Today was the first day I've truly contemplated suicide in a few months

[Wildlife]

My mum was crying about how me and my sister don't help around the house and I realized I will spend the rest of my life doing mundane tasks. I also thought about all the responsibilities that I wouldn't have to deal with if I "moved on".

I'm gonna stick around because I love to make music but nothing other than that really makes me happy. I have almost no friends that hang out with me outside of school, I get mildly bullied and I'm genuinely so ugly.

I feel like I wrote a suicide note when I was twelve years old so I may look for it in my google docs because I'm curious what I may have wrote.

Really I'm scared that if I do commit and fail I'll get sent to therapy.

Tldr; I thought about suicide but I'm a pussy and I like music

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

Why post it here, nobody cares about you here. At most they only care about the fake "@Wildlife" persona you created

 

[HundredManSlayer]

im sorry about that bro

today been rough for me too

 

[Wildlife]

Why post it here, nobody cares about you here. At most they only care about the fake "@Wildlife" persona you created

No friends to send it to and I don't want to leave it in my notes app. Hopefully people who are feeling like me will know they're not alone.

 

[Wildlife]

im sorry about that bro

today been rough for me too

We might get better

 

[HundredManSlayer]

We might get better

aye we might

 

[Surrender]

What keeps me going is knowing the effect it will have on my family. I cant put that burden on them

 

[Wildlife]

What keeps me going is knowing the effect it will have on my family. I cant put that burden on them

That's true, I saw a true crime video today where a guy killed his whole family because he knew they wouldn't be able to deal with it if he killed himself. His intentions seemed pure but it was insane to me that he thought that was the righteous course of action.

 

[Scandicel]

My mum was crying about how me and my sister don't help around the house and I realized I will spend the rest of my life doing mundane tasks. I also thought about all the responsibilities that I wouldn't have to deal with if I "moved on".

I'm gonna stick around because I love to make music but nothing other than that really makes me happy. I have almost no friends that hang out with me outside of school, I get mildly bullied and I'm genuinely so ugly.

I feel like I wrote a suicide note when I was twelve years old so I may look for it in my google docs because I'm curious what I may have wrote.

Really I'm scared that if I do commit and fail I'll get sent to therapy.

Tldr; I thought about suicide but I'm a pussy and I like music

Ur not even ugly brah.

Its fine, just chill out, this anxious feeling goes away...

 

[Ergogenic]

My mum was crying about how me and my sister don't help around the house and I realized I will spend the rest of my life doing mundane tasks. I also thought about all the responsibilities that I wouldn't have to deal with if I "moved on".

I'm gonna stick around because I love to make music but nothing other than that really makes me happy. I have almost no friends that hang out with me outside of school, I get mildly bullied and I'm genuinely so ugly.

I feel like I wrote a suicide note when I was twelve years old so I may look for it in my google docs because I'm curious what I may have wrote.

Really I'm scared that if I do commit and fail I'll get sent to therapy.

Tldr; I thought about suicide but I'm a pussy and I like music

Do not kill yourself. You have to respect your (I assume good) parents and help them.

If you do not want to live that life, you have to move out.

 

[Wildlife]

Ur not even ugly brah.

Its fine, just chill out, this anxious feeling goes away...

It's not even about looks that much, I just generally don't really want to thug this out. I've felt this way since I was a child but I've pushed though It and I probably will keep pushing through. Nothing ever happens after all.

 

[Toad]

That's because you're obviously intellectually incurious. Nothing interests you. You want to give up on life because you lack foresight and have no interest in the future. You're a simple minded person and the only thing you care about is yourself

 

[Wildlife]

Do not kill yourself. You have to respect your (I assume good) parents and help them.

If you do not want to live that life, you have to move out.

I will move out at some point hopefully but the idea that I will spend the rest of my life doing random mundane tasks just for the occasional fun moments doesn't seem like a good pay off. If there is nothing there can be no good or bad.

 

[lurker14]

My mum was crying about how me and my sister don't help around the house and I realized I will spend the rest of my life doing mundane tasks. I also thought about all the responsibilities that I wouldn't have to deal with if I "moved on".

I'm gonna stick around because I love to make music but nothing other than that really makes me happy. I have almost no friends that hang out with me outside of school, I get mildly bullied and I'm genuinely so ugly.

I feel like I wrote a suicide note when I was twelve years old so I may look for it in my google docs because I'm curious what I may have wrote.

Really I'm scared that if I do commit and fail I'll get sent to therapy.

Tldr; I thought about suicide but I'm a pussy and I like music

dnr rope>cope

 

[Wildlife]

That's because you're obviously intellectually incurious. Nothing interests you. You want to give up on life because you lack foresight and have no interest in the future. You're a simple minded person and the only thing you care about is yourself

Yes, I'm pretty sure I am a narcissist or just very self-serving. Philosophy interests me and I would like to look into it more to not be so shallow.

 

[Toad]

Yes, I'm pretty sure I am a narcissist or just very self-serving. Philosophy interests me and I would like to look into it more to not be so shallow.

