Those who tried to kill themselves, what is it like getting to that point?

[Olympus]

What is it like, getting to rock bottom, to think about killing yourself? What happened in your life? Im curious, were you depressed for a long time in your life, a family member you were very close to pass, gf cheated? What happened.
What does it feel like to get to rock bottom?

 

[Arthos]

i saw my cousin getting fuckied by my enemy and had suicudal thought 24/7 until i attemted jumping off a bridge in my area, sadly i survived

 

[alriodai]

losing all excitement in life
the only thing good is anticipation
being giga too self aware for your own good

if you're too self aware, living is shit

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

freedom
I use to edge suicide a lot ngl