KG4
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i used to be sociable and like talking to people,
but i did a lot of embrassaing stuff in my early development years and got socialy rejected,
i got isolated a lot,
i had 0 friends and people didnt like me at all, its not even that they didnt like me,
i was just invisible, the isolation got so bad, that i started stuttering bad, really bad,
still trying to fix it to this day.
When i was younger i couldnt imagine stuttering but yet i expierenced not being to say 1 sentence normally,
the people i call my friends now are the ones that completly ignored me and treated me as a side character,
now i can speak to people, not even stuttering i can pick some stuff to talk about but still i dont know fully how to talk to them,
but aside from that i dont talk to anyone to ''talk''
but rather to not stand out or increase my social status,
its not like that i dont care about people,
but more of a fact that today's good ''personality'' is
based on how much you can entertain someone.
and after all, when you got exposed to such cruelty u start to
see how people operate and how artificial everything is
how much we still hold to social hierarchy
but i did a lot of embrassaing stuff in my early development years and got socialy rejected,
i got isolated a lot,
i had 0 friends and people didnt like me at all, its not even that they didnt like me,
i was just invisible, the isolation got so bad, that i started stuttering bad, really bad,
still trying to fix it to this day.
When i was younger i couldnt imagine stuttering but yet i expierenced not being to say 1 sentence normally,
the people i call my friends now are the ones that completly ignored me and treated me as a side character,
now i can speak to people, not even stuttering i can pick some stuff to talk about but still i dont know fully how to talk to them,
but aside from that i dont talk to anyone to ''talk''
but rather to not stand out or increase my social status,
its not like that i dont care about people,
but more of a fact that today's good ''personality'' is
based on how much you can entertain someone.
and after all, when you got exposed to such cruelty u start to
see how people operate and how artificial everything is
how much we still hold to social hierarchy