Venting Threatening myself with suicide as fuel to push through school

[komaru]

Mom just yelled at me over my grades, and the truth is I am getting fucked over my grades. Now, I have come to the conclusion that I will commit suicide (I won't explain my method) if I fail this year. Also my stack to speed through work:

15mg of Adderall
500mg L-Tyrosine (morning and afternoon)
5g Creatine
25mg Vitamin B6

I've also been thinking of pinning a poster on the ceiling on top of my bed stating how urgent school really is, and how pointless life would be if I failed.
Thoughts?

 

[nobodylovesme]

 

[Surrender]

commt suicide if your gay

 

[Ahmed88]

Addy is enough nigga

 

[lnceIs]

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Me mum just yelled at me for my bad grades

 

[lnceIs]

commt suicide if your gay

you're*

 

[dbdrFanboy]

You should be more focused on post to rep ratio grey (jfl)

Gl with school

 

[komaru]

commt suicide if your gay

its not really "im depressed me die" its more of fuel. lots of people who have failed in life haven't even done the bare minimum in graduating high school, so i'm combining stimuants with this too

 

[komaru]

You should be more focused on post to rep ratio grey (jfl)
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Gl with school

10x posts than me and you're one month older than me holy rot

 

[dbdrFanboy]

10x posts than me and you're one month older than me holy rot

Same dude talking about suicide over school by the btw

 

[komaru]

Same dude talking about suicide over school by the btw

It's a good fuel method to get good grades in school since it increases my urgency

 

[komaru]

Me mum just yelled at me for my bad grades

fuel is fuel

 

[dbdrFanboy]

It's a good fuel method to get good grades in school since it increases my urgency

Fairs

 

[lnceIs]

fuel is fuel

a = a ahh nigga

 

[topology]

Mom just yelled at me over my grades, and the truth is I am getting fucked over my grades. Now, I have come to the conclusion that I will commit suicide (I won't explain my method) if I fail this year. Also my stack to speed through work:

15mg of Adderall
500mg L-Tyrosine (morning and afternoon)
5g Creatine
25mg Vitamin B6

I've also been thinking of pinning a poster on the ceiling on top of my bed stating how urgent school really is, and how pointless life would be if I failed.
Thoughts?

You're aware you could just cheat at that point, right?

 

[Lefty Rankin]

Mom just yelled at me over my grades, and the truth is I am getting fucked over my grades. Now, I have come to the conclusion that I will commit suicide (I won't explain my method) if I fail this year. Also my stack to speed through work:

15mg of Adderall
500mg L-Tyrosine (morning and afternoon)
5g Creatine
25mg Vitamin B6

I've also been thinking of pinning a poster on the ceiling on top of my bed stating how urgent school really is, and how pointless life would be if I failed.
Thoughts?

Stop it. School is not everything. School is only used to get you used to getting up early, going to a place you don't want to be at, and doing things you don't want to do 5 days a week.

It's not important.

 

[komaru]

Stop it. School is not everything. School is only used to get you used to getting up early, going to a place you don't want to be at, and doing things you don't want to do 5 days a week.

It's not important.

But a lot of guys who haven't failed life have at least graduated. Plus my parents would be disappointed if I did fail

 

[komaru]

You're aware you could just cheat at that point, right?

I can apply this method, because right now I'm prioritizing speed and getting as much work done as possible as fast as possible

 

[fraudislaw]

Stop it. School is not everything. School is only used to get you used to getting up early, going to a place you don't want to be at, and doing things you don't want to do 5 days a week.

It's not important.

yah bro ngl ascending matters more, also idk if OP is in high school or college but college matters more and regardless there’s too long a life ahead of all of us to worry about a few years we’ll get through it

 

[Lefty Rankin]

Mom just yelled at me over my grades, and the truth is I am getting fucked over my grades. Now, I have come to the conclusion that I will commit suicide (I won't explain my method) if I fail this year. Also my stack to speed through work:

15mg of Adderall
500mg L-Tyrosine (morning and afternoon)
5g Creatine
25mg Vitamin B6

I've also been thinking of pinning a poster on the ceiling on top of my bed stating how urgent school really is, and how pointless life would be if I failed.
Thoughts?

Doing good in school only means you're good at being obedient and following directions. If you care to look studies show that most CEO's and successful business owners did average or poorly in school. You don't need school to become educated in this day and age.

