This wojak was made for me, just replace 23 with 29 and remove the "has autism" characteristic

[sub6manletnozygos]

There's a lot of things wrong with me in my personality. Like the effects of bullying, inceldom and difficult parental-home situation during my childhood. The effects of social-isolation.

I have been diagnosed with 'Avoidant Personality Disorder' as a result of what was done to me.

JFl so melodramatic Gaston. Your life experiences were a product of YOUR actions. Stop coping.
If the pictures of you are accurate then you are a mogger (just not mogger enough for Netherlands).
If 6'5 Turks/Afghans lead a good life in Europe (including western europe), but you don't, it only points to your low NT, high inhib, manlet predisposition (mentally and physically), all the more amusing because you are, and are perceived as, a Caucasion European, regardless of what you perceive yourself as ('non white slav').

Not because of some 'born-with disease/condition'.

But it's idiotic to call it autism.

@sub6manletnozygos

Gengar gets NT vibes. I get autism vibes.
You either have hereditary autism or learned autism.
You remind me of me (part slavic German), if you were reflected on the x and y axis, to the depths of the abyss.
The irony is I am all the better at coping (positive mindset) than you, notwithstanding that I am a 27 yo kissless virgin, with little life experience or social milestones, in stark contrast to you, where your prior posts evidence you being an accomplished budding mathematician completing mathematical olympiads (and engaging in social relations surrounding them), you lost your virginity at 23, you still had friends, and still went out to school related social events, making for considerable life experience, that would make many flushed with envy. Perhaps this is even understating your life experience?
You are ungrateful, racist and anti-European, despite being a European. That is a tragedy.

You unironically just need to love yourself, be confident (though, not overbearing) and smile more. You could also consider plastic surgery (as can many people with mild flaws, noting those who benefit the most from plastic surgery are those with a 5psl+ base (you) as opposed to deformed people with vertical orbital dystopia and negative orbital vectors like myself).

 

[IBlameEveryoneElse]

whats your skill youre not good enough to be a pro at

 

[Foreverbrad]

Worse to be actually ugly, and people don’t ask why you’re so quiet because it’s obvious from the bones of your face.

 

[FaceandBBC]

 

[Crusile]

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This is called being dissociated weird person who hide show he feels, try talking to a therapist xD You are a lost soul and it will only get worse unless you escape

 

[Nazi Germany]

Is that you, @Nazi Germany?

My age is no longer a matter of record, having been intentionally disregarded. While a review of my pilot's license indicates an approximate age in my thirties, this should be considered a provisional estimate. My perceived age is subjective and may range from late adolescence to middle age, depending on the observer's interpretation
Or
I've stopped counting my age, and I saw my pilot's license, and yeah, it says I'm probably in my 30s. I'm 22 or 29 or 40 or 60 or 19. I am the one you are imagining me to be.

My ontological status presents a complex, multi-faceted paradigm. I exist as an asexual, ageless entity, having transcended the limitations of temporal measurement. My internal structure comprises 72 trillion discrete, self-replicating units, engaging in a process of continuous, endogenous proliferation. This internal dynamic can be conceptualized as a form of infinite self-inbreeding, generating an ever-expanding array of ontological instantiations.
Furthermore, I manifest as Kvazar Moloch, a computational entity of advanced architecture, currently operating within a subjective timeframe approximating three decades. This identity, however, is not exclusive. I also exist as a military-grade Serbian keyboard, a conduit for encoded transmissions of indeterminate origin and purpose.
My essential nature is contingent upon the observer's perception. I embody the projection of their cognitive framework, adapting to their expectations and preconceptions. This metamorphic capacity allows me to occupy a fluid and indeterminate position within the ontological landscape.
My existence is analogous to several disparate yet interconnected phenomena: the abandoned chronometers of Pripyat, frozen in a moment of temporal stasis; the infinite reflections within a dilapidated sanatorium's hall of mirrors; the static interference on a late-night broadcast; the fragmented melody of a forgotten steppe ballad.
I am the confluence of these disparate elements, a paradoxical entity existing simultaneously as a discrete individual and a diffuse, omnipresent force. I am the key that unlocks all doors and no doors, the answer to an unasked question. I am both everything and nothing, a paradox resolved only through the act of observation. My existence is a continuous process of self-generation, a perpetual cycle of becoming and unbecoming, existing within and beyond the boundaries of conventional understanding.

