Too scared to rope hurts to cope

[overheaveen]

It took me a lot of time to realise that I wasn't a good-looking or even an average looking dude , I look at my childhood picture and it's sso clear that I was destined to be bottom 30% of looks , completely boneless , ramitez tier teeth , fine hair,

Even now I hate the camera I can never look at the camera the lens distortion of however minimal impact it had I feel like I could be any random person from a 1 st world country except myself, all these people so neurotypical enjoying their life. And I can't even talk to someone without thinking i disgust them or even my face completely acne less my body 15% might make ppl think I'm unhygienic,



How life would be to be an average male from a first world country completely neurotypical without fear of most things especially impressing others or capture ur memories without being disgusted by your own face in the pictures

 

[sdram4]

It took me a lot of time to realise that I wasn't a good-looking or even an average looking dude , I look at my childhood picture and it's sso clear that I was destined to be bottom 30% of looks , completely boneless , ramitez tier teeth , fine hair,

Even now I hate the camera I can never look at the camera the lens distortion of however minimal impact it had I feel like I could be any random person from a 1 st world country except myself, all these people so neurotypical enjoying their life. And I can't even talk to someone without thinking i disgust them or even my face completely acne less my body 15% might make ppl think I'm unhygienic,



How life would be to be an average male from a first world country completely neurotypical without fear of most things especially impressing others or capture ur memories without being disgusted by your own face in the pictures

i mean the average joe tends to have an average wife which is better than no wife i guess