Today is a terrible day

[Bewusst]

I can hardly breathe, my diaphragm and other muscles feel extremely stiff and crampy and my vision is blurry again. I absolutely hate living with iatrogenic botulism and the summer is taking an additional toll on my health. Been sick for over six months with no end in sight

 

[ProAcktiv]

Bewusst and the Botox Chronicles

 

[Deleted member 1476]

bro have you invested in some fans or portable air conditioning

 

[Bewusst]

Bewusst and the Botox Chronicles

a never ending story

I should write a book unironically

 

[Bewusst]

bro have you invested in some fans or portable air conditioning

It's not that hot today thankfully, the next few days are supposed to be cooler and rainy. I'm not a fan of fans though (lol), blowing all kinds of dust particles into your airways, especially with the construction site in front of the window

 

[RetardSubhuman]

Rip

 

[Growth Plate]

 

[Bewusst]

Fucking paralyzed diaphragm. It just doesn't want to work. Every breath is a ton of effort

 

[ThatDjangoWalk]

Fucking paralyzed diaphragm. It just doesn't want to work. Every breath is a ton of effort

Be strong man, keep with it 100%, eventually it will improve

 

[Bewusst]

Be strong man, keep with it 100%, eventually it will improve

It's been half a year and I'm still short of breath. Instead of improving, it's gotten a lot worse in the last couple of days. It's completely limp

 

[Deleted member 2632]

Go to the doctor

 

[Peachy]

inject heroin

 

[Bewusst]

Go to the doctor

Don't you think I already did, months ago? They didn't take me serious at all, blamed it on bad posture and gave me painkillers. Nothing can be done here unless I have complete respiratory failure (can't breathe on my own anymore + measureable hypoxia/hypercapnia). Cosmetic botulism is invisible to 99.9% of medical doctors, even when you bring it up, they won't believe you