too late to the boat

[miserycel]

this is something i've been thinking about recently

im 19 now and haven't really had any kind of normal life experiences

sex, friend groups, LTRs, memories etc. all of that shit

i suppose alot of you here relate to that too

it just feels all incredibly too late for me

it'll probably take me 2 years to get to where i need to lookswise

soon i'll be getting medicated and getting into therapy just to fix some of these mental issues i have

i feel super behind everyone else

i'll still be a KHHV at 21 meanwhile everyone around me has had years worth of LTR and sexual experience

i dont like the idea of getting with a girl that has a past

but its all too late, i'll be forced to settle

i just hate this feeling that life has passed me by

i know im still so young

but im so so far behind everyone else

i'll have no choice but to conform

 

[miserycel]

bump

 

[Went2Jupiter]

this is something i've been thinking about recently

im 19 now and haven't really had any kind of normal life experiences

sex, friend groups, LTRs, memories etc. all of that shit

i suppose alot of you here relate to that too

it just feels all incredibly too late for me

it'll probably take me 2 years to get to where i need to lookswise

soon i'll be getting medicated and getting into therapy just to fix some of these mental issues i have

i feel super behind everyone else

i'll still be a KHHV at 21 meanwhile everyone around me has had years worth of LTR and sexual experience

i dont like the idea of getting with a girl that has a past

but its all too late, i'll be forced to settle

i just hate this feeling that life has passed me by

i know im still so young

but im so so far behind everyone else

i'll have no choice but to conform

Me too nigga me too

 

[miserycel]

Me too nigga me too

over for us

 

[miserycel]

brutal

my posts dont get out there anymore