Today I realised something

[PsychoDsk]

Life is all about family and spending time with relatives. Nothing comes close to a real blood bond. Being bonded through birth and death

I just spent the whole day with my entire family on my dad’s side. My father’s still a piece of shit but I realised he’s trying to be better and is an actual human being to some degree.

We met up in the morning, went to a theme park for the day and at night when we were out to a restaurant he proposed to my stepmom.

One of the best days I’ve had in a while. It’s been years since I’ve spent more than a few hours with my brothers and sisters, I’ve been caught up in my own loop of constant stress and distractions only to realise today, I would give my entire life for my brothers and sisters.
Some of them really annoy the fuck out of me but I’d hate for them to be unhappy which means something.

I really love my little sister to death, there’s not a line in the world I genuinely wouldn’t cross for her except buying her robux

Focussing on yourself is fun but what’s the point if u can’t share with the people u love. I used to think I needed to prove people wrong but in the end, I just want the people around me fed and happy. ‘Yea bro, just get rich and wear Richard Mille bro’
Nah I want to see the smile on my baby sister’s face when I buy her a stupid plushy from the themepark

We’ve booked a trip to Prague aswell in 2 weeks and I’m genuinely looking forward to it. Family is THE most important thing to me and a lot of the times that gets lost in translation.

I can still remember when I was little and no one got along. Fights constantly, my nigga brother pissing me off and throwing his controller through my screen for no reason (multiple fucking times), my big sister bullying me for god knows what reason, my little sister wanting ALL the attention and having extreme adhd to the point I died upon impact.

Now most of us are grown up, each with our own miserable little life but I’ve come to realise life is less miserable if spent together

Good day
But then again, would today really be that special if we actually spend more time together?

Idk but it was fun and I’m starting to accept my dad for who he is because in the end, I’m literally just a copy of him and his psychotic tendencies. Which is progress

 

[Sceptical]

this fills me with envy and hopelessness...

 

[PsychoDsk]

this fills me with envy and hopeless...

Why saar?
Your family doesn’t get along?

 

[Sceptical]

Why saar?
Your family doesn’t get along?

im deprived of human connection

 

[PsychoDsk]

im deprived of human connection

It gets better bro
I was basically alone with my mom from 9yrs old until about 16. Didn’t speak to anyone and constantly turned down any invite from that side of the family until I decided to give it a chance again.
You have to open yourself up to new connections tbh, closing yourself off from society doesn’t do you any good

 

[Sceptical]

It gets better bro
I was basically alone with my mom from 9yrs old until about 16. Didn’t speak to anyone and constantly turned down any invite from that side of the family until I decided to give it a chance again.
You have to open yourself up to new connections tbh, closing yourself off from society doesn’t do you any good

there's no hope for a societal burden like me

 

[User28823]

the problem is im autistic and antisocial so even though i love my family and dont want them to die i also find "spending time" with them is cringe and i dont like showing affection

 

[Luquier]

Socialising with friends is more important.

 

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Life is all about family and spending time with relatives. Nothing comes close to a real blood bond. Being bonded through birth and death

I just spent the whole day with my entire family on my dad’s side. My father’s still a piece of shit but I realised he’s trying to be better and is an actual human being to some degree.

We met up in the morning, went to a theme park for the day and at night when we were out to a restaurant he proposed to my stepmom.

One of the best days I’ve had in a while. It’s been years since I’ve spent more than a few hours with my brothers and sisters, I’ve been caught up in my own loop of constant stress and distractions only to realise today, I would give my entire life for my brothers and sisters.
Some of them really annoy the fuck out of me but I’d hate for them to be unhappy which means something.

I really love my little sister to death, there’s not a line in the world I genuinely wouldn’t cross for her except buying her robux

Focussing on yourself is fun but what’s the point if u can’t share with the people u love. I used to think I needed to prove people wrong but in the end, I just want the people around me fed and happy. ‘Yea bro, just get rich and wear Richard Mille bro’
Nah I want to see the smile on my baby sister’s face when I buy her a stupid plushy from the themepark

We’ve booked a trip to Prague aswell in 2 weeks and I’m genuinely looking forward to it. Family is THE most important thing to me and a lot of the times that gets lost in translation.

I can still remember when I was little and no one got along. Fights constantly, my nigga brother pissing me off and throwing his controller through my screen for no reason (multiple fucking times), my big sister bullying me for god knows what reason, my little sister wanting ALL the attention and having extreme adhd to the point I died upon impact.

Now most of us are grown up, each with our own miserable little life but I’ve come to realise life is less miserable if spent together

Good day
But then again, would today really be that special if we actually spend more time together?

