Todays been a really awful day

[nsk4ll]

its been like this for 2 weeks, i could tolerate it but it got more severe two weeks ago and im at my worst now, i look worse i feel worse i do worse stuff so on and so forth. I wish i could live a normal life. My dads been complaining for 5 mins now the way i skip school and do nothing with my life, its all ropefuel recently. Seeing people that are luckier than me or accepted into their environment dont help either. Im listening to song rn and contemplating abt everything. I dont think im gonna be around for longer, its been truly unfair and unfortunate. My life wasnt supposed to be like this i was a smart aspie when i was a kid, but now its awful. My dads been even more whiny ever since my parents divorced and i am under constant pressure from my grandparents to reconcile them as if i give a fuck abt them. My life doesnt get any better and it wont i assume. This forum is the only place i can reach out to, ive met so many good users here. but niggas here will dnr nevertheless.

 

[IliaTopuria]

This what you want ?

 

[nsk4ll]

I ran out of copes i used and now im left with feeling of emptiness knowing that nothing is going good

 

[ybuyhgui]

You’re still young. Time is the most valuable asset and you can do a lot with it. What matters right now will likely be irrelevant in the grand scheme of things.

 

[nsk4ll]

This what you want ?

I couldnt care less whether people reply to this thread or not, i have no one to talk out to and i will keep venting here, this is the only place where i can do so

 

[nsk4ll]

You’re still young. Time is the most valuable asset and you can do a lot with it. What matters right now will likely be irrelevant in the grand scheme of things.

True but what can i even do with my youth, if already majority of it has been wasted anyway and i have lost every useful ability i used to have

 

[0N73817]

True but what can i even do with my youth, if already majority of it has been wasted anyway and i have lost every useful ability i used to have

only up from here brotha

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

 

[iregret_kairo]

its been like this for 2 weeks, i could tolerate it but it got more severe two weeks ago and im at my worst now, i look worse i feel worse i do worse stuff so on and so forth. I wish i could live a normal life. My dads been complaining for 5 mins now the way i skip school and do nothing with my life, its all ropefuel recently. Seeing people that are luckier than me or accepted into their environment dont help either. Im listening to song rn and contemplating abt everything. I dont think im gonna be around for longer, its been truly unfair and unfortunate. My life wasnt supposed to be like this i was a smart aspie when i was a kid, but now its awful. My dads been even more whiny ever since my parents divorced and i am under constant pressure from my grandparents to reconcile them as if i give a fuck abt them. My life doesnt get any better and it wont i assume. This forum is the only place i can reach out to, ive met so many good users here. but niggas here will dnr nevertheless.

Take a walk outside don't think about shit

 

[ybuyhgui]

True but what can i even do with my youth

You’ve got options, you’ll have to figure that out on your own. But i’d suggest you broaden your horizons and look at the world from a greater perspective, assessing the possibilities that way can give you some hope. In the west you’re exposed to the mog 24/7, but in reality you still lifemog at least 3/4 of the world. I know that for sure because you can afford to spend time on a silly forum like this one. That’s privilege, whether you want to acknowledge it or not.

i have lost every useful ability i used to have

Just think and plan for a while, like I said, you have time.

 

[perculezz]

its been like this for 2 weeks, i could tolerate it but it got more severe two weeks ago and im at my worst now, i look worse i feel worse i do worse stuff so on and so forth. I wish i could live a normal life. My dads been complaining for 5 mins now the way i skip school and do nothing with my life, its all ropefuel recently. Seeing people that are luckier than me or accepted into their environment dont help either. Im listening to song rn and contemplating abt everything. I dont think im gonna be around for longer, its been truly unfair and unfortunate. My life wasnt supposed to be like this i was a smart aspie when i was a kid, but now its awful. My dads been even more whiny ever since my parents divorced and i am under constant pressure from my grandparents to reconcile them as if i give a fuck abt them. My life doesnt get any better and it wont i assume. This forum is the only place i can reach out to, ive met so many good users here. but niggas here will dnr nevertheless.

this is literally my life but instead of my dad complaining about me its my mom
lets just wish for the better bhai

 

[deadroses]

its been like this for 2 weeks, i could tolerate it but it got more severe two weeks ago and im at my worst now, i look worse i feel worse i do worse stuff so on and so forth. I wish i could live a normal life. My dads been complaining for 5 mins now the way i skip school and do nothing with my life, its all ropefuel recently. Seeing people that are luckier than me or accepted into their environment dont help either. Im listening to song rn and contemplating abt everything. I dont think im gonna be around for longer, its been truly unfair and unfortunate. My life wasnt supposed to be like this i was a smart aspie when i was a kid, but now its awful. My dads been even more whiny ever since my parents divorced and i am under constant pressure from my grandparents to reconcile them as if i give a fuck abt them. My life doesnt get any better and it wont i assume. This forum is the only place i can reach out to, ive met so many good users here. but niggas here will dnr nevertheless.

