Today was extremely brutal

[BWC_virgin]

I was hanging out with my cousin today he has a cute virgin girlfriend and they were so cute together it was also a very good day and I sorta relived my high school days of sports and all my friends,

Then ofc I remember I never had that in high school, I was a winner and girls liked me I got constant iois but I never touched a girl till I was like 18 fucking Jew lib culture is rampant in my town and all the girls are hoes and everyone tells you “not to be creepy” and shit acting like ever man is a rapist, lowk cucked culture that rewards antisocial manipulative men. Even the girls that did like me in school I eventually learned where mentally fucked up hoes which kind of crushed me when I realized even if I had a relationship it was likely to be a bad one, with a girl who first got railed in middle school.

Contrast that to my cousins high school literally all the girls are blonde hair blue eyed and I legit saw a Stacy and I mean STACY maybe even gigastacy she was 10x more attractive than any girl I ever seen at my uni. Conservative area his girlfriend is legitimately innocent, along with most girls there.

Last hot girl I hung out with at uni I might have got with but she was fucked up too. Also not even as good looking as half the girls there the top 5% there are hotter than any girl I see in a week at my uni

Did I mention ALLL WHITE like probably saw 5 nonwhite people out of 200

Suifuel also going to looksmax very hard if I become like chadlite I will be able to probably get a nice girl.

So fucked how different the ratio is at my uni compared to my cousins school,

also race mixing should be illegal

I need to looksmaxx and moneymaxx also and move somewhere where I can find a tall white country girl I’m lowk going to kill myself

Today was great but it showed me what I’m missing out on and now I am ready to acheave my goals or die trying

Never stop looksmaxxing it’s never enough

 

[superpsycho]

also race mixing should be illegal

agreed

 

[superpsycho]

brutal…

 

[vevcred2_0]

Pretty sad day for me too

 

[BWC_virgin]

I don’t know but I fear maybe it will never be enough for me and this pain will never leave my soul

Possibly just emotional trauma I will carry forever

that thirst fear of missing out that that I will never quench

Worst thing is I know that if I did have that when I was younger it wouldn’t be a big deal to me and wouldn’t be as good as I imagine

But becouse I never did I will forever wonder

 

[BWC_virgin]

Pretty sad day for me too

What happened

 

[vevcred2_0]

What happened

Nothing really, just been in my head the whole day thinking negative shit

 

[BWC_virgin]

Nothing really, just been in my head the whole day thinking negative shit

Yeah

I’m going gym now my goal is to get shredded as fuck at least then I’ll be lean it’s something to do

 

[vevcred2_0]

Yeah

I’m going gym now my goal is to get shredded as fuck at least then I’ll be lean it’s something to do

I'm starting the gym towards the end of next month, i'm already skinny as shit so it's gonna take me forever to see results which is kinda demotivating me

 

[BWC_virgin]

Literally all the girls have this side profile

Or better

Al insane pheno like a tier pheno

Idk if there is a better pheno

 

[BWC_virgin]

I'm starting the gym towards the end of next month, i'm already skinny as shit so it's gonna take me forever to see results which is kinda demotivating me

Idk it’s long term thing

Once you start getting results it’s good tho

 

[vevcred2_0]

Idk it’s long term thing

Once you start getting results it’s good tho

Yeah, I can't start yet because i'm busy doing other sports, but at the end of the month when everything is done i'm gonna force myself to start

 

[BWC_virgin]

Yeah, I can't start yet because i'm busy doing other sports, but at the end of the month when everything is done i'm gonna force myself to start

Yurr it’s lifefuel for me cuz I have good frame I already look aesthetic even after not training for like a year, everyone guesses my weight as like 170 even tho I’m like 155lb skinny fuck

If I actually get lean and gain a little muscle i will have insane body

Once I find a way to gain 4 inches of height I would legit be Chad level from the neck down guarenteed

Now that I have some autonomy from my parents I’m going to try some more complex and advanced looksmaxxing strategies

 

[deyus]

I don’t know but I fear maybe it will never be enough for me and this pain will never leave my soul

Possibly just emotional trauma I will carry forever

that thirst fear of missing out that that I will never quench

Worst thing is I know that if I did have that when I was younger it wouldn’t be a big deal to me and wouldn’t be as good as I imagine

But becouse I never did I will forever wonder

Holy we are alike yet different, it’s actually over for my 5’5’ ethnic Ltn ass and I haven’t even been to uni