Idk but it was fun and I’m starting to accept my dad for who he is because in the end, I’m literally just a copy of him and his psychotic tendencies. Which is progress

nothing comes close to when you nut inside stacy and wait there for a minute enjoying it

then you open your eyes and wake up from bed and realize it was all just a dream

 

[PsychoDsk]

the problem is im autistic and antisocial so even though i love my family and dont want them to die i also find "spending time" with them is cringe and i dont like showing affection

You’re around your family a lot?

Maybe my day was just fun because it’s been a long time since we connected which is why it felt different. Usually I’m the same way, especially with my mom because I see her day in day out

 

[User28823]

You’re around your family a lot?

Maybe my day was just fun because it’s been a long time since we connected which is why it felt different. Usually I’m the same way, especially with my mom because I see her day in day out

not anymore, only during holidays

 

[noahwillascend]

Life is all about family and spending time with relatives. Nothing comes close to a real blood bond. Being bonded through birth and death

I just spent the whole day with my entire family on my dad’s side. My father’s still a piece of shit but I realised he’s trying to be better and is an actual human being to some degree.

We met up in the morning, went to a theme park for the day and at night when we were out to a restaurant he proposed to my stepmom.

One of the best days I’ve had in a while. It’s been years since I’ve spent more than a few hours with my brothers and sisters, I’ve been caught up in my own loop of constant stress and distractions only to realise today, I would give my entire life for my brothers and sisters.
Some of them really annoy the fuck out of me but I’d hate for them to be unhappy which means something.

I really love my little sister to death, there’s not a line in the world I genuinely wouldn’t cross for her except buying her robux

Focussing on yourself is fun but what’s the point if u can’t share with the people u love. I used to think I needed to prove people wrong but in the end, I just want the people around me fed and happy. ‘Yea bro, just get rich and wear Richard Mille bro’
Nah I want to see the smile on my baby sister’s face when I buy her a stupid plushy from the themepark

We’ve booked a trip to Prague aswell in 2 weeks and I’m genuinely looking forward to it. Family is THE most important thing to me and a lot of the times that gets lost in translation.

I can still remember when I was little and no one got along. Fights constantly, my nigga brother pissing me off and throwing his controller through my screen for no reason (multiple fucking times), my big sister bullying me for god knows what reason, my little sister wanting ALL the attention and having extreme adhd to the point I died upon impact.

Now most of us are grown up, each with our own miserable little life but I’ve come to realise life is less miserable if spent together

Good day
But then again, would today really be that special if we actually spend more time together?

Idk but it was fun and I’m starting to accept my dad for who he is because in the end, I’m literally just a copy of him and his psychotic tendencies. Which is progress

im glad you have a good family connection, better than some of us

 

[kahi]

Life is all about family and spending time with relatives. Nothing comes close to a real blood bond. Being bonded through birth and death

I just spent the whole day with my entire family on my dad’s side. My father’s still a piece of shit but I realised he’s trying to be better and is an actual human being to some degree.

We met up in the morning, went to a theme park for the day and at night when we were out to a restaurant he proposed to my stepmom.

One of the best days I’ve had in a while. It’s been years since I’ve spent more than a few hours with my brothers and sisters, I’ve been caught up in my own loop of constant stress and distractions only to realise today, I would give my entire life for my brothers and sisters.
Some of them really annoy the fuck out of me but I’d hate for them to be unhappy which means something.

I really love my little sister to death, there’s not a line in the world I genuinely wouldn’t cross for her except buying her robux

Focussing on yourself is fun but what’s the point if u can’t share with the people u love. I used to think I needed to prove people wrong but in the end, I just want the people around me fed and happy. ‘Yea bro, just get rich and wear Richard Mille bro’
Nah I want to see the smile on my baby sister’s face when I buy her a stupid plushy from the themepark

We’ve booked a trip to Prague aswell in 2 weeks and I’m genuinely looking forward to it. Family is THE most important thing to me and a lot of the times that gets lost in translation.

I can still remember when I was little and no one got along. Fights constantly, my nigga brother pissing me off and throwing his controller through my screen for no reason (multiple fucking times), my big sister bullying me for god knows what reason, my little sister wanting ALL the attention and having extreme adhd to the point I died upon impact.

Now most of us are grown up, each with our own miserable little life but I’ve come to realise life is less miserable if spent together

Good day
But then again, would today really be that special if we actually spend more time together?

Idk but it was fun and I’m starting to accept my dad for who he is because in the end, I’m literally just a copy of him and his psychotic tendencies. Which is progress

I agree and beautiful thread