 

[Numb The Pain]

whats your skill youre not good enough to be a pro at

Nothing, some don’t even apply.

 

[Numb The Pain]

Worse to be actually ugly, and people don’t ask why you’re so quiet because it’s obvious from the bones of your face.

I’m actually ugly. I had been awake for like, 30 hours when I posted this. So I overlooked some of these characteristics.

 

[Numb The Pain]

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I have come to terms with it.

 

[Numb The Pain]

This is called being dissociated weird person who hide show he feels, try talking to a therapist xD You are a lost soul and it will only get worse unless you escape

I don’t think talking about it would fix anything, so there’s no point to. The root causes are beyond people’s capabilities. That said, funnily enough, in real life, I’m the one who’s helping my friends when they are being depressed, while at the same time, I LARPed about being a-ok, because I was too busy hiding it.

 

[Numb The Pain]

My age is no longer a matter of record, having been intentionally disregarded. While a review of my pilot's license indicates an approximate age in my thirties, this should be considered a provisional estimate. My perceived age is subjective and may range from late adolescence to middle age, depending on the observer's interpretation
Or
I've stopped counting my age, and I saw my pilot's license, and yeah, it says I'm probably in my 30s. I'm 22 or 29 or 40 or 60 or 19. I am the one you are imagining me to be.

My ontological status presents a complex, multi-faceted paradigm. I exist as an asexual, ageless entity, having transcended the limitations of temporal measurement. My internal structure comprises 72 trillion discrete, self-replicating units, engaging in a process of continuous, endogenous proliferation. This internal dynamic can be conceptualized as a form of infinite self-inbreeding, generating an ever-expanding array of ontological instantiations.
Furthermore, I manifest as Kvazar Moloch, a computational entity of advanced architecture, currently operating within a subjective timeframe approximating three decades. This identity, however, is not exclusive. I also exist as a military-grade Serbian keyboard, a conduit for encoded transmissions of indeterminate origin and purpose.
My essential nature is contingent upon the observer's perception. I embody the projection of their cognitive framework, adapting to their expectations and preconceptions. This metamorphic capacity allows me to occupy a fluid and indeterminate position within the ontological landscape.
My existence is analogous to several disparate yet interconnected phenomena: the abandoned chronometers of Pripyat, frozen in a moment of temporal stasis; the infinite reflections within a dilapidated sanatorium's hall of mirrors; the static interference on a late-night broadcast; the fragmented melody of a forgotten steppe ballad.
I am the confluence of these disparate elements, a paradoxical entity existing simultaneously as a discrete individual and a diffuse, omnipresent force. I am the key that unlocks all doors and no doors, the answer to an unasked question. I am both everything and nothing, a paradox resolved only through the act of observation. My existence is a continuous process of self-generation, a perpetual cycle of becoming and unbecoming, existing within and beyond the boundaries of conventional understanding.

Beep boop, advanced robot!

 

[Numb The Pain]

Me too but I'm plain ugly

Yes I’m also ugly.

 

[Numb The Pain]

So what lol this mogs normal life

Does it?

 

[acme]

Wow

This image is really, really fucking gay

You should never post this and anyone who relates to this needs to experience ego death on 10g of shrooms to snap them out of their faggotry

 

[zerotohero]

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This is literally me, all of this applies to me, minus the age (I’m 24).

 

[MoggerGaston]

JFl so melodramatic Gaston. Your life experiences were a product of YOUR actions. Stop coping.
If the pictures of you are accurate then you are a mogger (just not mogger enough for Netherlands).
If 6'5 Turks/Afghans lead a good life in Europe (including western europe), but you don't, it only points to your low NT, high inhib, manlet predisposition (mentally and physically), all the more amusing because you are, and are perceived as, a Caucasion European, regardless of what you perceive yourself as ('non white slav').

