruin my ratios and would be risky for me at least or so I've been told. I don't even see the point anymore I just want to be a NEET and actually live my life you know

 

[OCD]

dnr but i hope your life gets better bro/bra/brotato/bhai

 

[Whiteboard7]

Oh kk

I like to think myself as a wizard because im trying to studymaxx and wizards in fiction are usually studymaxxers

Fair brother. HIGH IQ kek

But ive had my share of slays

Yeah good for you. I'm a KHHV so not for me

 

[Whiteboard7]

dnr but i hope your life gets better bro/bra/brotato/bhai

It won't but thanks bhai

 

[OCD]

It won't but thanks bhai

theres always hope just find something u want to do like a sport or something i believe in you bro/bra/brotato/bhai

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

Was gonna take a 1 week break from this Incel site but I couldn't even do that. I just feel so alone and cold so numb to it all. I'm burntout mentality and emotionally, I know people may say its a frame of mind but I feel nothing, nothing at all. I'm just going through the motions but still grinding my ass off working day by day pushing myself but for what. My life is already truly over. Can't really ascend anymore, I've tried and still do try to fix my ND personality but its not of any use. I do have some narcissistic tendencies of putting my issues above others. Another reason why I'm such a unlikable loser you know no one asks me to hangout even if they do I feel so out of place like I'm not even apart of the group. Sometimes people like talking to me but I always fuck it up somehow. My home life sucks basically got disowned and one of my parents is too much of a narcissistic abuser to actually own up to it and realize how much they have fucked up my life. You can't fix a abused dog, I will eventually seclude and spiral down into a endless void. It would be nice for a bit but no matter how much I try to crawl out of this void something always pulls me back under into my shitty life. "I hear those sounds they remind me of my childhood. I wish I could be a kid again, I could just live my life without realizing how cruel the world really is"(Not gonna Quote who, if you know you know). I never got to experience anything regarding my teenage life. Never got to go to Prom, go on late night hangouts, you know live my life how I was promised. My life is already over, never got to experience teenage life or anything fun in this life, too scared to go out and party because I care about my sleep schedule but whats the point. I will likely be dead before my 25-28th birthday, if not I'll reach Wizard status. I can't write for shit fuckin hell. I always dream and fantasize for a better life always try to move in this direction but this life is cruel and neutral people like me aren't mean to succeed. I know that's a pussy mentality and I agree that it sucks ass but idk I just can't take this life anymore. This life isn't made for me

Bruh if the only reason you had for not going out was being afraid of messing up with your sleep cycle then thats some legit non NT shyt lol

 

[topology]

Go to bed. Stop trying to farm sympathy.

 

[Whiteboard7]

Bruh if the only reason you had for not going out was being afraid of messing up with your sleep cycle then thats some legit non NT shyt lol

wdym yeah I am ND. Whats the point though. Last time I went out was Halloween and I wasn't even there. One guy counted four people even though there were five people. Guess who got left out

 

[tansel]

I would like hardmaxing but it would ruin my ratios and would be risky for me at least or so I've been told. I don't even see the point anymore I just want to be a NEET and actually live my life you know

ive hardmaxed twice & am hardmaxing more in june.. it hasnt ruined anything lol & it’s only risky if you have a bad surgeon, don’t listen to the users on offtopic man

 

[Whiteboard7]

Go to bed. Stop trying to farm sympathy.

Fair enough just trying to comeback but if thats what you want

 

[Whiteboard7]

ive hardmaxed twice & am hardmaxing more in july.. it hasnt ruined anything lol and it’s only risky if you have a bad surgeon, don’t listen to the users on offtopic man

It was a notable user on here. Just wish I could be LHTN maybe in another life you know. Good luck on the hardmaxxing what surgeries?

 

[topology]

Fair enough just trying to comeback but if thats what you want

You going to bed is what's best for you currently. It's not me wanting anything. I won't be effected if you continue this slop.

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

wdym yeah I am ND. Whats the point though. Last time I went out was Halloween and I wasn't even there. One guy counted four people even though there were five people. Guess who got left out

Yeah fair, ive been ostracized at times too and that is actually a fair reason to not go out with someone. Not even ND to do that- though we ND ppl tend to give the ick to normgroids more often (unless we are high smv)

 

[Whiteboard7]

You going to bed is what's best for you currently.

Yeah going to bed in 3 minutes hopefully.

It's not me wanting anything.

Yeah I know

I won't be effected if you continue this slop.

Yeah

 

[Whiteboard7]

Yeah fair, ive been ostracized at times too and that is actually a fair reason to not go out with someone. Not even ND though we ND ppl tend to get the ick from normgroids more often

I'm just a unlikable person to be around. A notable "popular" guy. I know everyone but I don't even have a true friend you know

 

[topology]

Yeah I know

Then what was the point of that statement?

 

[Whiteboard7]

Then what was the point of that statement?

idk dawg

 

[Whiteboard7]

Then what was the point of that statement?

doesn't have to have one

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

I'm just a unlikable person to be around. A notable "popular" guy. I know everyone but I don't even have a true friend you know

I drove away all my friends

Not even being dramatic tbh as i'm already graduated and dont have contact with any of them

 

[topology]

idk dawg

doesn't have to have one

There was a reason. Sounds like framing it that way made you feel better about yourself.

