le_paria_social
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Today I asked my dad to hug me.
I feel so disgusted and terrified with everything in my life. No matter where I go, this sense of disgust will follow.
This disgust is a particular feeling: everytime I look at the beautiful things around me, they see me, but I dont see me them back; I cant appreciate nice things.
I don't live my life. I don't remember there ever being a moment where I felt truly happy except for 6 years ago.
I hate watching movies, series, the olympics... everything is a reminder im not living up to my potential, nor do I have the will to.
All I can do is meaningless distracting shit.
What will there ever be for us all?

May God have mercy on us all
anyways niggas enjoy it while you still can
I feel so disgusted and terrified with everything in my life. No matter where I go, this sense of disgust will follow.
This disgust is a particular feeling: everytime I look at the beautiful things around me, they see me, but I dont see me them back; I cant appreciate nice things.
I don't live my life. I don't remember there ever being a moment where I felt truly happy except for 6 years ago.
I hate watching movies, series, the olympics... everything is a reminder im not living up to my potential, nor do I have the will to.
All I can do is meaningless distracting shit.
What will there ever be for us all?
May God have mercy on us all
anyways niggas enjoy it while you still can
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