Salieri
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I have been posting lots about how confused I am abt how I seem high T in some ways and low T in others, and now I finally understand everything: i grew up with very low T and high E, but also high growth hormone.
Issue 1: Huge bones/proportions for my mediocre height.
Solution: I had lots of growth hormone in my system so my hands and feet etc got really big, and as a kid i was very tall relative to my peers (ppl guessed id be abt 6'4+, i was 6' already in middle school but then never grew after mid puberty) but the estrogen closed my plates early and therefore my growth stunted, but it kept expanding my bones so i have clavicles, hands and feet of someone much taller
Issue 2: small penis/high voice despite menacing looks.
Solution: Growth hormone is much more effective for bone growth rather than certain muscle growth, the muscle growth in the penis and vocal chords is actually much more governed by androgen activation through TESTOSTERONE and not raw hgh therefore my penis and vocal chords ended up being extremely estrogenic. this is further supported by the fact that despite having wide set clavicles of a tall person, my actual deltoid development is very poor, again, due to the lack of test + androgen interaction
Issue 3: high sex drive, perma jerking off, sounds high T, right?
Solution: no, what @RabidRosaries said makes perfect sense: if a man is high T he must be able to maintain focus and derermination in his tasks and have very high motivation, aka "samuraimaxxed", it makes no sense to be horny all day like a woman. chad just gives stacy his seed then must be able to focus on important tasks, while stacy is perma horny, this is also why women are gay much more often cuz they have way higher sex drives. also like he said its a result of ur brain knowing u wont get laid now u reached involution. therefore, my perma hardness and tiktok girl obsession is actually another confirmation to my high E and NOT a high T juxtaposition to my other high E traits.
all this started making sense after this last point about sex drive and I realized how many things in me actually dont show high T at all and are just uneducated misconceptions like muh cumming lots = high T, i just have the ogre looks in my face from the growth hormone which LOOKS high T only because people associate it with strength and general dimorphism, but in reality im not actually very strong either; my muscular development is very mediocre and doesnt correlate at all with the size of my bones.
i also grew up fat which makes even more sense as to why im so high E.
thanks @RabidRosaries and also @6'1cel for mentioning the importance of androgen + test interaction in the vocal chords
Issue 1: Huge bones/proportions for my mediocre height.
Solution: I had lots of growth hormone in my system so my hands and feet etc got really big, and as a kid i was very tall relative to my peers (ppl guessed id be abt 6'4+, i was 6' already in middle school but then never grew after mid puberty) but the estrogen closed my plates early and therefore my growth stunted, but it kept expanding my bones so i have clavicles, hands and feet of someone much taller
Issue 2: small penis/high voice despite menacing looks.
Solution: Growth hormone is much more effective for bone growth rather than certain muscle growth, the muscle growth in the penis and vocal chords is actually much more governed by androgen activation through TESTOSTERONE and not raw hgh therefore my penis and vocal chords ended up being extremely estrogenic. this is further supported by the fact that despite having wide set clavicles of a tall person, my actual deltoid development is very poor, again, due to the lack of test + androgen interaction
Issue 3: high sex drive, perma jerking off, sounds high T, right?
Solution: no, what @RabidRosaries said makes perfect sense: if a man is high T he must be able to maintain focus and derermination in his tasks and have very high motivation, aka "samuraimaxxed", it makes no sense to be horny all day like a woman. chad just gives stacy his seed then must be able to focus on important tasks, while stacy is perma horny, this is also why women are gay much more often cuz they have way higher sex drives. also like he said its a result of ur brain knowing u wont get laid now u reached involution. therefore, my perma hardness and tiktok girl obsession is actually another confirmation to my high E and NOT a high T juxtaposition to my other high E traits.
all this started making sense after this last point about sex drive and I realized how many things in me actually dont show high T at all and are just uneducated misconceptions like muh cumming lots = high T, i just have the ogre looks in my face from the growth hormone which LOOKS high T only because people associate it with strength and general dimorphism, but in reality im not actually very strong either; my muscular development is very mediocre and doesnt correlate at all with the size of my bones.
i also grew up fat which makes even more sense as to why im so high E.
thanks @RabidRosaries and also @6'1cel for mentioning the importance of androgen + test interaction in the vocal chords
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