Tired of hating myself. Please help.

[Deleted member 119734]

I just want to give myself a chance. Auto-rejecting myself without even trying because I hate myself for being brown is absolutely destroying my self-esteem.

I'm tired of hating myself this much and having such a negative pessimistic mindset.

I'm just struggling to deal with the fact that life isn't fair and I'm angry at God/nature/my parents for bringing me into this world when I'm objectively inferior just because of how I was born.

I'm envious of white chads and how just because they were born white they have it so easy. Even mid white guys do better than good looking brown guys ffs.

How do I maintain equanimity and approach my life without feeling constantly miserable because I am brown?

How do I look in the mirror and genuinely not hate myself for not being a white guy?

Fuck man I can't keep living like this. It's genuinely so fucking depressing to hate yourself so much over something you didn't choose to be.

Anyone please give me some advice I'm begging you.

 

[LKSMAXPerson]

Just think of yourself as chad

 

[Deleted member 88030]

No empathy for fags
Kys

 

[sover]

I just want to give myself a chance. Auto-rejecting myself without even trying because I hate myself for being brown is absolutely destroying my self-esteem.

I'm tired of hating myself this much and having such a negative pessimistic mindset.

I'm just struggling to deal with the fact that life isn't fair and I'm angry at God/nature/my parents for bringing me into this world when I'm objectively inferior just because of how I was born.

I'm envious of white chads and how just because they were born white they have it so easy. Even mid white guys do better than good looking brown guys ffs.

How do I maintain equanimity and approach my life without feeling constantly miserable because I am brown?

How do I look in the mirror and genuinely not hate myself for not being a white guy?

Fuck man I can't keep living like this. It's genuinely so fucking depressing to hate yourself so much over something you didn't choose to be.

Anyone please give me some advice I'm begging you.

By understanding nothing matters white chad fucking stacies as worthy as having a shit life nothing is better or worse

 

[Jason Voorhees]

Just know that one gun change your life

 

[Jason Voorhees]

Just know that one gun change your life

@the_machinist_786 @Chadeep

 

[the_machinist_786]

Brother, this is 100% my situation from start to end of paragraph , the level I can relate to this is almost complete. Except maybe the inferiority complex has been deeply settled inside so I don't actually feel miserable and derive a sense of taste in it, by accepting. Also for me, when looking in the mirror, it's about looks, rather than not being White

I just want to give myself a chance. Auto-rejecting myself without even trying because I hate myself for being brown is absolutely destroying my self-esteem.

I'm tired of hating myself this much and having such a negative pessimistic mindset.

I'm just struggling to deal with the fact that life isn't fair and I'm angry at God/nature/my parents for bringing me into this world when I'm objectively inferior just because of how I was born.

I'm envious of white chads and how just because they were born white they have it so easy. Even mid white guys do better than good looking brown guys ffs.

How do I maintain equanimity and approach my life without feeling constantly miserable because I am brown?

How do I look in the mirror and genuinely not hate myself for not being a white guy?

Fuck man I can't keep living like this. It's genuinely so fucking depressing to hate yourself so much over something you didn't choose to be.

Anyone please give me some advice I'm begging you.

 

[the_machinist_786]

Just know that one gun change your life

OP wants to try his chance than self sabotaging any opportunity possible

 

[Jason Voorhees]

OP wants to try his chance than self sabotaging any opportunity possible

I am complete opposite. I love being the tiger that I am.

I am a fighter

I started with nothing at all. Dealt with the worst cards, Overbearing parents, shitty childhood, Terrible circumstances. I've lost count of thr number of times people have told me I am good for nothing but I'm still here because of my sheer will power and perseverance and I am proud of it.

looksmax.org

 

[Jason Voorhees]

I am complete opposite. I love being the tiger that I am.

I am a fighter

I started with nothing at all. Dealt with the worst cards, Overbearing parents, shitty childhood, Terrible circumstances. I've lost count of thr number of times people have told me I am good for nothing but I'm still here because of my sheer will power and perseverance and I am proud of it.

looksmax.org

@deadstock

 

[the_machinist_786]

I am complete opposite. I love being the tiger that I am.

