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CLAUDE SUMMARY FOR DNR'ers (makes it sound insignificant lmao)
You wrote that your phone, doomscrolling, porn, and other people's influence are poisoning your subconscious, and you're starting a 30-day experiment of solitude, journaling, and psychology reading to observe your own thoughts, strip out that conditioning, and understand how brains actually work — including why advertising and gambling get their hooks in. Alongside that, you described feeling strange and detached lately: your vision seeming zoomed out, head movements feeling distorted, uncertainty over whether you're your thoughts or your body, and a suspicion that you might be seeing reality as it really is while everyone else runs on autopilot.
Before you read my thoughts here descend into introspection so dont stop reading because the start is obvious shit)
Ok yes this is the thought experiment i will write down every subconscious internal monologue that pops in my head for idk like 10 minutes my brain is so rotted i swear because i keep poisoning my subconscious and shit through random shit like my phone and goon and the physical reality that i observe is poisoning my brain i need to substitute this poison with something for the better my phone is having negative effects on me i will unlock my brain
In the future if i am able to fully train my subconscious to be better i can target my thoughts toward constructing my own reality because the world around you is filtered through your brain therefore if you can change how your brain perceives stuff by getting rid of stuff that you are letting it by doomscrolling and ads and other peoples influence it is your true thoughts rather than controlled thoughts and you can construct whatever you want in this world and achieve what you want
On the topic of achieving what you want, does achieving what you want even really matter as this world doesnt make sense at all why does anything exist in the first place
In these recent times i have been hyper aware of my mental thought loops like small things my brain does, e.g when i close my eyes i felt that i was generating my vision through my eye lids as a thought predictor of where stuff was when i cant see it, when i ate food i was licking my teeth and i felt like i was feeling my animalistic skull by licking my teeth and made me realise we are animals there are also really hard things to explain like the world being filtered through my brain feels off, and other weird stuff like when i move my head to look around it feels like distorted in a sense- like its hard to explain it feels weird as hell
My world through my vision feels off sometimes like this world is zoomed out. I am unsure if this is a mental problem as sometimes i think i am seeing the world for what it truly is and what it truly is is not pleasant, which poses the question would i rather see the reality for what it truly is and it is not pleasant or should i continuously brainwash myself like the majority of the population and like a life where i am a bot
On the topic of being a bot i realise 95% of people's thoughts are truly subconscious reactions simply reacting to the world around them as when you go through your day to day life no one actually thinks what they are doing they just simply show their reaction to their physical world
This thought experiment on this day has been off as i am writing my conscious thoughts rather than my subconscious thoughts so i cannot showcase the poisoning of my brain rather my real thoughts but the idea is i want to remove this brain poisoning so i am truly myself and i can understand shit better and also when i understand this better i should be able to take advantage of this understanding and be able to be hyperaware of how people act and how e.g make money as i can train the subconscious to do specific actions
On the topic of money, this is why advertisement is so effective - when you see an advertisement you always think yo this is bullshit im not gonna buy it fuck this ad bro i dont care at all like 99.5% of the time except what the purpose of the advertisement is, is to enter your subconscious thoughts so prevalently that it becomes a staple and therefore later you are going to empty your wallet as they have successfully entered your subconscious thoughts. Economics 101 is that businesses exist solely to make a profit so advertisements wouldn't exist if they were ineffective. They work through subconscious poisoning
By "subconscious" I mean the thoughts/ inner monologue specifically in your head that you have without considering or meaningfully placing them there. An experiment you can do is simply close you eyes and be hyper aware of the thoughts entering your mind. You will realise so many random bullshit thoughts will enter your brain randomly without you meaning to have them enter.
Also there are definitely ways in which the human subconscious works such as how we feel specifically the difference in distance rather than the positive effect. By this i mean how us as human feel the difference → age old saying i probably heard somewhere on tiktok (see me hearing this on tiktok is subconscious poisoning/influence) but anyways it was something like:
A man feeds you with his hands. For the first day you are incredibly grateful as you feel the difference (you were starving and this guy just saved you). Now lets say he feeds you for 3 months straight at the same time each day . Then one day he shows up with no food and doesn't feed you → you are gonna be pissed as you feel the difference and him feeding you has become the baseline. The only way you wouldn't be pissed is if you make a conscious effort to appreciate it. This is the reason why I believe specifically gambling to be so addictive as there are major differences (winning big then losing lots etc). I also believe there are also so many ways our subconscious works that I am not aware of.
The more you think about the thoughts the more it feels whack as I am unsure what i am? Am i my thoughts and i my physical body and i both, it kinda feels weird. (seems retarded but in the moment it feels haunting)
The aim of this thought experiment is for the next 30 days I will be alone in my own brain trying to understand it whilst minimising my subconscious poisoning. I will replace my “poison” with other means like reading books on phycology, journaling my thoughts and i will consciously be aware of my subconscious throughout the whole day and intercept them when my subconscious says some poison (e.g random phrases people my age say, random terms, random tiktok lookism shit, teachers telling me how to think every poison). Hopefully this will achieve the goal of understanding how my brain and others' brains work more and just bettering my brain in general. sorry that last sentence is subpar and doesnt really outline a goal and i dont know where im going with this but part of the goal is to figure out where im going.
This day 1 thought experiment has been a bit of a fail as rather than writing my subconscious thoughts i have write my conscious thoughts, so maybe ill try figure out a way of focusing on my subconscious thoughts.
I am going to the mall to buy books and notebooks today. Note: i am probably going to fail and doomscroll and goon as my subconscious is trained to do so but i will do my best to break free i promise.