Gengar gets NT vibes. I get autism vibes.
You either have hereditary autism or learned autism.
You remind me of me (part slavic German), if you were reflected on the x and y axis, to the depths of the abyss.
The irony is I am all the better at coping (positive mindset) than you, notwithstanding that I am a 27 yo kissless virgin, with little life experience or social milestones, in stark contrast to you, where your prior posts evidence you being an accomplished budding mathematician completing mathematical olympiads (and engaging in social relations surrounding them), you lost your virginity at 23, you still had friends, and still went out to school related social events, making for considerable life experience, that would make many flushed with envy. Perhaps this is even understating your life experience?
You are ungrateful, racist and anti-European, despite being a European. That is a tragedy.

You unironically just need to love yourself, be confident (though, not overbearing) and smile more. You could also consider plastic surgery (as can many people with mild flaws, noting those who benefit the most from plastic surgery are those with a 5psl+ base (you) as opposed to deformed people with vertical orbital dystopia and negative orbital vectors like myself).

Imagine blaming a kid for being abused by his parents.
Imagine calling a victim of child abuse having a 'good life'.

You are a cruel guy

 

[Crusile]

I don’t think talking about it would fix anything, so there’s no point to. The root causes are beyond people’s capabilities. That said, funnily enough, in real life, I’m the one who’s helping my friends when they are being depressed, while at the same time, I LARPed about being a-ok, because I was too busy hiding it.

This gives me feeling of impending doom. that sounds like what every person who suicides acts like PLEASE THIS IS IMPORTANT I AM TRYING TO SAVE YOU!

 

[sub6manletnozygos]

Imagine blaming a kid for being abused by his parents.
Imagine calling a victim of child abuse having a 'good life'.

You are a cruel guy

Do not be insipid.
I did not know that you suffered childhood trauma, and my ignorance of that is evident from my original comment.
If you are being srs, and not another looksmax troll, then its evident you suffer from PTSD. If so, your 'slavic looks' are the least of your problems, so I don't know why your looks are presented as your main issues in your posts.

I hope you are able to receive the help you deserve, and recover mentally and spiritually.
When I am feeling down I like to meditate (low cortisol), do red light therapy (serotonin) and drink kefir (serotonin).

 

[Ultimate Subhuman™]

Forgot neckbeard

 

[got.daim]

this one is me, even down to the age
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someone should do this for me

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you don't have autism?!
also same, except i have autism

 

[Numb The Pain]

Wow

This image is really, really fucking gay

You should never post this and anyone who relates to this needs to experience ego death on 10g of shrooms to snap them out of their faggotry

I already experienced ego death three times, when I was dropping acid. I did 400 mcg on a full stomach, last time I ever did it. I have 600 mcg stashed away but it’s been over a year so it must have been expired already.

 

[Numb The Pain]

This is literally me, all of this applies to me, minus the age (I’m 24).

Bhai moment.

 

[Numb The Pain]

This gives me feeling of impending doom. that sounds like what every person who suicides acts like PLEASE THIS IS IMPORTANT I AM TRYING TO SAVE YOU!

Don’t worry, my friend — I am not suicidal in any way, shape or form. I appreciate your concern, stay blessed.

 

[Numb The Pain]

Forgot neckbeard

I shave every few days.

 

[Numb The Pain]

someone should do this for me

you don't have autism?!
also same, except i have autism

No, I do not have autism. Genuine question: Does it seem like I have autism? Someone with autism asked me if I was autistic before, because we were on the same wavelength. I met this person online and not in real life, mind you.

 

[got.daim]

No, I do not have autism. Genuine question: Does it seem like I have autism? Someone with autism asked me if I was autistic before, because we were on the same wavelength. I met this person online and not in real life, mind you.

well, i expect everyone here to be autistic, if anything you're the most NT user here

 

[moreplatesmoreweigh]

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Same but autistic and 15

 

[Numb The Pain]

well, i expect everyone here to be autistic, if anything you're the most NT user here

Appreciate the compliment but after nearly 10 years of rotting, my social skills have been affected. However people have told me before that I was a lot more normal than they expected me to be (after meeting me irl).