I am a fighter

I started with nothing at all. Dealt with the worst cards, Overbearing parents, shitty childhood, Terrible circumstances. I've lost count of thr number of times people have told me I am good for nothing but I'm still here because of my sheer will power and perseverance and I am proud of it.

looksmax.org

Tbh I've been analysing and thinking about this "play the hand you're dealt as best as you can" mindset recently, sorta helps

 

[Jason Voorhees]

Tbh I've been analysing and thinking about this "play the hand you're dealt as best as you can" mindset recently, sorta helps

You need the tiger mindset. Like a tiger in the wild staying laser-focused on goals and objectives. Swallow the Tiger pill @Chadeep

 

[mikrofon]

I just want to give myself a chance. Auto-rejecting myself without even trying because I hate myself for being brown is absolutely destroying my self-esteem.

I'm tired of hating myself this much and having such a negative pessimistic mindset.

I'm just struggling to deal with the fact that life isn't fair and I'm angry at God/nature/my parents for bringing me into this world when I'm objectively inferior just because of how I was born.

I'm envious of white chads and how just because they were born white they have it so easy. Even mid white guys do better than good looking brown guys ffs.

How do I maintain equanimity and approach my life without feeling constantly miserable because I am brown?

How do I look in the mirror and genuinely not hate myself for not being a white guy?

Fuck man I can't keep living like this. It's genuinely so fucking depressing to hate yourself so much over something you didn't choose to be.

Anyone please give me some advice I'm begging you.

Hey what you need is God's Spirit Who will give you Peace, Dignity and Energy to Live.

 

[Deleted member 119734]

Just think of yourself as chad

Doesn't work like that because your reality will humble you. You'll just be laughed at and your results will be nothing like Chad's

 

[Deleted member 119734]

No empathy for fags
Kys

I'm not gay

 

[JeanneDArcAlter]

I am complete opposite. I love being the tiger that I am.

I am a fighter

I started with nothing at all. Dealt with the worst cards, Overbearing parents, shitty childhood, Terrible circumstances. I've lost count of thr number of times people have told me I am good for nothing but I'm still here because of my sheer will power and perseverance and I am proud of it.

looksmax.org

Mirin hard NGL

 

[Deleted member 119734]

By understanding nothing matters white chad fucking stacies as worthy as having a shit life nothing is better or worse

That just isn't true though. There isn't a god and there isn't an afterlife. This life is all we have and the quality of our experiences matter.

 

[Jason Voorhees]

Mirin hard NGL

I don't ask for anyone's approval or anyone to even notice the efforts I put but when someone does it is always makes me happy.

 

[Deleted member 119734]

Just know that one gun change your life

I'm in the UK loll or else I would've shot myself in the head a long time ago for being Indian.

 

[sover]

That just isn't true though. There isn't a god and there isn't an afterlife. This life is all we have and the quality of our experiences matter.

dgaf too lazy to respond

 

[Deleted member 119734]

Brother, this is 100% my situation from start to end of paragraph , the level I can relate to this is almost complete. Except maybe the inferiority complex has been deeply settled inside so I don't actually feel miserable and derive a sense of taste in it, by accepting. Also for me, when looking in the mirror, it's about looks, rather than not being White

Obviously there are ugly white guys lol. It's about looks and being white. Being white is part of your looks.

 

[Deleted member 119734]

Tbh I've been analysing and thinking about this "play the hand you're dealt as best as you can" mindset recently, sorta helps

True but it's hard not to feel miserable if you've been dealt a shit hand, which I have since I've had the misfortune of being a brown Indian.

 

[Deleted member 119734]

You need the tiger mindset. Like a tiger in the wild staying laser-focused on goals and objectives. Swallow the Tiger pill @Chadeep

How to maintain this focused mindset when faced with negative thoughts?

 

[Deleted member 119734]

Hey what you need is God's Spirit Who will give you Peace, Dignity and Energy to Live.

I hate God for making me this way. That fucking bastard has made extremely handsome 6'4 white chads with blue eyes and brown fluffy hair with a jawline sharp enough to crush diamonds, and yet he made me - a 5'9 light brown British Indian shitskin sewage monster subhuman.