I believe in you, push through the storm, and there'll be sunnier days. Meditation or prayer really helps me. I definitely recommend meditation. If you can get outside and run cardio or just walk and explore to clear your mind daily while listening to music, that's great too. Sleep and diet play a very big role in how your day is going to go. Maybe cut out more goyslop, eat cleaner, try and get at least 6 hours of sleep, preferably 7 or 8, if you get 9, I'd be very proud. Do whatever you can to stay distracted and healthy. Have something you can do to escape reality, similar to how .org is for you. If nobody has told you, I am so proud of you and how far you've come. Stay strong for all the kind people you've met here.

 

[fazehamster]

I ran out of copes i used and now im left with feeling of emptiness knowing that nothing is going good

This thread is the cope and we are here to help you cope and don’t worry! And just for you I read whole thing I got you

 

[nsk4ll]

I believe in you, push through the storm, and there'll be sunnier days. Meditation or prayer really helps me. I definitely recommend meditation. If you can get outside and run cardio or just walk and explore to clear your mind daily while listening to music, that's great too. Sleep and diet play a very big role in how your day is going to go. Maybe cut out more goyslop, eat cleaner, try and get at least 6 hours of sleep, preferably 7 or 8, if you get 9, I'd be very proud. Do whatever you can to stay distracted and healthy. Have something you can do to escape reality, similar to how .org is for you. If nobody has told you, I am so proud of you and how far you've come. Stay strong for all the kind people you've met here.

thank you so much for your dearest words

 

[nsk4ll]

This thread is the cope and we are here to help you cope and don’t worry! And just for you I read whole thing I got you

thanks brocel
every atom of the thread i made carries tons of emotion behind it

 

[nsk4ll]

this is literally my life but instead of my dad complaining about me its my mom
lets just wish for the better bhai

Parents being parents

 

[fazehamster]

I couldnt care less whether people reply to this thread or not, i have no one to talk out to and i will keep venting here, this is the only place where i can do so

Real every day something bad at school happens and this is the place I go to

 

[deadroses]

thank you so much for your dearest words

As much as people say it will get better, the majority of that is all up to you. Sometimes we have to be the positive change. I know life must be draining for you. I'm here if you ever want to talk. A healthy body really is a healthy mind and vice versa.

 

[surgerymaxxingsoon]

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Thought this was Jeremey Meeks for a second

 

[primalsubhumanlarp]

its been like this for 2 weeks, i could tolerate it but it got more severe two weeks ago and im at my worst now, i look worse i feel worse i do worse stuff so on and so forth. I wish i could live a normal life. My dads been complaining for 5 mins now the way i skip school and do nothing with my life, its all ropefuel recently. Seeing people that are luckier than me or accepted into their environment dont help either. Im listening to song rn and contemplating abt everything. I dont think im gonna be around for longer, its been truly unfair and unfortunate. My life wasnt supposed to be like this i was a smart aspie when i was a kid, but now its awful. My dads been even more whiny ever since my parents divorced and i am under constant pressure from my grandparents to reconcile them as if i give a fuck abt them. My life doesnt get any better and it wont i assume. This forum is the only place i can reach out to, ive met so many good users here. but niggas here will dnr nevertheless.

Go primal

 

[hej1377]

This guy needs a drink

 

[Arbuscular]

its been like this for 2 weeks, i could tolerate it but it got more severe two weeks ago and im at my worst now, i look worse i feel worse i do worse stuff so on and so forth. I wish i could live a normal life. My dads been complaining for 5 mins now the way i skip school and do nothing with my life, its all ropefuel recently. Seeing people that are luckier than me or accepted into their environment dont help either. Im listening to song rn and contemplating abt everything. I dont think im gonna be around for longer, its been truly unfair and unfortunate. My life wasnt supposed to be like this i was a smart aspie when i was a kid, but now its awful. My dads been even more whiny ever since my parents divorced and i am under constant pressure from my grandparents to reconcile them as if i give a fuck abt them. My life doesnt get any better and it wont i assume. This forum is the only place i can reach out to, ive met so many good users here. but niggas here will dnr nevertheless.

Start with the basics brahim

get ur grades up

that'll give u a confidence boost

trust me its what I did

 

[sofarsogood]

Focus on school at least boyo make sure your grades are good so you don't make life shittier

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only up from here brotha

Is that movie good?

 

[0N73817]

Focus on school at least boyo make sure your grades are good so you don't make life shittier

Is that movie good?

Yh bro, strongly recommend it i’ve watched it a couple of times. Lowkey changed my view on life.

 

[Fridx]

but niggas here will dnr nevertheless.

I read every atom
Venting here could make your problems maybe less of an issue.If you talk bout your problems that means that you have the balls to face them,im miring that.I hope everything gets better

 

[xzylecrey]

Admittedly Im not the best at giving advice or consoling i can only hope everything gets better for you ... you seem to be stressed a lot and need to find some peace and comfort. Try to relax a bit. Just remember to take one step at a time. That could be working on your mental, going to skl more (i hated hs too) up to you what you wanna put your energy into for the first step. But mostly try to detach from everything

 

[Bugmaxxed]

I didn't dnr you bhai

I'm sorry about all that you're going through