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Benjibanks
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Time is running out for me. I'm almost gonna be 30 in less than two years and I've wasted a lot of time. I'm worried about my surgery efforts because I simply can't just wait for 2-3 more years for a bimax, but I also can't keep going like this. I spent so much time helping out family that I intentionally ignored doing anything to create a future for myself. I'm planning on going into a new field of work that should make a lot of money compared to what i have now but I still feel so foolish that I didn't make a stronger push for looksmaxing sooner because it's made me act like a loser around others and avoid making moves to better myself, ie because i figured they'd see my ugliness and put me back in my place by firing me if I tried to be ambitious.
