This might be corny but does anyone find it hard to be happy or love yourself unless you look good?

[andreeeewwwwwww]

I always find that if I’m bloated or I gain weight, I can’t look at myself until I’m in the gym for at least 2 hours and I do facial training, skincare, etc. If I’m still bloated I just don’t eat the next day. I’m not sad or anything it’s just something I do.
Edit: For those asking why I care so much, I used to leave school at lunch, skip class, and fake sick just so people didn’t see me, bully me, or realize that I was alone.

 

[Tesarossa]

you cant even see your own face why do you care so much

 

[Mai Sakurajima.]

I always find that if I’m bloated or I gain weight, I can’t look at myself until I’m in the gym for at least 2 hours and I do facial training, skincare, etc. If I’m still bloated I just don’t eat the next day. I’m not sad or anything it’s just something I do.

Its normal, when you worry so much about your looks ofc they’re going to affect you mentally

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

Kinda but not to that extent

 

[NinjaRG9]

the title describes literally everyone alive

 

[andreeeewwwwwww]

you cant even see your own face why do you care so much

Past issues. Probably bullying.

 

[polarpop]

you cant even see your own face why do you care so much

 

[Big Boss]

I do but i think its a indirect result of reacting to how others treat me differently based on my looks

 

[mxl4chi1]

yes i could be having a good day then remember my failos and the entire day goes to shit or see myself in a bad angle or lighting

 

[andreeeewwwwwww]

I do but i think its a indirect result of reacting to how others treat me differently based on my looks

Yeah, people used to ask me why I’m even talking to them. One time someone went on the loud speaker in the gym at my school; infront of probably 50-100 people he told me to leave and that no one wanted me there. That was just because I used to be ugly.