Tried MDMA for the first time - my thoughts

[thegoat]

I've done alcohol LSD weed nitrous adderall and now MDMA. I took 100mg then redosed 100mg 2 hours later.

I will say that MDMA was my greatest drug experience yet due to the euphoria and pro-social effects (however tbh I thought it would be INSANELY intense euphoria; it was just decently intense euphoria).

The way in which MDMA makes you talkative and removes social anxiety is different to alcohol IMO. Alcohol kinda just dumbs you down and makes you have zero self awareness. MDMA makes you super positive and love everyone - this was the most interesting aspect for me since I am heavily consumed by the blackpill mindset. Normally, whenever I interact with someone, I will prejudice them with blackpill ideas (e.g. rate their PSL, SMV, whether they'll respect me if male or be attracted to me if female). Since I'm incel ive gotten to a point where I hate most people (especially women) and hate socialising, but MDMA completely removed these biases in a way completely unlike alcohol. It made me highly optimistic for 24hrs+ afterward, which starkly contrasts my pessimistic and depressed mood sober.

Does anyone know if SSRI's have a similar effect even if only 5% as strong?
(I could turn my life around so fast with higher serotonin levels even only 5% as strong as MDMA)

 

[Deleted member 16970]

mdma does that. It wont help u turn ur life around though. And neither will ____. Only u, by self analysis of ur childhood, and trauma, can turn ur life “around”. If thats even what u need or ur just gaslighting urself after adopting other ppls views

 

[MoggerGaston]

mirin drugmaxxing.

what did u do while under influence?

ive tried the SSRI escitalopram in high dose for multiple months and it did nothing for me. not compareable to mdma at all.
but theres different kinds of anti-depressants and everyone can react differently so u could try.

anti-depressants cant be combined with drugs though, be carefull.

mephedrone is more compareable. another good drug. u might also want to try low dose ketamine tbh. its more like alcohol but a strong instant anti-depressant.

 

[Deleted member 22553]

I had sex on MDMA on Sunday. Shit was peak but I feel like I've been going too hard with it. Stupidly took another .15g on the next day and my heart was going crazy hard. If I wasn't in passable cardio condition I would've been worried. Shit basically erases anxiety and has made me way more social/low inhib. I'm going to take a break because I don't want to have a heart attack but deffo my new favorite cope.

 

[MoggerGaston]

I had sex on MDMA on Sunday. Shit was peak but I feel like I've been going too hard with it. Stupidly took another .15g on the next day and my heart was going crazy hard. If I wasn't in passable cardio condition I would've been worried. Shit basically erases anxiety and has made me way more social/low inhib. I'm going to take a break because I don't want to have a heart attack but deffo my new favorite cope.

why would you take mdma 2 days in a row. thats so retarded. ur gonna fry ur brain.

makes sense why hard-drugs are banned worldwide when idiots abuse it like this.

 

[Deleted member 22553]

why would you take mdma 2 days in a row. thats so retarded. ur gonna fry ur brain.

makes sense why hard-drugs are banned worldwide when idiots abuse it like this.

You're right, it was retarded. Definitely not doing it again but I have an addictive personality. I just enjoy how chill and relaxed I feel in the week after a trip

 

[Deleted member 16501]

Look into psychedelics- Magic mushrooms

I will do it this year, already microdosing

it will have a different effect- will allow you to go deep into your trauma and beliefs about yourself.

As the guy above said though, work is needed

 

[Deleted member 20399]

Look into psychedelics- Magic mushrooms

I will do it this year, already microdosing

it will have a different effect- will allow you to go deep into your trauma and beliefs about yourself.

As the guy above said though, work is needed

Microdosing doesn’t do shit retard

 

[Deleted member 16501]

Microdosing doesn’t do shit retard

i told him to do a trip,, not microdosing pussy

 

[Deleted member 20399]

i told him to do a trip,, not microdosing pussy

I’m talking about you not him

 

[Deleted member 16501]

I’m talking about you not him

ok- well I'm working all day coaching folks being productive, running my family's property business, have lost inches in the waist, plus have an east african girl that wants to fuck me

working out aite for me champ

 

[Deleted member 20399]

ok- well I'm working all day coaching folks being productive, running my family's property business, have lost inches in the waist, plus have an east african girl that wants to fuck me

working out aite for me champ

What?

 

[fukmylyf]

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[Deleted member 16501]

What?

it feels bad to put a fellow manlet on ignore, but I'm gonna do that to you now champ

you're negative as fuck, no wonder u don't get laid

 

[Deleted member 20399]

it feels bad to put a fellow manlet on ignore, but I'm gonna do that to you now champ

you're negative as fuck, no wonder u don't get laid

whatever, I’m just telling u the harsh truth. Microdosing is cope

 

[ropemax]

Alcohol kinda just dumbs you down and makes you have zero self awareness.