You want people to love you and worship you but you're just not that interesting. You're actually aware that people don't find you remarkable and because you are so self absorbed and boring you're entertaining the thought of ending it all.

I was born knowing how to draw, I have an insane amount of skills and charisma. If I was standing next to you in real life, I would dwarf you in every category

Step 1: Realize that you are not the one

Step 2: Develop some skills and curiosity for things

Step 3: Research and try to understand theory of mind

You are not the center of the universe. If you kill yourself, you will just be dead and everyone will move on with their life. After a while. no one will care

Get your head out of your ass

 

[Wildlife]

You want people to love you and worship you but you're just not that interesting. You're actually aware that people don't find you remarkable and because you are so self absorbed and boring you're entertaining the thought of ending it all.

I was born knowing how to draw, I have an insane amount of skills and charisma. If I was standing next to you in real life, I would dwarf you in every category

Step 1: Realize that you are not the one

Step 2: Develop some skills and curiosity for things

Step 3: Research and try to understand theory of mind

You are not the center of the universe. If you kill yourself, you will just be dead and everyone will move on with their life. After a while. no one will care

Get your head out of your ass

I wouldn't kill myself for attention, that would be silly. The reason I am contemplating suicide is simply because I don't want to go through with these mundane tasks for the rest of my life. I didn’t ask to be born but I guess I have some sort of obligation to live. I also have some skills, I can sing and I'm pretty good at fortnite . I have done some research on how the mind works but most things I read/watch are things relating to communism and true crime.

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

I was born knowing how to draw, I have an insane amount of skills and charisma. If I was standing next to you in real life, I would dwarf you in every category

What the fuck? Who do you think you are

 

[Whiteboard7]

My mum was crying about how me and my sister don't help around the house and I realized I will spend the rest of my life doing mundane tasks. I also thought about all the responsibilities that I wouldn't have to deal with if I "moved on".

I'm gonna stick around because I love to make music but nothing other than that really makes me happy. I have almost no friends that hang out with me outside of school, I get mildly bullied and I'm genuinely so ugly.

I feel like I wrote a suicide note when I was twelve years old so I may look for it in my google docs because I'm curious what I may have wrote.

Really I'm scared that if I do commit and fail I'll get sent to therapy.

Tldr; I thought about suicide but I'm a pussy and I like music

Please don't rope brah I felt that way recently it does get better

 

[Wildlife]

Please don't rope brah I felt that way recently it does get better

Idk man I've kinda been feeling this way for ages, I thought it got better but it's always here

 

[Whiteboard7]

Idk man I've kinda been feeling this way for ages, I thought it got better but it's always here

Do you need to talk about it. In DMS I'll send you a message but I gotta go to bed soon

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

What the fuck? Who do you think you are
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@Wildlife

This guy's post history...

 

[Wildlife]

Do you need to talk about it. In DMS I'll send you a message but I gotta go to bed soon

It's fine bhai, I've said all I need to say on here. I'm probably going to go to bed soon.

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

You want people to love you and worship you but you're just not that interesting. You're actually aware that people don't find you remarkable and because you are so self absorbed and boring you're entertaining the thought of ending it all.

I was born knowing how to draw, I have an insane amount of skills and charisma. If I was standing next to you in real life, I would dwarf you in every category

Who do you dwarf? You are an admitted manlet
Stop trying to feel superior to a person going through suicidal thoughts, fucking pathetic

Get owned retard

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[luckyschizo]

My mum was crying about how me and my sister don't help around the house and I realized I will spend the rest of my life doing mundane tasks. I also thought about all the responsibilities that I wouldn't have to deal with if I "moved on".

I'm gonna stick around because I love to make music but nothing other than that really makes me happy. I have almost no friends that hang out with me outside of school, I get mildly bullied and I'm genuinely so ugly.

I feel like I wrote a suicide note when I was twelve years old so I may look for it in my google docs because I'm curious what I may have wrote.

Really I'm scared that if I do commit and fail I'll get sent to therapy.

Tldr; I thought about suicide but I'm a pussy and I like music

wanted to commit so many times for several different reasons only thing that keeps me goin is the freedom i will gain when i graduate from hs and go to college away from my parents there is light at the end of the tunnel you will soon see it

 

[Wildlife]

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Who do you dwarf? You are an admitted manlet
Stop trying to feel superior to a person going through suicidal thoughts, fucking pathetic
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Get owned retard

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It is interesting that he has an even more severe superiority complex than the one he diagnosed me with.

 

[Wildlife]

wanted to commit so many times for several different reasons only thing that keeps me goin is the freedom i will gain when i graduate from hs and go to college away from my parents there is light at the end of the tunnel you will soon see it

It could be nice to live alone. I really wish there were no expectations on me at all.

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

It is interesting that he has an even more severe superiority complex than the one he diagnosed me with.

I think he is just a psychology tard who tries to over analyse people to try and feel superior to them
Gosh why can't people on this site just be normal. I hate incels. It's so sad and pathetic

 

[luckyschizo]

It could be nice to live alone. I really wish there were no expectations on me at all.

thats exactly what im saying freedom away from my strict parents might ascend me in a week genuinely 4 months left

 

[Wildlife]

I hate incels.