 

[tansel]

It was a notable user on here. Just wish I could be LHTN maybe in another life you know. Good luck on the hardmaxxing what surgeries?

a trimax & some sort of almond eye surgery (most likely canthopexy).. & i’ve seen ur face dude, you can be lhtn with surgery, don’t let some loser on this forum ruin your life

 

[Whiteboard7]

I drove away all my friends

Whys that

Not even being dramatic tbh as i'm already graduated and dont have contact with any of them

Do you have new friends

There was a reason. Sounds like framing it that way made you feel better about yourself.

Hopefully it made me feel better. It doesn't really matter kek

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

Was gonna take a 1 week break from this Incel site but I couldn't even do that. I just feel so alone and cold so numb to it all. I'm burntout mentality and emotionally, I know people may say its a frame of mind but I feel nothing, nothing at all. I'm just going through the motions but still grinding my ass off working day by day pushing myself but for what. My life is already truly over. Can't really ascend anymore, I've tried and still do try to fix my ND personality but its not of any use. I do have some narcissistic tendencies of putting my issues above others. Another reason why I'm such a unlikable loser you know no one asks me to hangout even if they do I feel so out of place like I'm not even apart of the group. Sometimes people like talking to me but I always fuck it up somehow. My home life sucks basically got disowned and one of my parents is too much of a narcissistic abuser to actually own up to it and realize how much they have fucked up my life. You can't fix a abused dog, I will eventually seclude and spiral down into a endless void. It would be nice for a bit but no matter how much I try to crawl out of this void something always pulls me back under into my shitty life. "I hear those sounds they remind me of my childhood. I wish I could be a kid again, I could just live my life without realizing how cruel the world really is"(Not gonna Quote who, if you know you know). I never got to experience anything regarding my teenage life. Never got to go to Prom, go on late night hangouts, you know live my life how I was promised. My life is already over, never got to experience teenage life or anything fun in this life, too scared to go out and party because I care about my sleep schedule but whats the point. I will likely be dead before my 25-28th birthday, if not I'll reach Wizard status. I can't write for shit fuckin hell. I always dream and fantasize for a better life always try to move in this direction but this life is cruel and neutral people like me aren't mean to succeed. I know that's a pussy mentality and I agree that it sucks ass but idk I just can't take this life anymore. This life isn't made for me

Htn rambkings

 

[Whiteboard7]

trimax & some sort of almond eye surgery (most likely canthopexy). & i’ve seen ur face dude, you can be lhtn with surgery, don’t let some loser on this forum ruin your life

I just want to go far with softmaxing but I'm already capped out. Want to reach LHTN with softmaxes but whats even the point you know. Idk man lifes already over ngl

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

Whys that

Do you have new friends

No

Im sigma

 

[Whiteboard7]

a trimax & some sort of almond eye surgery (most likely canthopexy)..

Nice surgeries ngl

 

[Whiteboard7]

No

Im sigma

I gotcha kek

Htn rambkings

OP(ME) is a KHHV

 

[Whiteboard7]

Idk why I put parathesis retarded move

 

[topology]

I just want to go far with softmaxing but I'm already capped out. Want to reach LHTN with softmaxes but whats even the point you know. Idk man lifes already over ngl

Suicide is always an option. Is there a reason why you're not dead..? All you do is nag about how terrible your life is.

 

[algerianmogger]

Was gonna take a 1 week break from this Incel site but I couldn't even do that. I just feel so alone and cold so numb to it all. I'm burntout mentality and emotionally, I know people may say its a frame of mind but I feel nothing, nothing at all. I'm just going through the motions but still grinding my ass off working day by day pushing myself but for what. My life is already truly over. Can't really ascend anymore, I've tried and still do try to fix my ND personality but its not of any use. I do have some narcissistic tendencies of putting my issues above others. Another reason why I'm such a unlikable loser you know no one asks me to hangout even if they do I feel so out of place like I'm not even apart of the group. Sometimes people like talking to me but I always fuck it up somehow. My home life sucks basically got disowned and one of my parents is too much of a narcissistic abuser to actually own up to it and realize how much they have fucked up my life. You can't fix a abused dog, I will eventually seclude and spiral down into a endless void. It would be nice for a bit but no matter how much I try to crawl out of this void something always pulls me back under into my shitty life. "I hear those sounds they remind me of my childhood. I wish I could be a kid again, I could just live my life without realizing how cruel the world really is"(Not gonna Quote who, if you know you know). I never got to experience anything regarding my teenage life. Never got to go to Prom, go on late night hangouts, you know live my life how I was promised. My life is already over, never got to experience teenage life or anything fun in this life, too scared to go out and party because I care about my sleep schedule but whats the point. I will likely be dead before my 25-28th birthday, if not I'll reach Wizard status. I can't write for shit fuckin hell. I always dream and fantasize for a better life always try to move in this direction but this life is cruel and neutral people like me aren't mean to succeed. I know that's a pussy mentality and I agree that it sucks ass but idk I just can't take this life anymore. This life isn't made for me

You'll be alright

 

[Whiteboard7]

Suicide is always an option.

Tried it a year and almost 2 months ago. Didn't go through

Is there a reason why you're not dead..?

Thought life would get better, it does for short periods of time. Then it goes back to square 1

All you do is nag about how terrible your life is.

Yeah I do

 

[Whiteboard7]

You'll be alright

I hope so man thank you

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

I gotcha kek

OP(ME) is a KHHV

Same nga
But im talking to a girl online

 

[topology]

Tried it a year and almost 2 months ago. Didn't go through

Unfortunate.

 

[Whiteboard7]

Same nga
But im talking to a girl online

Good for u. Where did you meet her?

 

[Whiteboard7]

Unfortunate.

Yeah right

 

[lowtiersubhuman]

Good for u. Where did you meet her?