This shit kinda draining

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When i joined org i was getting into lm, before that only knew a bit of .net but didnt really like it.
I was bullied most of my life for my looks and weight and then when i started playing bball all changed, i started to look better and socialize more.

I lived a good/better life, got a cute girl, and i didnt really think too much of looks. I had success with girls and had friends wtv

Then i got scouted on the street and became a model. I started really obsessing about my looks (im really ambitious so i wanted to be the best) and thought i looked atleast good (to be scouted, not everyone can be a model).

When i finally created a org and gg account and asked people to rate me, only heard ltn, hltn, one lmtn, and holy fuck was it motivational but draining.

Cuz like wdym i got scouted for my looks (and have done ads and commercial jobs) but am still below average / average. Just really started pondering about it cuz a mf on gg called me lltn.

Ill keep ascending but this forum kinda changed my way of looking at myself
 
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Dnr sorry nigga:BoolinJAM:
 
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only times i got attention from women they were the ones that started showing interest
then made fun of the feelings i catch for them
its almost like they get a rush for that
sub8 is law and ill die on that hill :feelsrope::blackpill:
 
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When the stacy calls you "the most beautiful man I've ever seen" but Mumbaiwarrior said you were mltn so you know shes lying
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When i joined org i was getting into lm, before that only knew a bit of .net but didnt really like it.
I was bullied most of my life for my looks and weight and then when i started playing bball all changed, i started to look better and socialize more.

I lived a good/better life, got a cute girl, and i didnt really think too much of looks. I had success with girls and had friends wtv

Then i got scouted on the street and became a model. I started really obsessing about my looks (im really ambitious so i wanted to be the best) and thought i looked atleast good (to be scouted, not everyone can be a model).

When i finally created a org and gg account and asked people to rate me, only heard ltn, hltn, one lmtn, and holy fuck was it motivational but draining.

Cuz like wdym i got scouted for my looks (and have done ads and commercial jobs) but am still below average / average. Just really started pondering about it cuz a mf on gg called me lltn.

Ill keep ascending but this forum kinda changed my way of looking at myself
thats called toxic support dude nowdays everyone could be featured in a add except me:incel:
 
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yeah it's tough when you feel like you're being played like that.
 
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