TrueGracileMed
now eurafricanid
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Truthfully I grew up ugly and fat, and despite massively improving my looks, becoming ordinarily handsome, nothing's changed. My parents even switched me to online school recently, and the loneliness that comes with it is too much to handle sometimes. I'm 17, and I'll never be able to experience the life of an ordinary high school student, ever. The earlier years have passed, as I start my last one—but alone, on my computer. It's been this way ever since i transferred junior year.
Even the few times I've had girls interested in me when in in-person, I was never able to take it anywhere. I struggled just to make friends, I would shut off conversations because I was used to no one wanting to converse with the weird fat ugly kid. No matter how much I, or most people I'd say, improve their looks, you'll still be the same insecure person inside, the one who was made fun of and glared at strangely. I'll never be able to go back and relive those years, but properly, and it really just sucks.
Even the few times I've had girls interested in me when in in-person, I was never able to take it anywhere. I struggled just to make friends, I would shut off conversations because I was used to no one wanting to converse with the weird fat ugly kid. No matter how much I, or most people I'd say, improve their looks, you'll still be the same insecure person inside, the one who was made fun of and glared at strangely. I'll never be able to go back and relive those years, but properly, and it really just sucks.
