This life isn't made for me

[topology]

Yeah right

Delete your account or end your life. No one wants you here. You're getting fake sympathy which you still take as it's all you can get.

 

[Whiteboard7]

Ok

 

[Whiteboard7]

Delete your account or end your life.

Been thinking about either one

No one wants you here.

Was the two-three days I was off the forum the best days of your week?

You're getting fake sympathy which you still take as it's all you can get.

Just like real life I guess

 

[topology]

Been thinking about either one

Was the two-three days I was off the forum the best days of your week?

Just like real life I guess

Please stop trying to drag this out. It's obvious you really want attention and just someone to talk to. I'm insulting everything about you yet you still hang around. Get a grip. No one here wants to help you. I don't care about you and nor do I want to help.

 

[Whiteboard7]

Please stop trying to drag this out. It's obvious you really want attention

Yup

and just someone to talk to.

Thats the point

I'm insulting everything about you yet you still hang around.

Story of my life

Get a grip. No one here wants to help you.

I know. Yet I'm still here

I don't care about you and nor do I want to help.

I know that, you always say shit to me I get it

 

[tansel]

I just want to go far with softmaxing but I'm already capped out. Want to reach LHTN with softmaxes but whats even the point you know. Idk man lifes already over ngl

dude reaching lhtn with softmaxes is so rare lol you have to be in the top 10% of genetics to be able to do something like that. i think ur only 17–18 so i understand the fear of getting plastic surgery but roping & ruining ur family‘s lives as a horrible idea. you can live a completely different life with one visit to istanbul

 

[Mochi Force 15]

Was gonna take a 1 week break from this Incel site but I couldn't even do that. I just feel so alone and cold so numb to it all. I'm burntout mentality and emotionally, I know people may say its a frame of mind but I feel nothing, nothing at all. I'm just going through the motions but still grinding my ass off working day by day pushing myself but for what. My life is already truly over. Can't really ascend anymore, I've tried and still do try to fix my ND personality but its not of any use. I do have some narcissistic tendencies of putting my issues above others. Another reason why I'm such a unlikable loser you know no one asks me to hangout even if they do I feel so out of place like I'm not even apart of the group. Sometimes people like talking to me but I always fuck it up somehow. My home life sucks basically got disowned and one of my parents is too much of a narcissistic abuser to actually own up to it and realize how much they have fucked up my life. You can't fix a abused dog, I will eventually seclude and spiral down into a endless void. It would be nice for a bit but no matter how much I try to crawl out of this void something always pulls me back under into my shitty life. "I hear those sounds they remind me of my childhood. I wish I could be a kid again, I could just live my life without realizing how cruel the world really is"(Not gonna Quote who, if you know you know). I never got to experience anything regarding my teenage life. Never got to go to Prom, go on late night hangouts, you know live my life how I was promised. My life is already over, never got to experience teenage life or anything fun in this life, too scared to go out and party because I care about my sleep schedule but whats the point. I will likely be dead before my 25-28th birthday, if not I'll reach Wizard status. I can't write for shit fuckin hell. I always dream and fantasize for a better life always try to move in this direction but this life is cruel and neutral people like me aren't mean to succeed. I know that's a pussy mentality and I agree that it sucks ass but idk I just can't take this life anymore. This life isn't made for me

just be confident, have a great personality, and go out there! The world is in your hands champ!

 

[Whiteboard7]

dude reaching lhtn with softmaxes is so rare lol you have to be in the top 10% of genetics to be able to do something like that.

I'm so close though. So Close

i think ur only 17–18 so i understand the fear of getting plastic surgery

I am 18

but roping & ruining ur family‘s lives as a horrible idea.

Not gonna rope just needed to vent

you can live a completely different life with one visit to istanbul

Yeah hopefully

 

[Whiteboard7]

just be confident, have a great personality, and go out there! The world is in your hands champ!

I hope so day by day it will get better

 

[topology]

Not gonna rope just needed to vent

 

[tansel]

I'm so close though. So Close

I am 18

Not gonna rope just needed to vent

Yeah hopefully

alright nice lol, u were kinda scaring me with the whole dead by 25 thing. & ur only 18 man ur just a kid lol, im sure college will make u a lot happier

 

[Whiteboard7]

alright nice lol, u were kinda scaring me with the whole dead by 25 thing. & ur only 18 man ur just a kid lol, im sure college will make u a lot happier

Feel better now @topology gave me some insight that shocked me straight same with all of you guys. Just need to let somethings out since I've been holding it so much recently regarding my life. GN

 

[Whiteboard7]

alright nice lol, u were kinda scaring me with the whole dead by 25 thing. & ur only 18 man ur just a kid lol, im sure college will make u a lot happier

Already in college rn

 

[topology]

Feel better now @topology gave me some insight that shocked me straight same with all of you guys. Just need to let somethings out since I've been holding it so much recently regarding my life. GN

How are you thanking me specifically when everyone else tried so much harder to make you feel better? All I did was point out how much of a moron you are. I find this very disrespectful and just sad.