 

[komaru]

idk if OP is in high school or college

high school

college matters more

thats true but how am i gonna get in a decent college if im not locked in on high school ykwim

 

[stonecold trucel]

suicide is for fags

 

[komaru]

Doing good in school only means you're good at being obedient and following directions. If you care to look studies show that most CEO's and successful business owners did average or poorly in school. You don't need school to become educated in this day and age.

I'm curious, from the studies you've looked at, is that a trend that's mostly being seen from this generation or it's practically always been a thing?

 

[Lefty Rankin]

yah bro ngl ascending matters more, also idk if OP is in high school or college but college matters more and regardless there’s too long a life ahead of all of us to worry about a few years we’ll get through it

Unless you're going to become a doctor or something college is pretty useless. Sure, if you want to fill a slot as a 9-5 making someone else rich it's necessary.

 

[Lefty Rankin]

I'm curious, from the studies you've looked at, is that a trend that's mostly being seen from this generation or it's practically always been a thing?

It's always been a thing.

 

[xye]

Mom just yelled at me over my grades, and the truth is I am getting fucked over my grades. Now, I have come to the conclusion that I will commit suicide (I won't explain my method) if I fail this year. Also my stack to speed through work:

15mg of Adderall
500mg L-Tyrosine (morning and afternoon)
5g Creatine
25mg Vitamin B6

I've also been thinking of pinning a poster on the ceiling on top of my bed stating how urgent school really is, and how pointless life would be if I failed.
Thoughts?

what grade ru in

 

[komaru]

what grade ru in

10th

 

[xye]

10th

wait what why r u failing 10th

 

[xye]

wait what why r u failing 10th

or do u js have strict parents and r getting a b+

 

[komaru]

It's always been a thing.

I’ll look more into this actually, but even then the academic pressure even from my parents is too much so I at least need to put in a noticeable amount of effort

 

[komaru]

wait what why r u failing 10th

Well, I’m not, it’s just C’s but parents r still mad that I dont have A’s or B’s. I havent been locked in lately, hence, i’ll ingest prescription stimulants

 

[xye]

Well, I’m not, it’s just C’s but parents r still mad that I dont have A’s or B’s. I havent been locked in lately, hence, i’ll ingest prescription stimulants

oh ight ru like diagnosed w a disorder or smt

 

[komaru]

oh ight ru like diagnosed w a disorder or smt

Ywah I have ADHD but my parents wont let me on stims like wtaf

 

[xye]

Ywah I have ADHD but my parents wont let me on stims like wtaf

oh ight but
where ru getting ts from

 

[komaru]

oh ight but
where ru getting ts from

darknet markets. amphetamines are much more regulated than others

 

[xye]

darknet markets. amphetamines are much more regulated than others

oh ight

 

[Lefty Rankin]

I’ll look more into this actually, but even then the academic pressure even from my parents is too much so I at least need to put in a noticeable amount of effort

Yeah, but don't be thinking it's life or death.

 

[케이제이]

yes everyday in high school thought about roping so the all nighters and terrible lifestyle had no downside at the time

 

[komaru]

yes everyday in high school thought about roping so the all nighters and terrible lifestyle had no downside at the time

roping bcz of academic pressure?

 

[ase]

Mom just yelled at me over my grades, and the truth is I am getting fucked over my grades. Now, I have come to the conclusion that I will commit suicide (I won't explain my method) if I fail this year. Also my stack to speed through work:

15mg of Adderall
500mg L-Tyrosine (morning and afternoon)
5g Creatine
25mg Vitamin B6

I've also been thinking of pinning a poster on the ceiling on top of my bed stating how urgent school really is, and how pointless life would be if I failed.
Thoughts?

Bro don't do it even if everything goes wrong. Dm me if you keep struggling bhai.

 

[soapbubble]

whatever works i guess

 

[케이제이]

roping bcz of academic pressure?

yes

 

[Ch1gga]

Mom just yelled at me over my grades, and the truth is I am getting fucked over my grades. Now, I have come to the conclusion that I will commit suicide (I won't explain my method) if I fail this year. Also my stack to speed through work:

15mg of Adderall
500mg L-Tyrosine (morning and afternoon)
5g Creatine
25mg Vitamin B6

I've also been thinking of pinning a poster on the ceiling on top of my bed stating how urgent school really is, and how pointless life would be if I failed.
Thoughts?

Sounds retarded.

 

[komaru]

Sounds retarded.

what part does