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post write: Consider not saying anything off topic and if you dont give a fuck like 99% do, instead of saying "yo shut the fuck up/DNR" just dont reply and click off
You wrote that your phone, doomscrolling, porn, and other people's influence are poisoning your subconscious, and you're starting a 30-day experiment of solitude, journaling, and psychology reading to observe your own thoughts, strip out that conditioning, and understand how brains actually work — including why advertising and gambling get their hooks in. Alongside that, you described feeling strange and detached lately: your vision seeming zoomed out, head movements feeling distorted, uncertainty over whether you're your thoughts or your body, and a suspicion that you might be seeing reality as it really is while everyone else runs on autopilot.
Before you read my thoughts here descend into introspection so dont stop reading because the start is obvious shit)
Ok yes this is the thought experiment i will write down every subconscious internal monologue that pops in my head for idk like 10 minutes my brain is so rotted i swear because i keep poisoning my subconscious and shit through random shit like my phone and goon and the physical reality that i observe is poisoning my brain i need to substitute this poison with something for the better my phone is having negative effects on me i will unlock my brain
In the future if i am able to fully train my subconscious to be better i can target my thoughts toward constructing my own reality because the world around you is filtered through your brain therefore if you can change how your brain perceives stuff by getting rid of stuff that you are letting it by doomscrolling and ads and other peoples influence it is your true thoughts rather than controlled thoughts and you can construct whatever you want in this world and achieve what you want
On the topic of achieving what you want, does achieving what you want even really matter as this world doesnt make sense at all why does anything exist in the first place
In these recent times i have been hyper aware of my mental thought loops like small things my brain does, e.g when i close my eyes i felt that i was generating my vision through my eye lids as a thought predictor of where stuff was when i cant see it, when i ate food i was licking my teeth and i felt like i was feeling my animalistic skull by licking my teeth and made me realise we are animals there are also really hard things to explain like the world being filtered through my brain feels off, and other weird stuff like when i move my head to look around it feels like distorted in a sense- like its hard to explain it feels weird as hell
My world through my vision feels off sometimes like this world is zoomed out. I am unsure if this is a mental problem as sometimes i think i am seeing the world for what it truly is and what it truly is is not pleasant, which poses the question would i rather see the reality for what it truly is and it is not pleasant or should i continuously brainwash myself like the majority of the population and like a life where i am a bot
On the topic of being a bot i realise 95% of people's thoughts are truly subconscious reactions simply reacting to the world around them as when you go through your day to day life no one actually thinks what they are doing they just simply show their reaction to their physical world
This thought experiment on this day has been off as i am writing my conscious thoughts rather than my subconscious thoughts so i cannot showcase the poisoning of my brain rather my real thoughts but the idea is i want to remove this brain poisoning so i am truly myself and i can understand shit better and also when i understand this better i should be able to take advantage of this understanding and be able to be hyperaware of how people act and how e.g make money as i can train the subconscious to do specific actions
On the topic of money, this is why advertisement is so effective - when you see an advertisement you always think yo this is bullshit im not gonna buy it fuck this ad bro i dont care at all like 99.5% of the time except what the purpose of the advertisement is, is to enter your subconscious thoughts so prevalently that it becomes a staple and therefore later you are going to empty your wallet as they have successfully entered your subconscious thoughts. Economics 101 is that businesses exist solely to make a profit so advertisements wouldn't exist if they were ineffective. They work through subconscious poisoning
By "subconscious" I mean the thoughts/ inner monologue specifically in your head that you have without considering or meaningfully placing them there. An experiment you can do is simply close you eyes and be hyper aware of the thoughts entering your mind. You will realise so many random bullshit thoughts will enter your brain randomly without you meaning to have them enter.
Also there are definitely ways in which the human subconscious works such as how we feel specifically the difference in distance rather than the positive effect. By this i mean how us as human feel the difference → age old saying i probably heard somewhere on tiktok (see me hearing this on tiktok is subconscious poisoning/influence) but anyways it was something like:
A man feeds you with his hands. For the first day you are incredibly grateful as you feel the difference (you were starving and this guy just saved you). Now lets say he feeds you for 3 months straight at the same time each day . Then one day he shows up with no food and doesn't feed you → you are gonna be pissed as you feel the difference and him feeding you has become the baseline. The only way you wouldn't be pissed is if you make a conscious effort to appreciate it. This is the reason why I believe specifically gambling to be so addictive as there are major differences (winning big then losing lots etc). I also believe there are also so many ways our subconscious works that I am not aware of.
The more you think about the thoughts the more it feels whack as I am unsure what i am? Am i my thoughts and i my physical body and i both, it kinda feels weird. (seems retarded but in the moment it feels haunting)
The aim of this thought experiment is for the next 30 days I will be alone in my own brain trying to understand it whilst minimising my subconscious poisoning. I will replace my “poison” with other means like reading books on phycology, journaling my thoughts and i will consciously be aware of my subconscious throughout the whole day and intercept them when my subconscious says some poison (e.g random phrases people my age say, random terms, random tiktok lookism shit, teachers telling me how to think every poison). Hopefully this will achieve the goal of understanding how my brain and others' brains work more and just bettering my brain in general. sorry that last sentence is subpar and doesnt really outline a goal and i dont know where im going with this but part of the goal is to figure out where im going.
This day 1 thought experiment has been a bit of a fail as rather than writing my subconscious thoughts i have write my conscious thoughts, so maybe ill try figure out a way of focusing on my subconscious thoughts.
I am going to the mall to buy books and notebooks today. Note: i am probably going to fail and doomscroll and goon as my subconscious is trained to do so but i will do my best to break free i promise.
__________
post write: Consider not saying anything off topic and if you dont give a fuck like 99% do, instead of saying "yo shut the fuck up/DNR" just dont reply and click off
