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I was involved with a narcissist for 5 months ish, he declared his love at the 3 months mark but I never reciprocated his feelings because I always considered our situationship as FWB and it was too early for me in general which he responded with devaluation. I felt like he was trying very hard to pock me or trap me in drama which I responded intuitively with indifference! Because I did not know at the time that he was a Narcissist I just did not put much thought of it and I just felt that we are not on the same length wave in the relationship and told him I’m done which he responded by asking for a second chance and explained that he was just extremely busy blah blah and planed a hiking trip, which I accepted. On our way to the cottage he told me jokingly if I prefer dying the first day or the second day of our trip, Guess what happened. The second day... he took off just before the sun set and left me behind in the middle of the forest ! I could of died that day. He was extremely surprised when he found me in the cottage that night and acted extra sweet. When we finally got back to our hometown and parted our way he again texted me that he loves me and blah blah which I was again indifferent to! Then he invited me over ( I know this one is on me ... I should of dumped him and moved on but I didn’t) he was extra sweet again and when I arrived I found him with another mistress and they “trapped” me in a threesome, he knew it’s something I wanted to try but he also knows I don’t like being surprised! I guess this last meeting was yet another revenge attempt where he wanted to make me jalouse jealous!I had fun that night and really did not feel jealous on the contrary I felt pity for the other girl because at some point she felt jealous ! After this he kinda left me alone. My question is why in the bloody hell did he hates me this much ? Not reciprocating someones feelings can get him to want to kill you ? Can a narcissistic injury push a cerebral narcissistic psychopath to try to kill me just because I don’t reciprocate his fake feelings ?
just for the septics skeptics about his diagnosis he told me he was diagnosed with ASPD when he was young and he is a sadistic
just for the septics skeptics about his diagnosis he told me he was diagnosed with ASPD when he was young and he is a sadistic