Not my experience

 

[Deleted member 22553]

Microdosing doesn’t do shit retard

Bro microdosing does work. Especially if you don't have the time and space to enjoy an actual trip. It's definitely slower positive effects but it can be worth it.

 

[Deleted member 20399]

Bro microdosing does work. Especially if you don't have the time and space to enjoy an actual trip. It's definitely slower positive effects but it can be worth it.

It’s a waste of mushrooms, does jackshit. You’re better just to do an actual trip

 

[RAITEIII]

I've done alcohol LSD weed nitrous adderall and now MDMA. I took 100mg then redosed 100mg 2 hours later.

I will say that MDMA was my greatest drug experience yet due to the euphoria and pro-social effects (however tbh I thought it would be INSANELY intense euphoria; it was just decently intense euphoria).

The way in which MDMA makes you talkative and removes social anxiety is different to alcohol IMO. Alcohol kinda just dumbs you down and makes you have zero self awareness. MDMA makes you super positive and love everyone - this was the most interesting aspect for me since I am heavily consumed by the blackpill mindset. Normally, whenever I interact with someone, I will prejudice them with blackpill ideas (e.g. rate their PSL, SMV, whether they'll respect me if male or be attracted to me if female). Since I'm incel ive gotten to a point where I hate most people (especially women) and hate socialising, but MDMA completely removed these biases in a way completely unlike alcohol. It made me highly optimistic for 24hrs+ afterward, which starkly contrasts my pessimistic and depressed mood sober.

Does anyone know if SSRI's have a similar effect even if only 5% as strong?
(I could turn my life around so fast with higher serotonin levels even only 5% as strong as MDMA)

Just remember that the way in which you feel on drugs. as good as it might feel to you, is not representative of reality. Everything is still the same. Everyone. You just artificially changed your feelings about it.

Like a wage slave who uses a drug and now suddenly he feels like that job is the CEO of the universe and hes making millions? Yh he feels good but... it's not based on reality.

I wish you good brain chemistry tho.

 

[Deleted member 22553]

It’s a waste of mushrooms, does jackshit. You’re better just to do an actual trip

Jfl how many times do I have to say it's not a waste. I get like 30 grams for $75 anyways

 

[Deleted member 20399]

Jfl how many times do I have to say it's not a waste. I get like 30 grams for $75 anyways

As many times as u like, doesn’t change the reality of the situation

 

[Deleted member 22553]

As many times as u like, doesn’t change the reality of the situation

Cope harder, idk why you're so against microdosing lol

 

[Deleted member 20399]

Cope harder, idk why you're so against microdosing lol

Ur the only one coping brother

 

[Deleted member 19157]

i did it on one of my birthdays and indeed felt like a smooth NT social god

 

[MoggerGaston]

Just remember that the way in which you feel on drugs. as good as it might feel to you, is not representative of reality. Everything is still the same. Everyone. You just artificially changed your feelings about it.

Like a wage slave who uses a drug and now suddenly he feels like that job is the CEO of the universe and hes making millions? Yh he feels good but... it's not based on reality.

I wish you good brain chemistry tho.

Using drugs is insane lifefuel when you are not chad millionaire.

You can't change reality. Nothing will make you a chad millionaire. But you can change your brain's chemistry and the perception of reality.

 

[RAITEIII]

Using drugs is insane lifefuel when you are not chad millionaire.

You can't change reality. Nothing will make you a chad millionaire. But you can change your brain's chemistry and the perception of reality.

So is it good to be in that deluded state? You would probably find real quick limitations and negative repercussions but I won't get that deep into the water. You need to have healthy brain. Not deluded one. Nor catastrophic one. That's it best shot at being ur best self.

When u see someone on drugs and ur sober u think they're acting retarded. Imagine giving that image 24/7 lol

The guy who posted this is eithe mentally Ill, not good looking, or mmm smth else I forgot.


// nvm me

 

[Deleted member 18544]

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[MoggerGaston]

So is it good to be in that deluded state?

Yes

You would probably find real quick limitations and negative repercussions but I won't get that deep into the water.

Depends. Drugs-use is widespread. Whether it is alcohol or anti-depressants. It doesn't have to bad considering the alternative.

You need to have healthy brain. Not deluded one. Nor catastrophic one. That's it best shot at being ur best self.

wont make u chad or rich.

