Tired of being autistic subhuman

[EdwardSkeletrix]

how tf do i get to make some friends?i am tired of seeing full group’s of NT’s js walking around and laughing and doing teenagers stuff.either that or perfectly balanced group of foids and jesters trying to make them laugh to fuck them like they didn’t already fuck 6-7 boys before the age of 17 fuckin sluts,i used to be a jester till 2 years ago and it fuckin got me nowhere .In elementary school i got bullied and laughed at for my recessed and boneless face but i ascended a little and started high school strong jestering around trying to create conections,”friends”tht only used me and embarrassed me ,no foids liked me and only laughed at my jokes probably bcs my croocked smile made them .i sit around and wonder what if i wasnt some 5’7 Ltn would ppl be nice to me?
I did trauma dump but i will post it since I don’t want to lose my thought

 

[butterfly401]

chad ramblings