Tired of being the good guy

[Deleted member 15164]

Fuck that. I blocked my whole family. Can't stand them. I fucking hate this life.

 

[RAITEIII]

Just use them for whatever they can provide you with and go along. Do not try to change them, that game is lost before started.

 

[Deleted member 15164]

Seriously. I got to stop feeling sorry for motherfuckers, being kind and all that bullshit. Look where it got me at 30, nowhere. My parents are fucking stupid ethnics and want me to be a fucking stupid ethnic. My mother will literally ignore my calls and let me be homeless but wants a relationship with me. It's time for me to wisen up and tell that bitch fuck her.

 

[Deleted member 15164]

Just use them for whatever they can provide you with and go along. Do not try to change them, that game is lost before started.

Right, I tried that and failed. But I no longer live with them.

 

[RAITEIII]

Right, I tried that and failed. But I no longer live with them.

So what's the problem exactly? You feel alone? Not understood? Not appreciated?

 

[Deleted member 18153]

Fuck that. I blocked my whole family. Can't stand them. I fucking hate this life.

Same. I can’t stand my family. It’s unbearable. I wish I was left alone and didn’t have to participate in this society at all.

 

[Deleted member 15164]

So what's the problem exactly? You feel alone? Not understood? Not appreciated?

I'm alone. And just so cucked it's ridiculous. It's like everything is trying to gear me towards being some stupid faggot.

 

[John124]

Seriously. I got to stop feeling sorry for motherfuckers, being kind and all that bullshit. Look where it got me at 30, nowhere. My parents are fucking stupid ethnics and want me to be a fucking stupid ethnic. My mother will literally ignore my calls and let me be homeless but wants a relationship with me. It's time for me to wisen up and tell that bitch fuck her.

Ethnics have an insane relationship with their parents tbh

My coworker told me yesterday he bought his parents a vacation to his home country for several grand and I asked if he was going and he said no because he has no money JFL

Insane to me.

 

[Deleted member 15164]

Ethnics have an insane relationship with their parents tbh

My coworker told me yesterday he bought his parents a vacation to his home country for several grand and I asked if he was going and he said no because he has no money JFL

Insane to me.

I'm at the point where I'm saying fuck mine. Why the fuck did they have me. And even my fucking bitch of a father said my life is going to be very very bad. Then I might as well kill myself. I dream everyday of killing my Father.

 

[Deleted member 15164]

Funny thing is I got subhuman genes meanwhile one of my brothers is a pro athlete.

 

[Deleted member 15164]

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[RAITEIII]

I'm alone. And just so cucked it's ridiculous. It's like everything is trying to gear me towards being some stupid faggot.

In my experience and fron reading your posts, it looks like you have a lot going on in your head.
First, face those feelings. It will hurt like hell. But face them. Acknowledge them. Accept them. Cognitively reason the reason of their existence and after then also plan a practical, achievable plan to change those things.

Having a good heart is a valuable quality to have, but do remember that such is weaponless and in this world we fight evil. So by this point, you must become strong enough to put aside your feelings, and do what it has to be done.