 

[Deleted member 119734]

dgaf too lazy to respond

fuck off this thread then

 

[sover]

fuck off this thread then

Worthless sewage talks to me haha cockroach

 

[Deleted member 119734]

Worthless sewage talks to me haha cockroach

Pleb

 

[Jason Voorhees]

How to maintain this focused mindset when faced with negative thoughts?

God gave Indians and brown people for example with a vibrant culture and unwavering family values. Most white people place no significance on family and never stick together whereas ethnics always roam around in groups. When you attack someone, the entire neighbourhood comes to your defence. If you are born into a brown household, your parents will raise you with high values rather than a maid or carer. You typically enjoy a happy childhood without experiencing abuse or sadness. Even the most ugly brown guys eventually get married and have 5+ children, so you never feel left out. Divorce rates are also extremely low. While most white guys turn into incels, their family kicks them out the second they turn 18, they get divorce raped, cheated on and hated by the left wing constantly and have to witness their own people becoming a minority in their own countries. They have the highest depression rates, highest suicide rates. @the_machinist_786 @TheBiggestIncelEver

 

[Jason Voorhees]

God gave Indians and brown people for example with a vibrant culture and unwavering family values. Most white people place no significance on family and never stick together whereas ethnics always roam around in groups. When you attack someone, the entire neighbourhood comes to your defence. If you are born into a brown household, your parents will raise you with high values rather than a maid or carer. You typically enjoy a happy childhood without experiencing abuse or sadness. Even the most ugly brown guys eventually get married and have 5+ children, so you never feel left out. Divorce rates are also extremely low. While most white guys turn into incels, their family kicks them out the second they turn 18, they get divorce raped, cheated on and hated by the left wing constantly and have to witness their own people becoming a minority in their own countries. They have the highest depression rates, highest suicide rates. @the_machinist_786 @TheBiggestIncelEver

@Chadeep @JohnBaza

 

[Deleted member 119734]

God gave Indians and brown people for example with a vibrant culture and unwavering family values. Most white people place no significance on family and never stick together whereas ethnics always roam around in groups. When you attack someone, the entire neighbourhood comes to your defence. If you are born into a brown household, your parents will raise you with high values rather than a maid or carer. You typically enjoy a happy childhood without experiencing abuse or sadness. Even the most ugly brown guys eventually get married and have 5+ children, so you never feel left out. Divorce rates are also extremely low. While most white guys turn into incels, their family kicks them out the second they turn 18, they get divorce raped, cheated on and hated by the left wing constantly and have to witness their own people becoming a minority in their own countries. They have the highest depression rates, highest suicide rates. @the_machinist_786 @TheBiggestIncelEver

The thing is I'm desperately trying to escape my heritage and would never in a million years admit to anyone I'm Indian. I'm fortunate to be able to pass as less subhuman ethnicities like med/turkish/algerian. I can get away with telling people I'm half white half brown (I can lie and say my mum is white and my dad is a brown guy) to appear less subhuman.

So I'm essentially buying into the lie and deluding myself so much it will become normal for me to believe I'm a half white half med/moroccan/algerian guy.

 

[Jason Voorhees]

The thing is I'm desperately trying to escape my heritage and would never in a million years admit to anyone I'm Indian. I'm fortunate to be able to pass as less subhuman ethnicities like med/turkish/algerian. I can get away with telling people I'm half white half brown (I can lie and say my mum is white and my dad is a brown guy) to appear less subhuman.

So I'm essentially buying into the lie and deluding myself so much it will become normal for me to believe I'm a half white half med/moroccan/algerian guy.

Yea thats the reason. Men aren't ashamed of who they are. That is something that women do. They are the ones that try to fit the society's standards and try to mirror the preferences to please unknowns. Only men can be unapologetic of who they are. They are ones that do not care for others validation. Men don't care about what others think of him, they do what they want to do and they don't ask for anyone's approval

 

[the_machinist_786]

How long have you been in this self hating mindset OP, also what caused the major role in developing this mindset

 

[whotthehell]

You can’t change it so it doesn’t make sense to focus on it, you have to maximise your stats what you are given, be right place right time with what you got

 

[faustianspirit]

just dont care. its that easy

 

[Deleted member 119734]

How long have you been in this self hating mindset OP, also what caused the major role in developing this mindset

About 6 years. Social media hasn't helped and just seeing irl preferences of white women going for chads.

