
fauxfox
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Anyone ever get these thoughts? The most reoccurring one for me is this:
You've lost your memories. Maybe this is some kind of test, or a punishment, or a route to the next reality. But your goal should be to escape and move onto whatever is next, time may be of the essence. You're actually not human, maybe you're some kind of being that isn't yet God and you need to go through a bunch of trials to achieve godhood. Maybe you're undergoing psychic torture and the only way to escape it is to progress through all the trials. In each trial you've lost all memories and you need to rely on your intuition/senses to escape. For example, maybe a form of escape is ending yourself. Or maybe it's a real, physical place in the world. Or maybe it's an escape that can only occur during certain conditions like worldwide nuclear war. I often have dreams of a past existence that's nothing like human life. I struggle to even describe it a few minutes after waking up, yet it feels so graphic to me as I dream. I used to be an atheist, but I'm fully convinced there's some deeper meaning in this world, but I don't think it's as simple as "God created you and you should be nice". I was possessed by a demon as a child, I wrote a story about it before on here. Supernatural entities are 100% real. There's no God vs Satan dynamic, it's far more complex.
You've lost your memories. Maybe this is some kind of test, or a punishment, or a route to the next reality. But your goal should be to escape and move onto whatever is next, time may be of the essence. You're actually not human, maybe you're some kind of being that isn't yet God and you need to go through a bunch of trials to achieve godhood. Maybe you're undergoing psychic torture and the only way to escape it is to progress through all the trials. In each trial you've lost all memories and you need to rely on your intuition/senses to escape. For example, maybe a form of escape is ending yourself. Or maybe it's a real, physical place in the world. Or maybe it's an escape that can only occur during certain conditions like worldwide nuclear war. I often have dreams of a past existence that's nothing like human life. I struggle to even describe it a few minutes after waking up, yet it feels so graphic to me as I dream. I used to be an atheist, but I'm fully convinced there's some deeper meaning in this world, but I don't think it's as simple as "God created you and you should be nice". I was possessed by a demon as a child, I wrote a story about it before on here. Supernatural entities are 100% real. There's no God vs Satan dynamic, it's far more complex.