When u see someone on drugs and ur sober u think they're acting retarded. Imagine giving that image 24/7 lol

depends on the drugs and how much

The guy who posted this is eithe mentally Ill, not good looking, or mmm smth else I forgot.


// nvm me

 

[MoggerGaston]

https://nida.nih.gov/sites/default/files/serotonin_present.jpg

cope

 

[GrowthReaper]

why would you take mdma 2 days in a row. thats so retarded. ur gonna fry ur brain.

makes sense why hard-drugs are banned worldwide when idiots abuse it like this.

it's common as fuck to have consecutive trips. Not recommended but you won't kill your brain.

3 weeks ago I took .2g three days in a row during my graduation trip. comedown was hardcore and lasted a couple days but I'm fine now

 

[MoggerGaston]

it's common as fuck to have consecutive trips. Not recommended but you won't kill your brain.

3 weeks ago I took .2g three days in a row during my graduation trip. comedown was hardcore and lasted a couple days but I'm fine now

How was the high the 2nd and third time u did mdma in a row?

Ive done mephedrone 2days in a row and while the effect was much better than not doing any drugs at all, its nothing like doing it clean after abstinence. Just not worth it tbh, also the comedown ain't worth it.

It wont kill ur brain, but its not good for ur brain and drug tolerances make the effect weak. Little to none of the loving feeling, just the active/wanting to dance feeling remained.


If u have a 3-day festival, use mdma one day, lsd/2-cb the next day, and mephedrone the final day. Cocaine/ketamine/speed/weed/alcohol can be used on all days depending on the vibe.

Longer festivals add shrooms one day. And split the lsd/2cb day into 2; one day lsd, one day 2cb. Thats what im thinking, dont have experience with this yet.
Doing multi-day festival without friends is a bit hardcore tbh.

Using the same drugs too often in a row just leads to mediocre effects and bigger comedowns/brain damage.

I am still struggling with the fact I cant get high asf one day every weekend in a row. Need to find some other way to enjoy life.

 

[GrowthReaper]

How was the high the 2nd and third time u did mdma in a row?

A little weaker on the 2nd time but on the last roll it was still powerful because I mixed with coke as well. Not a good mix I've heard but it definitely helped me stay on it.

Ive done mephedrone 2days in a row and while the effect was much better than not doing any drugs at all, its nothing like doing it clean after abstinence. Just not worth it tbh, also the comedown ain't worth it.

It wont kill ur brain, but its not good for ur brain and drug tolerances, just not worth it tbh.

If u have a 3-day festival, use mdma one day, lsd/2-cb the next day, and mephedrone the final day. Cocaine/ketamine/speed/weed can be used on all days depending on the vibe.

2-cb and mephedrone are hard asf for me to get since I only have access to traditional party drugs (sources are just dudes from my school). That's why I went so hard on MD.

Hell I can't even get LSD, been trying for weeks.

 

[MoggerGaston]

A little weaker on the 2nd time but on the last roll it was still powerful because I mixed with coke as well. Not a good mix I've heard but it definitely helped me stay on it.

2-cb and mephedrone are hard asf for me to get since I only have access to traditional party drugs (sources are just dudes from my school). That's why I went so hard on MD.

Hell I can't even get LSD, been trying for weeks.

Not bad that u can enjoy mdma 3 days in a row. Healthy brain, better keep it that way. Haven't tried this yet.

Coke+mdma is fine i think. Ketamine+mdma is also great to enjoy the mdma more.

Mephedrone is very similar to mdma so its somewhat interchangeable. Doesnt really matter if u cant get it.

Would be good to have either 2-cb or lsd ngl. Its a unique effect, unrelated to other drugs meaning it has its own tolerance. Great for multi-day events.

I am sure theres also other drugs tho. Shrooms, heavy weed/edibles. So much options.

Cocaine together with ketamine and alcohol is also a fun night

 

[edanica]

MDMA is literally the best drug/feeling that there is, you are missing out so much if youve never tried it tbh

Havent done it in 5 years though, noone i know is into it these days

 

[MoggerGaston]

MDMA is literally the best drug/feeling that there is, you are missing out so much if youve never tried it tbh

Havent done it in 5 years though, noone i know is into it these days

Mdma is absolutely insane. No life experience comes close except some other drugs.

U could even do mdma controlled with ur parents, grandpa, or girlfriend, and have an incredibly loving and life-altering experience tbh.

I havent done it in 1 month now, but i do mephedrone weekly and it has similar but weaker/shorter effects but probably fucks up the same tolerances somewhat.

Waste to not do it once every few months ngl