 

[Deleted member 119734]

God gave Indians and brown people for example with a vibrant culture and unwavering family values. Most white people place no significance on family and never stick together whereas ethnics always roam around in groups. When you attack someone, the entire neighbourhood comes to your defence. If you are born into a brown household, your parents will raise you with high values rather than a maid or carer. You typically enjoy a happy childhood without experiencing abuse or sadness. Even the most ugly brown guys eventually get married and have 5+ children, so you never feel left out. Divorce rates are also extremely low. While most white guys turn into incels, their family kicks them out the second they turn 18, they get divorce raped, cheated on and hated by the left wing constantly and have to witness their own people becoming a minority in their own countries. They have the highest depression rates, highest suicide rates. @the_machinist_786 @TheBiggestIncelEver

I honestly needed this thanks man.

 

[incel-at-heart]

watch more BBC porn it'll surely improve your life

 

[Deleted member 119734]

watch more BBC porn it'll surely improve your life

I've stopped watching porn. Just focused on self-improvement.

 

[tall0ner]

I just want to give myself a chance. Auto-rejecting myself without even trying because I hate myself for being brown is absolutely destroying my self-esteem.

I'm tired of hating myself this much and having such a negative pessimistic mindset.

I'm just struggling to deal with the fact that life isn't fair and I'm angry at God/nature/my parents for bringing me into this world when I'm objectively inferior just because of how I was born.

I'm envious of white chads and how just because they were born white they have it so easy. Even mid white guys do better than good looking brown guys ffs.

How do I maintain equanimity and approach my life without feeling constantly miserable because I am brown?

How do I look in the mirror and genuinely not hate myself for not being a white guy?

Fuck man I can't keep living like this. It's genuinely so fucking depressing to hate yourself so much over something you didn't choose to be.

Anyone please give me some advice I'm begging you.

drop age height and rating

 

[incel-at-heart]

I've stopped watching porn. Just focused on self-improvement.

you're a 5'9" Indian in the West, any self improvement other than reincarnation or geomaxxing to the 3rd world with Western money is pure copium

 

[Deleted member 119734]

you're a 5'9" Indian in the West, any self improvement other than reincarnation is pure copium

I'm light brown and don't look Indian. I can larp as med/algerian and after skin bleaching I can larp as half white half med. I already get mid women, I just don't get the super hot ones.

 

[tall0ner]

I'm light brown and don't look Indian. I can larp as med/algerian and after skin bleaching I can larp as half white half med. I already get mid women, I just don't get the super hot ones.

you’re fucking retarded if you do all this shit. you just need to be 6/10 looks wise and NT (emphasis on this) to get with brown girls. They care more about that than height. I’m 6ft 5 indian in west and not rly nt and social and have 0 gf or friends at all

 

[Deleted member 119734]

you’re fucking retarded if you do all this shit. you just need to be 6/10 looks wise and NT (emphasis on this) to get with brown girls. They care more about that than height. I’m 6ft 5 indian in west and not rly nt and social and have 0 gf or friends at all

How slow are you? I would never date a non-white woman. I've made this clear many times before. Hot white women only.

 

[tall0ner]

How slow are you? I would never date a non-white woman. I've made this clear many times before. Hot white women only.

you’re a faggot then, keep dreaming buddy you can’t have everything

 

[Deleted member 119734]

you’re a faggot then, keep dreaming buddy you can’t have everything

I could easily get an attractive white woman to settle for me after she's been ran through when I'm rich, even better looking, and high status. I obviously can't compete with white chads for casual sex from hot white women but I can be the guy they settle down with because I can self-improve to the point where she can overlook my race.

 

[tall0ner]

I could easily get an attractive white woman to settle for me after she's been ran through when I'm rich, even better looking, and high status. I obviously can't compete with white chads for casual sex from hot white women but I can be the guy they settle down with because I can self-improve to the point where she can overlook my race.

why do you want a white woman

 

[Deleted member 119734]

why do you want a white woman

They are superior

 

[tall0ner]

They are superior

You need a lobotomy