sternocleidomastoid
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Intro:
I am the first E of NEET and have begun Trenbolone Enanthate on 200 mg weekly, with a base of Testosterone Enanthate 500 mg weekly, and a kickstart of 20 mg daily oxandrolone (supply low so gonna run out in like a couple weeks).
The Why:
I begun the sort of "looksmaxxing" route when I started college and descended brutally from bodyfat, muscle-loss, stress, and lack of social-ability from high school. I went through tremendous depression and suicidal thoughts through the winter and by spring I had began a weight-loss diet and went down about 20-30 lbs in a month. The difference, though I was still facially puffy, was tremendous in my life and relationships. Still, I found myself in a summer where I was relatively alone despite being in a relationship (anyone relates???) and was on 15 hour screentime. I was so terribly off with my parents and family I slept during the days and was awake during the nights so I could avoid them, which often turned into 30+ hour periods of no sleep. I found myself stuck in these back-and-forths of wanting to be health-based and looks-based (eating well versus not at all). I ended up moving towards being fully-wired on becoming the best-looking I can in order to find business success solely based on my looks (honestly achievable with my base and also my IQ).
I settled on gear as an additional method to LM when I was told I had a plug on campus, turned out he was retarded and I was subsequently able to fend for myself on meso-Rx. I did my research and understood the PCT and dosing process decently well (still majorly retarded-though) and got my shit in via my methods. I was 50/50 on starting it versus throwing it away but I was drawn back after I saw all these opportunities in my life practically thrown away because of my ND and my lack of frat-connections. Because of this whole process, I decided I needed to be supraphysiological (feel free to flame me in replies).
How Can You Looksmaxx on Gear?
Gear will make you big. It will make you leaner as well (nutrient-partitioning on Tren is God-Tier). It also makes your libido (with estradiol in check) go bananas and your bricks can be crazy, but not nuts (since those shrink). Frame is important for anyone, and luckily your shoulders are most noticeable for growth quickly on gear. Also, I am under 6" so frame is my cope.
Gear will also make you confident, so not only can you crack for hours, your demeanor will improve vastly and perform well with women off birth control (just a little extra piece of info there). So be prepared for slamming the cervix, but also not being able to nut as easily, which is honestly a plus.
How is Gear Adverse to Looks?
Basic shit: your acne gets worse, your Norwood gets greater (if you are not naturally prone this honestly will not be an issue, you can usually tell by your early 20s), your loads can be pretty on-and-off, you can fuck up your social environment by burning bridges with roid rage, and you also have more water retention in the face typically (somewhat unavoidable).
What is My Personal Experience with Sides?
First sides within these 2-3 weeks of 300 mg test has been mainly the increase in sex drive (many angry tugs during the day), the massive aggression boost and irritability (story later), and greater drive for being strong asf. These are great for the gym, but suck for outside the gym. I am constantly wired 24/7. I get headaches and massive hunger spikes randomly. I am so snappy and sometimes borderline psychopathic. And I feel anxious almost constantly which makes studying feel like taking a dick to the ass.
Roid Rage Incident 1 (Story Time):
My morning lecture includes time where we need to speak with partners in order to practice the content. My partner is usually the same kid, this awkward, low-speaking skinny guy who is often quite snobby when it comes to the content (he did shite on the first quiz though, fucking loser).
While we are in a practice, I say something a bit wrong, and he corrects me sort of under his breath. I hear it and immediately ask "What?" but likely in a more angry tone that I remember. - On gear, you are so irritable that you CANNOT let anything go. Anything anyone says MUST be investigated and never wiped off the shoulders. - He then corrects me and I immediately, luckily timed with the lesson continuing, snap "Fuck you" audibly.
Luckily for me, the tone of my voice was low enough that he clearly did not hear it. However, this spooked me. I know my body is BARELY taken over by the Testosterone at this stage, but I am still getting this wild snappiness that can easily get me in trouble. So take this as a warning, you CANNOT stay being a retard on this shit, you MUST be willing to lock in for every interaction to be kind and respectful like how you would lock in on edibles around your parents.
Closing:
This was just a first attempt at a life update post. I know my story is not super significant or unique but I think it would be better to document these next couple months especially when taking something like Trenbolone at such as young age. If you want proof of me taking this, I suggest you check your own anal cavity. Anyways, lmk if any of this is helpful or if I am retarded. Peace.
