yea that's a ticket to the fancy straps to a gurney, as I experienced.
Yeah rn I am trying to get my dad to understand I will rope unless he pays for my surgery
Giving up is totally ok especially if you can’t find a reason to stick through the misery
Idk my parents are sorta forcing me to go man? I don't have much money what choice do I got...
Chit idk man i got stuck in there for a few weeks and it sucked ass. I’d say run away but it sucks on the streets. I guess just go and do what you can, maybe tell your parents you’re not suicidal anymore
Whats the ward like?
It was boring and kinda dangerous ngl. They segregated us so I was with all guys and girls were on the other side. I almost got attacked by this random nigger who said he wanted to rape me. They kept forcing drugs on me. Besides that I met some ok ppl but I was hallucinating all throughout my time in the ward. I had to take drugs the whole time I was there. I saw a dude get tackled for defending himself against these two retards. I got farted on by a doctor I think but I could have been hallucinating idk. Lots of boring time just spent pacing around and watching tv/movies. They give you a smoke break once in awhile. I wouldn’t go back tbh.
Why would you tell this to your parents
what the fuck did you think blue pilled parents were gonna do if their son told them I'm rope jfl. They'll give you some cope drugs to make you lobotomized
they got me on SSRIs now I REALLY want to end myself
Get off them asap