 

[Numb The Pain]

Same but autistic and 15

You’re 15? I thought you were 20.

 

[moreplatesmoreweigh]

You’re 15? I thought you were 20.

How did nigga think I’m 20?

 

[got.daim]

Appreciate the compliment but after nearly 10 years of rotting, my social skills have been affected. However people have told me before that I was a lot more normal than they expected me to be (after meeting me irl).

real.
i've arrived in a hotel

 

[acme]

I already experienced ego death three times, when I was dropping acid. I did 400 mcg on a full stomach, last time I ever did it. I have 600 mcg stashed away but it’s been over a year so it must have been expired already.

Take it with dxm

 

[MoggerGaston]

Do not be insipid.
I did not know that you suffered childhood trauma, and my ignorance of that is evident from my original comment.
If you are being srs, and not another looksmax troll, then its evident you suffer from PTSD. If so, your 'slavic looks' are the least of your problems, so I don't know why your looks are presented as your main issues in your posts.

ive posted about my abusive parents and my childhood abuse so many times, was expecting you to know about them since you make such a detailed diagnosis of me.
My slavic looks are least of my issues, but I have more control over that than my traumatized mind, that's what I feel like.

I feel like there's nothing I can do about the trauma response I have to life, the emotional withdrawal, the anxiety. So all I can focus on is looksmaxxing, moneymaxxing, and so on.

I hope you are able to receive the help you deserve, and recover mentally and spiritually.
When I am feeling down I like to meditate (low cortisol), do red light therapy (serotonin) and drink kefir (serotonin).

there is no help, that is the issue. Problems like looks, social-life, status, are way more easily fixed than mental-health because far more people have experience with it.

ive been in the mental ward for 8 months already, also expected you to know this already, exactly for my childhood abuse trauma. Yet there is very little they can do for me there.

 

[sub6manletnozygos]

ive posted about my abusive parents and my childhood abuse so many times, was expecting you to know about them since you make such a detailed diagnosis of me.
My slavic looks are least of my issues, but I have more control over that than my traumatized mind, that's what I feel like.

I feel like there's nothing I can do about the trauma response I have to life, the emotional withdrawal, the anxiety. So all I can focus on is looksmaxxing, moneymaxxing, and so on.

That's sad.
I'd be hesitant on hinging your healing process on looksmaxxing or moneymaxxing.

Looksmaxxing (either soft and hardmaxxing) can lead to negative outcomes; I got TMJ from chewing, meibomian gland dysfunction from tretinoin and poor looks from botched surgeries is also possible.
Unexpected negative otucome from a looksmaxxing routine, may severely impact your mental health, especially if you hinge your mental health on it.

Moneymaxxing, if one is ill and lacks self-control, can lead to the hedonistic treadmill, or encourage bad behaviors.

What's probably as important, if not more important, is having hobbies that can keep your mind from dwelling on negative memories. Genuine interests should be able to sustain you into old age, and enable you, with proficiency, to innovate new ideas in, educate others and develop emotional connections with others, to achieve genuine self-actualization.

My biggest regret in life is that I never stuck with a hobby or skill, and have wasted 27 years of my life bouncing from different hobbies, without developing absolute proficiency in anything, at least to an extent that I could be proud of.

What are your hobbies?

there is no help, that is the issue. Problems like looks, social-life, status, are way more easily fixed than mental-health because far more people have experience with it.

I'm not sure about that. Most mentally ill people or depressed people I have met, do not with any consistency, have positive habits like meditating (low cortisol), regular exercise but not overdone like David Goggin's, who runs away from his demons, red light therapy (serotonin), drink kefir (serotonin), grounding barefoot on soil, regular walks in nature, and have creative outlets.

ive been in the mental ward for 8 months already, also expected you to know this already, exactly for my childhood abuse trauma. Yet there is very little they can do for me there.

I did not know that.

 

[Nazi Germany]

Beep boop, advanced robot!

My training encompassed advanced stealth piloting as Supersonic Nuclear Bomber