7pumpkins
Mentalcel
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I always hate seeing people connect with each other, then I realize it’s not hate, it’s envy. It’s so strange seeing people being loved for who they are, when that’s all I’ve ever wanted. Unconditional love, love without conditions. Not even my parents have the decency to unconditionally love me. I feel like that I know that, and makes me hurt, so I put on an act. Every time I’m around someone it feels like I’m not being myself, because if I was myself, I’d be alone, and I don’t want that.