Too much suffering all my life made me allergic to any kind of fun

[STAMPEDE]

I’ve been suffering so much my entire life that Im allergic to having fun now, whenever I find myself in a state of happiness I immediately become severely depressed, no matter how much I try to fix my life or be happy it doesn’t work my brain is just wired that way. Fucked up neurochemicals and fucked up brain chemistry changes your life, and ive had a fucked up brain since I was born by being cursed with ADHD, OCD and autism.

 

[buddhistking]

Life is a curse

 

[Aën Fаrhis]

Low metabolism be like:

 

[ChadL1te]

Abused dog pill strikes again

 

[STAMPEDE]

Abused dog pill strikes again

Never been abused, I was just born with this fucked up brain, ive had autism, adhd and ocd since birth

 

[STAMPEDE]

Low metabolism be like:

I have a pretty high metabolism

 

[CHRIST_764]

Eat 5000 cals daily
Drink beer everyday

 

[Aën Fаrhis]

I have a pretty high metabolism

Your mitochondria is impaired otherwise you would not feel so depressed about life and yourself.

 

[Acquiescence]

All in your head bro