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faggotchadlite
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guys , i seriously dont know what to do , i just feel helpless
idk why do u bitches value hookups and slaying stuff so much cause despite having them i yet feel like utter shit , its just that i dont have any friends and i cant make any
thats all i want , some good friendships and its almost impossible , almost everyone hates me , bitches ghost me after hooking up for a few times
i never had a person that genuinely cared , theyre only here cause they want something from me like they wanna have fun or just cause i look good
no one at all truly likes me , no one genuinely cares about me , every damn time i feel close to someone and open up to them and trust them , they just betray me and break our friendship
there have been a lot of times where i didnt even know what did i ever do to this person , why the heck would they be so rude to me
i see everyone around me having someone , mom has dad , people from my school have good non toxic friend circles , heck even ugly subhumans i see in the mall arent alone and they all look happy
i desperately want some friends , someone who likes and cares , but at the same time im tired of all of this
at this point ive started hugging pillows and talking to them , i even have names for them . im pretty sure they would care about me if they were real
speaking of care , its hard to do anything when u get attached to someone and they just leave you , its like ur powerless , u cant stop them , u cant let go cause ur scared of belong alone and you cant even hurt them back cause they dont care about you , now i could hurt them real good one day , in a physical but even more painful when im done with most my stuff , but for now i cant do shit , i know that and they know that . idk why am i so scared of having no one despite actually having no one , i just delude myself thinking "these people are my friends " until they arent and then i have to find someone else and delude myself again .
idk why do u bitches value hookups and slaying stuff so much cause despite having them i yet feel like utter shit , its just that i dont have any friends and i cant make any
thats all i want , some good friendships and its almost impossible , almost everyone hates me , bitches ghost me after hooking up for a few times
i never had a person that genuinely cared , theyre only here cause they want something from me like they wanna have fun or just cause i look good
no one at all truly likes me , no one genuinely cares about me , every damn time i feel close to someone and open up to them and trust them , they just betray me and break our friendship
there have been a lot of times where i didnt even know what did i ever do to this person , why the heck would they be so rude to me
i see everyone around me having someone , mom has dad , people from my school have good non toxic friend circles , heck even ugly subhumans i see in the mall arent alone and they all look happy
i desperately want some friends , someone who likes and cares , but at the same time im tired of all of this
at this point ive started hugging pillows and talking to them , i even have names for them . im pretty sure they would care about me if they were real
speaking of care , its hard to do anything when u get attached to someone and they just leave you , its like ur powerless , u cant stop them , u cant let go cause ur scared of belong alone and you cant even hurt them back cause they dont care about you , now i could hurt them real good one day , in a physical but even more painful when im done with most my stuff , but for now i cant do shit , i know that and they know that . idk why am i so scared of having no one despite actually having no one , i just delude myself thinking "these people are my friends " until they arent and then i have to find someone else and delude myself again .