 

[Whiteboard7]

How are you thanking me specifically when everyone else tried so much harder to make you feel better? All I did was point out how much of a moron you are. I find this very disrespectful and just sad.

Just find it funny ngl.

 

[topology]

Just find it funny ngl.

Right.

 

[burnttreez]

Was gonna take a 1 week break from this Incel site but I couldn't even do that. I just feel so alone and cold so numb to it all. I'm burntout mentality and emotionally, I know people may say its a frame of mind but I feel nothing, nothing at all. I'm just going through the motions but still grinding my ass off working day by day pushing myself but for what. My life is already truly over. Can't really ascend anymore, I've tried and still do try to fix my ND personality but its not of any use. I do have some narcissistic tendencies of putting my issues above others. Another reason why I'm such a unlikable loser you know no one asks me to hangout even if they do I feel so out of place like I'm not even apart of the group. Sometimes people like talking to me but I always fuck it up somehow. My home life sucks basically got disowned and one of my parents is too much of a narcissistic abuser to actually own up to it and realize how much they have fucked up my life. You can't fix a abused dog, I will eventually seclude and spiral down into a endless void. It would be nice for a bit but no matter how much I try to crawl out of this void something always pulls me back under into my shitty life. "I hear those sounds they remind me of my childhood. I wish I could be a kid again, I could just live my life without realizing how cruel the world really is"(Not gonna Quote who, if you know you know). I never got to experience anything regarding my teenage life. Never got to go to Prom, go on late night hangouts, you know live my life how I was promised. My life is already over, never got to experience teenage life or anything fun in this life, too scared to go out and party because I care about my sleep schedule but whats the point. I will likely be dead before my 25-28th birthday, if not I'll reach Wizard status. I can't write for shit fuckin hell. I always dream and fantasize for a better life always try to move in this direction but this life is cruel and neutral people like me aren't mean to succeed. I know that's a pussy mentality and I agree that it sucks ass but idk I just can't take this life anymore. This life isn't made for m

Was gonna take a 1 week break from this Incel site but I couldn't even do that. I just feel so alone and cold so numb to it all. I'm burntout mentality and emotionally, I know people may say its a frame of mind but I feel nothing, nothing at all. I'm just going through the motions but still grinding my ass off working day by day pushing myself but for what. My life is already truly over. Can't really ascend anymore, I've tried and still do try to fix my ND personality but its not of any use. I do have some narcissistic tendencies of putting my issues above others. Another reason why I'm such a unlikable loser you know no one asks me to hangout even if they do I feel so out of place like I'm not even apart of the group. Sometimes people like talking to me but I always fuck it up somehow. My home life sucks basically got disowned and one of my parents is too much of a narcissistic abuser to actually own up to it and realize how much they have fucked up my life. You can't fix a abused dog, I will eventually seclude and spiral down into a endless void. It would be nice for a bit but no matter how much I try to crawl out of this void something always pulls me back under into my shitty life. "I hear those sounds they remind me of my childhood. I wish I could be a kid again, I could just live my life without realizing how cruel the world really is"(Not gonna Quote who, if you know you know). I never got to experience anything regarding my teenage life. Never got to go to Prom, go on late night hangouts, you know live my life how I was promised. My life is already over, never got to experience teenage life or anything fun in this life, too scared to go out and party because I care about my sleep schedule but whats the point. I will likely be dead before my 25-28th birthday, if not I'll reach Wizard status. I can't write for shit fuckin hell. I always dream and fantasize for a better life always try to move in this direction but this life is cruel and neutral people like me aren't mean to succeed. I know that's a pussy mentality and I agree that it sucks ass but idk I just can't take this life anymore. This life isn't made for me

Ur lowke a dork brudda

 

[uncykongrock]

I relate to a lot of what you've said but you have plenty of years and college to turn it around. I am double your age. You say you already tried and stopped at suicide. Good? So what are you gonna do about it?