-Sternocleid
I am the first E of NEET and have begun Trenbolone Enanthate on 200 mg weekly, with a base of Testosterone Enanthate 500 mg weekly, and a kickstart of 20 mg daily oxandrolone (supply low so gonna run out in like a couple weeks).
The Why:
I begun the sort of "looksmaxxing" route when I started college and descended brutally from bodyfat, muscle-loss, stress, and lack of social-ability from high school. I went through tremendous depression and suicidal thoughts through the winter and by spring I had began a weight-loss diet and went down about 20-30 lbs in a month. The difference, though I was still facially puffy, was tremendous in my life and relationships. Still, I found myself in a summer where I was relatively alone despite being in a relationship (anyone relates???) and was on 15 hour screentime. I was so terribly off with my parents and family I slept during the days and was awake during the nights so I could avoid them, which often turned into 30+ hour periods of no sleep. I found myself stuck in these back-and-forths of wanting to be health-based and looks-based (eating well versus not at all). I ended up moving towards being fully-wired on becoming the best-looking I can in order to find business success solely based on my looks (honestly achievable with my base and also my IQ).
I settled on gear as an additional method to LM when I was told I had a plug on campus, turned out he was retarded and I was subsequently able to fend for myself on meso-Rx. I did my research and understood the PCT and dosing process decently well (still majorly retarded-though) and got my shit in via my methods. I was 50/50 on starting it versus throwing it away but I was drawn back after I saw all these opportunities in my life practically thrown away because of my ND and my lack of frat-connections. Because of this whole process, I decided I needed to be supraphysiological (feel free to flame me in replies).
How Can You Looksmaxx on Gear?
Gear will make you big. It will make you leaner as well (nutrient-partitioning on Tren is God-Tier). It also makes your libido (with estradiol in check) go bananas and your bricks can be crazy, but not nuts (since those shrink). Frame is important for anyone, and luckily your shoulders are most noticeable for growth quickly on gear. Also, I am under 6" so frame is my cope.
Gear will also make you confident, so not only can you crack for hours, your demeanor will improve vastly and perform well with women off birth control (just a little extra piece of info there). So be prepared for slamming the cervix, but also not being able to nut as easily, which is honestly a plus.
How is Gear Adverse to Looks?
Basic shit: your acne gets worse, your Norwood gets greater (if you are not naturally prone this honestly will not be an issue, you can usually tell by your early 20s), your loads can be pretty on-and-off, you can fuck up your social environment by burning bridges with roid rage, and you also have more water retention in the face typically (somewhat unavoidable).
What is My Personal Experience with Sides?
First sides within these 2-3 weeks of 300 mg test has been mainly the increase in sex drive (many angry tugs during the day), the massive aggression boost and irritability (story later), and greater drive for being strong asf. These are great for the gym, but suck for outside the gym. I am constantly wired 24/7. I get headaches and massive hunger spikes randomly. I am so snappy and sometimes borderline psychopathic. And I feel anxious almost constantly which makes studying feel like taking a dick to the ass.
Roid Rage Incident 1 (Story Time):
My morning lecture includes time where we need to speak with partners in order to practice the content. My partner is usually the same kid, this awkward, low-speaking skinny guy who is often quite snobby when it comes to the content (he did shite on the first quiz though, fucking loser).
While we are in a practice, I say something a bit wrong, and he corrects me sort of under his breath. I hear it and immediately ask "What?" but likely in a more angry tone that I remember. - On gear, you are so irritable that you CANNOT let anything go. Anything anyone says MUST be investigated and never wiped off the shoulders. - He then corrects me and I immediately, luckily timed with the lesson continuing, snap "Fuck you" audibly.
Luckily for me, the tone of my voice was low enough that he clearly did not hear it. However, this spooked me. I know my body is BARELY taken over by the Testosterone at this stage, but I am still getting this wild snappiness that can easily get me in trouble. So take this as a warning, you CANNOT stay being a retard on this shit, you MUST be willing to lock in for every interaction to be kind and respectful like how you would lock in on edibles around your parents.
Closing:
This was just a first attempt at a life update post. I know my story is not super significant or unique but I think it would be better to document these next couple months especially when taking something like Trenbolone at such as young age. If you want proof of me taking this, I suggest you check your own anal cavity. Anyways, lmk if any of this is helpful or if I am retarded. Peace.
-Sternocleid
