orestakis
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Ok so i wanna make this as clear as possible i dont gaf if you wanna hate on me for what am about to say ill ignore the com anyways so i started lookmaxing at around 14 am 16 rn 3 months to be 17 in the beginning i was recessed short and had long hair looking like a dc mod( 
) it was giga over i cut off my hair started gym and doing random tt lookmaxing shit at that age i also discovered gear and everything so i reach 15 i got an okay physic shit haircut but ok bones in my face worse part am 5.6 (at the time) the year goes and i feel like shit everyone is taller i feel tiny and weak and as the year continues i feel worse and when i go to summer camp i realise how much it all matters bc i then get 0 fucking hoes i get hella depressed parents are fucking stupid for giving birth to me with their ass genes and they disrespect me and keep seeking superiority over me after summer i stopped carrying bought every supplement i could magnesium zinc vitamin k2 d3 calcium i got monoxidl for my hair brows eyelashes and 4 month's later i have "acsented" am now 5.10.5 5.11 decomposed and get girls but am not satisfied my parents treat me like am 12 they found my pocket knife i carry and acted like am braindead they are pushys they said they rather get robbed than have to use such thing fucking iqlets both of them they were against supps and even protein bc they thought it was gonna kill me like i said iqlets idc about it tho i still feel uncomfortable like am not tall enough i was short all my life and still feel am considering taking low dosages of erda for a month of two perfectly eating and limiting phosporous to grow taller i want to be able to feel fearing and dominant wherever i am i am depressed being even avarage i can't handle it I've became so insecure that i can't even ask my crush out even tho i know she likes me I can't speak to girls anymore am an nd i bonesmash the fuck out of my face everyday i got open wounds in the spots looks kinda cool honestly and i wanna feel loved i can't handle being alone anymore any tips:?
) it was giga over i cut off my hair started gym and doing random tt lookmaxing shit at that age i also discovered gear and everything so i reach 15 i got an okay physic shit haircut but ok bones in my face worse part am 5.6 (at the time) the year goes and i feel like shit everyone is taller i feel tiny and weak and as the year continues i feel worse and when i go to summer camp i realise how much it all matters bc i then get 0 fucking hoes i get hella depressed parents are fucking stupid for giving birth to me with their ass genes and they disrespect me and keep seeking superiority over me after summer i stopped carrying bought every supplement i could magnesium zinc vitamin k2 d3 calcium i got monoxidl for my hair brows eyelashes and 4 month's later i have "acsented" am now 5.10.5 5.11 decomposed and get girls but am not satisfied my parents treat me like am 12 they found my pocket knife i carry and acted like am braindead they are pushys they said they rather get robbed than have to use such thing fucking iqlets both of them they were against supps and even protein bc they thought it was gonna kill me like i said iqlets idc about it tho i still feel uncomfortable like am not tall enough i was short all my life and still feel am considering taking low dosages of erda for a month of two perfectly eating and limiting phosporous to grow taller i want to be able to feel fearing and dominant wherever i am i am depressed being even avarage i can't handle it I've became so insecure that i can't even ask my crush out even tho i know she likes me I can't speak to girls anymore am an nd i bonesmash the fuck out of my face everyday i got open wounds in the spots looks kinda cool honestly and i wanna feel loved i can't handle being alone anymore any tips:?