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

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I love you bhai don't worry

 

[acm]

i hope u feel better
bcuz i dont hold grudges

 

[Wildlife]

thats exactly what im saying freedom away from my strict parents might ascend me in a week genuinely 4 months left

My parents expect me to attend university, get a job and give them grandchildren. I have expressed to them that I would like to live my life out by my lonesome but they keep dismissing it. They seem to think I will grow out of this, get married, have children, wagecuck and live the "American dream" lifestyle.

 

[Wildlife]

i hope u feel better
bcuz i dont hold grudges

I hate on you as a joke, I hardly remember what I was even hating on you for.

 

[acm]

I hate on you as a joke, I hardly remember what I was even hating on you for.

i wanted to beat you to death with a steel pipe when you said this

 

[Wildlife]

i wanted to beat you to death with a steel pipe when you said this
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Come on that was kinda funny, I think this was right after asdvek changed from a football pfp too.

 

[acm]

Come on that was kinda funny, I think this was right after asdvek changed from a football pfp too.

yeah it was, it made me ragefuelled and sort of laugh too. and i dont remember when asdvek did his avi descension
but i've never seen you "hate on me" besides that one time, so you must be chatting shit behind my back, huh?

 

[Wildlife]

yeah it was, it made me ragefuelled and sort of laugh too. and i dont remember when asdvek did his avi descension
but i've never seen you "hate on me" besides that one time, so you must be chatting shit behind my back, huh?

I'm ngl that's the only time I remember posting smth but I think I was scrolling dying laughing at people hating on you. People were getting creative.

 

[bwrauycnee]

My mum was crying about how me and my sister don't help around the house and I realized I will spend the rest of my life doing mundane tasks. I also thought about all the responsibilities that I wouldn't have to deal with if I "moved on".

I'm gonna stick around because I love to make music but nothing other than that really makes me happy. I have almost no friends that hang out with me outside of school, I get mildly bullied and I'm genuinely so ugly.

I feel like I wrote a suicide note when I was twelve years old so I may look for it in my google docs because I'm curious what I may have wrote.

Really I'm scared that if I do commit and fail I'll get sent to therapy.

Tldr; I thought about suicide but I'm a pussy and I like music

"Life is for the strong. Suicide is for pussies." This line of thinking helped to dissuade me from crossing that line.

 

[luckyschizo]

My parents expect me to attend university, get a job and give them grandchildren. I have expressed to them that I would like to live my life out by my lonesome but they keep dismissing it. They seem to think I will grow out of this, get married, have children, wagecuck and live the "American dream" lifestyle.

wow thats interesting but dw once u leave their house u can wlays just cut conact off thats what i plan to do anyways

 

[acm]

I'm ngl that's the only time I remember posting smth but I think I was scrolling dying laughing at people hating on you. People were getting creative.

the people were just 183, wuzzdio, and grievous.
i would be lying if i said i didn't find it funny too. the forum has gotten a little dry, but all the beef compensates for it well.

 

[zemult]

You want people to love you and worship you but you're just not that interesting. You're actually aware that people don't find you remarkable and because you are so self absorbed and boring you're entertaining the thought of ending it all.

I was born knowing how to draw, I have an insane amount of skills and charisma. If I was standing next to you in real life, I would dwarf you in every category

Step 1: Realize that you are not the one

Step 2: Develop some skills and curiosity for things

Step 3: Research and try to understand theory of mind

You are not the center of the universe. If you kill yourself, you will just be dead and everyone will move on with their life. After a while. no one will care

Get your head out of your ass

Jfl normies.org

 

[Toad]

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Who do you dwarf? You are an admitted manlet
Stop trying to feel superior to a person going through suicidal thoughts, fucking pathetic
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Get owned retard

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Dwarf is an abstraction but you're a little kid so you wouldn't get it

 

[Toad]

What the fuck? Who do you think you are
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Who do you think I am?

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

Dwarf is an abstraction but you're a little kid so you wouldn't get it

What can you dwarf when you're a manlet?

 

[Toad]

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What can you dwarf when you're a manlet?

Bingo

 

[Toad]

I wouldn't kill myself for attention, that would be silly. The reason I am contemplating suicide is simply because I don't want to go through with these mundane tasks for the rest of my life. I didn’t ask to be born but I guess I have some sort of obligation to live. I also have some skills, I can sing and I'm pretty good at fortnite . I have done some research on how the mind works but most things I read/watch are things relating to communism and true crime.

You're just intellectually incurious and lack foresight. Why kill yourself if you're going to die one day anyway?

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

Bingo

I was born knowing how to draw, I have an insane amount of skills and charisma. If I was standing next to you in real life, I would dwarf you in every category

This + phenibut = giga euphoria for me

 

[Whiteboard7]

It's fine bhai, I've said all I need to say on here. I'm probably going to go to bed soon.

Hope you had a good slumber