Truecel experience (real)

[Anon2323]

These last 4 days I was talking to this girl. Everything was going good. She fell for me really fast, or at least that's what she showed me. She kept saying she loved me and wanted everything with me. I never believed it. I was always the fat kid, very recesed and really insecure. Nobody ever talked to me because I was just the guy with 2 dumb friends that everyone hated for no reason. I was just a happy little kid who wanted to enjoy life. Right now I don't have a family, no dad, only my mom and we don't even have a good relationship. My experiences with love have been terrible. Girls talked to me just to laugh at me, then they bullied me and even threatened to beat me up. All my friends turned against me and laughed too. Since that day I've never been the same. I got into lookmaxxing and all this stuff, it only gave me worse thoughts but it also showed me what reality is. Now I've improved a lot, I'm LMTN now and I still have a long way to go, but even if girls try to talk to me I'm still traumatized. I always think they just want to laugh at me or use me.

Anyway, about this girl. It was like 1:30am and she was doing a TikTok live. As soon as I joined I saw she was talking on her phone with another guy while her friend was looking at her like they were checking something. Then her friend noticed I joined, whispered it to her, and they both looked at the screen. I left straight away. I spent the whole night thinking about it.

I really think I'll never be able to have a relationship. It doesn't matter if someone tells me they love me, I don't know how to believe it or even accept it. I never had a family and I don't even know what love is supposed to feel like because nobody really loved me. I think I have a huge emotional block now.

I think it's over for me, looksmaxing is cope.

 

[averagetotaluser]

dnr, prob sad

 

[Anon2323]

is translated with chat gpt im spanish sorry if something is bad

 

[mltnisme124]

sad life my boi