lowdimotrucel
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I am not trying to be edgy
I keep having this reoccurring dream where I shoot up my school or a public area, but after the shooting I always feel really guilty knowing I fucked up my life n shit.
For example in one dream I shot up a trailer park and I was surrounded by the police, I got on my knees and started yelling and crying saying I dont wanna die.
Another dream I had it was like a columbine esq dream where I shot up a cold library. After I ran out of bullets an instant wave of guilt hit me and I felt really worried and scared, like insane amounts of guilt.
Not all of the mass shooting dreams I have get me guilty though it's like 50/50
And around like 30 percent of my dreams are shooter dreams.
I keep having this reoccurring dream where I shoot up my school or a public area, but after the shooting I always feel really guilty knowing I fucked up my life n shit.
For example in one dream I shot up a trailer park and I was surrounded by the police, I got on my knees and started yelling and crying saying I dont wanna die.
Another dream I had it was like a columbine esq dream where I shot up a cold library. After I ran out of bullets an instant wave of guilt hit me and I felt really worried and scared, like insane amounts of guilt.
Not all of the mass shooting dreams I have get me guilty though it's like 50/50
And around like 30 percent of my dreams are shooter dreams.
